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- THE EQUINOX Vol. I. No. IV 2nd part
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- June 7, 1990 e.v. key entry by
- Bill Heidrick, T.G. of O.T.O. --- needs further proof reading
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- CLASSIFICATION OF DREAMS
-
-
- A. "Depth of Impression."
- 1. Vivid. 2. Ordinary. 3. Slight. 4. Doubtful.
-
- B. "Degree of Memory."
- 1. Detailed. 2. Outlined. 3. Partially outlined. 4. Central
- idea
- only. 5. Incident only. 6. Nothing save fact of dream.
-
- C. "Cause."
- 1. Traceable to thoughts of previous day. 2. Traceable to local
- circumstances ("e.g." Dream of river from rain falling on face). 3.
- Not
- so traceable.
-
- D. "Character."
- 1. Surprising. 2. Ordinary.
-
- E. "Character."
- 1. Rational. 2. Irrational.
-
- F. "Character General."
- 1. Lascivious, ("a") Finished, ("b" Baffled. 2. Of travel. 3. Of
- litera-
- ture. 4. Of art. 5. Of magic. 6. Of beauty. 7. Of religion. 8.
- Of
- social affairs. 9. Of disgust. 10. Of old friends (or foes). 11.
- Various.
- 12. Humorous. 13. Of very definite men not known to P. 14. Of
- combat. 15. Of money.
-
- G. "Character Special."
- 1. Of losing a tooth. 2. Of beard being shaved off. 3. Of
- climbing
- a mountain. 4. Of being taken in adultery. 5. Of Poem or Magical
- book I have written (in dream). 6. Of being embarrassed. 7. of
- flying, especially of escaping.
-
- {170}
-
-
- ______________┬_______┬___┬____________┬___┬___┬_________________┬___
- │ A │ B │ C │ D │ E │ F │ G
- ______________┼_______┼___┼____________┼___┼___┼_________________┼___
- February 8th │ 1 │ 2 │ --- │ 1 │---│ --- │---
- " 9th │ 1 │ 1 │ Probably 2 │---│---│ --- │ 1
- " 12th │ 1 │ 1 │ 1 │---│---│ 1(b) │---
- " 13th │ 1 │ 1 │ 1 │ 1 │---│ 6.12 │---
- " 14th │ │ │ │ │ │ │
- " 15th │ 1 │ 2 │ 1 │ 2 │ 1 │ 1 │ 1
- " " │ 1 │ 2 │ 1 │ 2 │ 1 │ 1 │ 1
- " 16th │ 1 │ 1 │ 1 │ 2 │ 1 │ 4.2.8 │ 1
- " 17th │ 3 │ 6 │ --- │---│---│ --- │---
- " 18th │ 2 │ 2 │ Probably 1 │ 2 │ 1 │ 11 │---
- " 20th │ 1 │ ? │ ? │ 1 │ ? │ ? │---
- " 21th │ 4 │---│ --- │---│---│ --- │---
- " 22th │ 4 │---│ --- │---│---│ --- │---
- " 23th │ 1 │ 1 │ 2 │ 1 │ 2 │ 1(a).2.10.9.11 │---
- " 24th │ 1 │ 4 │ 1 │ 2 │---│ 1? │---
- " 25th │ 2(?1) │ 3 │ 1 │ 2 │ 1 │ 2 │---
- " 28th │ 1 │ 1 │ 1 │ 2 │ 3 │ 1.10.11 │4(?)
- " " │ 2 │ 2 │ 1 │ 2 │ 1 │ 3.7 │---
- March 1st │ 3 │ 6 │ --- │---│---│ --- │---
- " 2nd │ 1 │ 1 │ 1(?) │ 2 │ 1 │ 8 │ 6
- " " │ 1 │ 1 │ 1(?) │ 1 │ 1 │ 5 │---
- " 3rd │ 2 │ 1 │ 1 │ 2 │ 1 │ 2.8 │---
- " 4th │ 1 │4.5│ 1 │ 1 │---│ 8.10.13 │---
- " 5th │(?)all │ │ │ │ │ │
- " " │ 2 │ 2 │ 1 │ 2 │ 1 │ 2 │---
- " 7th │ 1 │ 1 │ 1.2 │ 2 │ 2 │ 1(b).2.9 │ 6
- " 8th │ 1 │ 6 │ --- │---│---│ --- │---
- " 9th │ 1 │ 1 │ 1 │ 1 │ 1 │1(b).2.5.8.10.13 │4.6
- " 10th │ 1 │ 1 │ 3 │ 2 │ 1 │ 8.10.13.14.15 │---
- " 11th │ 1 │ 1 │ 1 │ 1 │ 2 │ 3.5.7.12 │5.7
- " " │ 1 │ 1 │ 1 │ 1 │ 2 │ 1(b) │ 4
- " 12th │ 1 │ 2 │ 1 │ 2 │ 1 │ 2 │ 6
- " 13th │ 1 │ 2 │ 3 │ 1 │ 2 │ 1(b) │ 4
- " 14th │ 4 │---│ --- │---│---│ --- │---
- " 15th │ 1 │ 1 │ 3 │ 2 │ 1 │ 1.2.8.10.13 │---
- " " │ 1 │ 1 │ 2 │ 2 │ 2 │ 2 │---
- " 16th │ 1 │ 2 │ 1 │ 1 │ 2 │ 3.10 │---
- " 17th │ 2 │ 2 │ 3 │ 2 │ 1 │ 7.8 │---
- " 18th │ 1 │ 5 │ 1 │ 1 │ 1 │ 5.6.11 │---
- " 19th │ 2 │ 5 │ --- │---│ 1 │ 11 │---
- ______________┴_______┴___┴____________┴___┴___┴_________________┴____
- {171}
-
- On the 7th of March P. left Calcutta for Benares, arriving there on the
- following day, and lodging at the Hôtel de Paris he continued his
- concentration practices., In his diary on this date he writes: "The fear of
- the future seems practically destroyed, and during the last six months I have
- worked well. This removes all possible selfishness of incentive (after 4 3/4
- years) Maitri-Bhâvana is left, and that alone. Aum!
- At Benares he visited the temples, and had a long conversation with Sri
- Swami Swayam Prakashânanda Maithila; and then after three days' sojourn there
- journeyed to Agra.
-
- "I saw the Taj. A dream of beauty," he writes, "with appallingly evil
- things dwelling therein. I actually had to use H.P.K. formula! the building
- soon palls; the aura is apparent, and disgust succeeds. But the central hall
- is of strained aura, like a magic circle after banishing."
-
- At Agra P. met Astrologer and Geomancer Munshi Elihu Bux; who told him that
- by looking hard at a point on the wall constantly and without winking for many
- days he would be able to obtain an hypnotic power even to Deadly and Hostile
- Current of Will.
- On the 16th P. left Agra and went to Delhi, and there on the 23rd he was
- joined by D. A., and these two with their companions on the following day
- journeyed to Rawal Pindi and from this city they set out together to travel
- for five months in the northern and little frequented districts of Baltistan,
- and to seek that great solemnity and solitude which is only to be found
- amongst the greatest mountains of earth.
- With the Dhyâna Visions and Trance we arrive at another turning point in
- Frater P.'s magical ascent. For several years he had worked by the aid of
- Western methods, and with them he had laid a mighty and unshakable foundation
- upon which {172} he now had succeeded in building the great temple of Self-
- Control. Working upon Eastern lines he had laid stone upon stone, and yet
- when the work was completed, magnificent though it was, there was no God yet
- found to indwell it. It was indeed but an empty house.
- Though we have now arrived at this turning point, it will be necessary
- before we review the contents of this chapter to narrate the events from the
- present date --- March 1902, down to the 11th of August 1903; when, by the
- chance (destined) meeting with Ouarda the Seer, he was eventually enabled to
- set in motion the great power he had gained, and by wrestling with the deity,
- as Jacob wrestled with the Angel by the ford of Jabbok, see God face to face
- and LIVE.
- For a space of nearly six months P. and D. A. journeyed amongst the vast
- mountains beyond Cashmir, and through during this period no record of his
- meditations has been preserved, time was not idled away and exercises in
- meditation of a more exalted kind, on the vastness of Nature and the
- ungraspable might of God, were his daily joy and consolation.
- In September he returned to Srinnagar, and thence journeyed to Bombay where
- he remained for but a few days before his return journey to Europe.
- Arriving in Egypt he remained in that ancient land for some three weeks,
- somehow feeling that it was here that he should find what he had so long now
- been seeking for in vain. But realizing the hopelessness of waiting in any
- definite country or city, without some clue to guide him to his goal, he left
- Egypt at the beginning of November and continued his journey back to England
- only to break it again at Paris.
- In this city he remained until April the following year {173} (1903). In
- the month of January he met his old College friend H. L.
- From the very first moment of this meeting H. L. showed considerable
- perturbation of mind, and on being asked by Frater P. what was exercising him,
- H. L. replied "Come and free Miss Q. from the wiles of Mrs. M. Being asked
- who Mrs. M. was, H. L. answered that she was a vampire and a sorceress who was
- modelling a sphinx with the intention of one day endowing it with life so that
- it might carry out her evil wishes; and that her victim was Miss Q. P.
- wishing to ease his friend's mind asked H. L. to take him to Miss Q.'s address
- at which Mrs. M. was then living. This H. L. did.
- The following story is certainly one of the least remarkable of the many
- strange events which happened to Frater P. during his five months' residence
- in Paris, but we give it in place of others because it re-introduces several
- characters who have already figured in this history.
- Miss Q. after an interview asked P. to tea to meet Mrs. M. After
- introductions she left the room to make tea --- the White Magic and the Black
- were left face to face.
- On the mantelpiece stood a bronze of the head of Balzac, and P., taking it
- down, seated himself in a chair by the fire and looked at it.
- Presently a strange dreamy feeling seemed to come over him, and something
- velvet soft and soothing and withal lecherous moved across his hand. Suddenly
- looking up he saw the Mrs. M. had noiselessly quitted her seat and was bending
- over him; her hair was scattered in a mass of curls over her shoulders, and
- the tips of her fingers were touching the back of his hand {174}
- No longer was she the middle aged woman, worn with strange lusts; but a
- young woman of bewitching beauty.
- At once recognizing the power of her sorcery, and knowing that if he even
- so much as contemplated her Gorgon head all the power of his magic would be
- petrified, and that he would become but a puppet in her hands, but a top to be
- played with and when broken cast aside, he quietly rose as if nothing unusual
- had occurred; and replacing the bust on the mantelpiece turned towards her and
- commenced with her a magical conversation; that is to say a conversation which
- outwardly had but the appearance of the politest small talk but which inwardly
- lacerated her evil heart, and burnt into her black bowels as if each word had
- been a drop of some corrosive acid.
- She writhed back from him; and then again approached him even more
- beautiful than she had been before. She was battling for her life now, and no
- longer for the blood of another victim. If she lost, hell yawned before her,
- the hell that every once beautiful woman who is approaching middle age, sees
- before her the hell of lost beauty, of decrepitude, of wrinkles and fat. The
- odour of man seemed to fill her whole subtle form with a feline agility, with
- a beauty irresistible. One step nearer and then she sprang at Frater P. and
- with an obscene word sought to press her scarlet lips to his.
- As she did so Frater P. caught her and holding her at arm's length smote
- the sorceress with her own current of evil, just as a would-be murderer is
- sometimes killed with the very weapon with which he has attacked his victim.
- A blue-greenish light seemed to play round the head of the vampire, and
- then the flaxen hair turned the colour of muddy {175} snow, and the fir skin
- wrinkled, and those eyes, that had turned so many happy lives to stone,
- dulled, and became as pewter dappled with the dregs of wine. The girl of
- twenty had gone, before him stood a hag of sixty, bent, decrepit, debauched.
- With dribbling curses she hobbled from the room.
- As Frater P. left the house, for some time he turned over in his mind these
- strange happenings, and was not long in coming to the opinion that Mrs. M. was
- not working alone, and that behind her probably were forces far greater than
- she. She was but the puppet of others, the slave that would catch the kids
- and the lambs that were to be served upon her master's table. Could P. prove
- this? could he discover who the masters were? The task was a difficult one;
- it either meant months of work, which P. could not afford to give, or the mere
- chance of a lucky stroke, which P. set aside as unworthy the attempt.
- That evening whilst relating the story to his friend H. L. he asked him if
- he knew of any reliable clairvoyant. H. L. replied that he did, and that
- there was such a person at that very time in Paris known as The Sibyl, his own
- "belle amie." That night they called on her; and from her P. discovered, for
- he led her in the spirit, the following remarkable facts.
- The vision at first was of little importance, then by degrees the seer was
- let to a house which P. at once recognized as that in which D.D.C.F. lived.
- He entered one of the rooms, which he also at once recognized but curious to
- say, instead of finding D.D.C.F. and V.N.R. there he found Theo and Mrs.
- Horos. Mr. Horos (M.S.R.) incarnated in the body of V.N.R. and Mrs. Horos
- (S.V.A.) in that of D.D.C.F. Their {176} bodies were in prison; but their
- spirits were in the house of the fallen chief of the Golden Dawn.
- At first Frater P. was seized with horror at the sight, he knew not whether
- to direct a hostile current of will against D.D.C.F. and V.N.R., supposing
- them to be guilty of cherishing within their bodies the spirits of two
- disincarnated vampires, or perhaps Abramelin demons under the assumed forms of
- S.V.A. and M.S.R., or to warn D.D.C.F.; supposing him to be innocent, as he
- perhaps was, of so black and evil an offence. But as he hesitated a voice
- entered the body of the Sibyl and bade him leave matters alone, which he did.
- Not yet was the cup full.
- In April he journeyed to London, and the month of May 1903 once again found
- him amongst the fastnesses of the north in the house he had bought in which to
- carry out the Sacred Operation of Abramelin.
- At this point of our history, in a prefatory note to one of Frater P.'s
- note-books, we hind him recapitulating, in the following words, the events of
- the last four years:
-
- In the year 1899 I came to C ... House, and put everything in order with
- the object of carrying out the Operation of Abramelin the Mage.
- I had studied Ceremonial Magic, and had obtained very remarkable success.
- My Gods were those of Egypt, interpreted on lines closely akin to those of
- Greece.
- In Philosophy I was a Realist of the Qabalistic School.
- In 1900 I left England for Mexico, and later the Far East, Ceylon, India,
- Burma, Baltistan, Egypt and France. It is idle here to detail the
- corresponding progress of my thought; and passing through a stage of Hinduism,
- I had discarded all Deities as unimportant, and in Philosophy was an
- uncompromising Nominalist, arrived at what I may describe as an orthodox
- Buddhist; but however with the following reservations.
- (1) I cannot deny that certain phenomena "do" accompany the use of certain
- rituals; I only deny the usefulness of such methods to the White Adept. {177}
- (2) that I consider Hindu methods of meditation as possibly useful to the
- beginner, and should not therefore recommend them to be discarded at once.
- With regard to my advancement, the redemption of the Cosmos, etc., etc., I
- leave for ever the "Blossom and Fruit" Theory and appear in the character of
- an Inquirer on strictly scientific lines.274
- This is unhappily calculated to damp enthusiasm; but as I so carefully of
- old, for the magical path, excluded from my life all other interests, that
- life has now no particular meaning, and the Path of Research, on the only
- lines I can now approve of, remains the one Path possible for me to tread.
-
- On the 11th of June P. records that he moved his bed into the temple that
- he had constructed at C ... House, for convenience of more absolute
- retirement. In this temple he was afflicted by dreams and visions of the most
- appalling Abramelin devils, which had evidently clung to the spot ever since
- the operations of February 1900.
- On the night of the 16th of June he began to practise Mahasatipatthana,275
- 274 Till 1906. The theory of the Great White Brotherhood, as set
- forth in the story called "The Blossom and the Fruit," by Miss
- Mabel Collins.
- 275 The practice of Mahasipatthana is explained by Mr. A. Crowley
- in his "Science and Buddhism" very fully. Briefly:
- In this mediation the mind is not restrained to the
- contemplation of a single object, and there is no interference
- with the natural functions of the body. It is essentially an
- observation-practice, which later assumes an analytic aspect in
- regard to the question: "What is it that is really observed?"
- The Ego-idea is excluded; all bodily motions are observed and
- recorded; for instance, one may sit down quietly and say: There
- is a raising of the right foot." "There is an expiration,"
- etc.;, etc., just as it happens. When once this habit of
- excluding the Ego become intuitive, the next step is to explain
- the above thus: "There is a sensation (Vedana) of a raising,
- etc." The next stage is that of perception (Sañña) "There is a
- perception of a (pleasant and unpleasant) sensation of a raising,
- etc." The two further stages Sankhara and Viññanam pursue the
- analysis to its ultimation. "There is a consciousness of a
- tendency to perceive the (pleasant and unpleasant) sensation of a
- and found it easy to get into the way of it as a mantra which does not
- interfere much with sense-impressions, {178} but remains as an undercurrent.
- After several days of this desultory Mahasatipatthana, he turned his mind once
- again to the Great Work and decided upon a fortnight's strict magical
- retirement. Though his retirement culminated in no definite state of
- illumination, it is most interesting from a scientific point of view, as it
- has been carefully kept and the "breaks" that occurred in the meditations have
- been most minutely classified.
-
- June.
- 22nd. 10.20 p.m. Mahasatipatthana for half an hour.
- (1) Breathing gets deeper, rather sleepier. (I am
- tired.)
- (2) Notable throbbing in Ajna and front of brain
- generally,
- especially with inspiring.
- (3) Tendency to forget what I am doing. (I am tired.)
- (4) Very bad concentration, but better than expected.
- 23rd. 10.11 a.m. Walk with Mahasatipatthana. I obtained a very clear
- intuition that "I breathe" was a lie. With effort
- regained
- delusion.
- 11.30 a.m. Entered Temple.
- 11.33 a.m. Prânâyâma. 10. 20. 30. Resulting in a good deal of
- pain.
- 11.40 a.m. Mahasatipatthana.
- 11.57 a.m. Prânâyâma. 10. 20. 30. I do seem bad! My left
- nostril is
- not all it should be.
- 11.57 a.m. Left Temple.
- 12.30 p.m. Began Mahasatipatthana desultorily.
- 1.15 p.m. In Mahasatipatthana. Doing it very badly. Seem
- sleepy.
- 1.35 p.m. Went out for a walk feeling ill. Ill all the week.
- 28th During the night began again meditation upon Ajna,
- and
- "Mantra Aum Tat Sat Aum."
- 30th. Decide to do tests on old principle to see how I
- really
- stand. {179}
- BEGIN. END. OBJECT. TIME. NO. OF BREAKS.
- 10.21 a.m. 10.23 a.m. Red Cross 2 m. 10 s. Several breaks of
- the kind, "Oh,
- how well I'm
- doing it."
- Seem quite to have forgotten what very long times I used to do.
- White tri- 10 m. 20 breaks.
- angle
- [This about harmonic of good; 20 m. 10 breaks is a good per-
- formance.]
- Apas-Akâsa
- [Very difficult: slightest noise is utterly disturbing.]
- 10.55 a.m. 11.1 a.m. Red Cross 6 m. 7 breaks.
- [But it is to be observed that a break may be of varying length. I
- doubt if this was as good as White Triangle "supra."]
- 11.44 a.m. 11.56 a.m. White tri- 12 m. 10 breaks.
- angle
- raising of the right foot" being the final form.
- The Buddha himself said that if a man practises Mahasatipatthana
- honestly and intelligently a result is certain.
- [Above observation perhaps unimportant, as limit of variability is more
- or less constant (presumably) between 1901 and now.
- It will be useless to attempt to devise any means of measuring the
- length of a break. The only possible suggestion is to count the links in
- thought back to to object. But I do not think it is worth the trouble.]
- Note in White Triangle above:
- I get considerably toward identification of self and object. This is
- probably a good result of my philosophy-work.
- It will perhaps be more scientific if in these tests (and perhaps even in
- work) to stick to one or two objects and always go on to a special
- number of breaks --- say 10,. Then success will vary as time.276]
- July 3.14 p.m. 3.20 p.m. White tri- 6 m. 30 s. 6 breaks. Dis-
- 2nd. angle turbed by car-
- penter.
- 10.40 p.m. 11.9 p.m. White tri- 29 m. 23 breaks.
- angle
- [A "break" shall be defined as: "a consciousness of the cessation of
- the object consciousness."
- A simple outside thought arising shall not constitute a "break," since
- it may exist simultaneously with the object-consciousness. {180}
- It shall be meritorious to perform a rosary upon the Rudrakasha-beads
- at lest once (at one time) daily; for why? Because 108 is is a convenient
- number of breaks, and the large number will aid determinations of rate
- progress.
- If it be true, as I suppose, that fatigue to a great extent determines
- frequency, it will then be perhaps possible to "predict" a Geometrical Pro-
- gression (or Mixed Progression.)]
-
- BEGIN. END. OBJECT. TIME. NO. OF BREAKS.
- July 10.58 a.m. 11.1 a.m. White tri- 3 m. 5 breaks.
- 3rd. angle
- [I am in very bad state --- nearly "all" breaks! --- do a little
- Prânâyâma to
- steady me.]
- 11.10 a.m. 11.15 1/2 a.m. White tri- 5 m. 30 s. 4 breaks.
- angle
- [Sneezed: totally forgot what I was doing. When I reflected, time as
- above.]
- 4th. 9.45 a.m. 9.58 1/2 a.m. White tri- 13 m. 30 s. 20 breaks.
- angle
- 10.25 a.m. 10.57 1/2 a.m. Ajna 32 m. 30 s. 20 breaks.
- [With Mantra. Throbbing at once. "Invaders" nearly all irrational.
- Strong sub-current of swift thought noted. Quite the old times! Excel-
- lent: I require less food and less literary work. I wonder if it would
- be worth while to try irritation of skin over Ajna with tincture of
- Iodine.]
- 5th. 11.30 a.m. 11.55 a.m. Ajna 25 m. 20 breaks.
- 9.36 p.m. 9.51 1/2 p.m. Ajna 15 m. 30 s. 20 breaks.
- 6th.┐
- ├ Ill.277
- 8th.┘
- 9th. 10.57 a.m. 11.4 a.m. Prânâyâma 7 m. Nose not clear.
- 11.16 a.m. 11.18 a.m. Ajna 2 m. 6 breaks.
- [Hyperaesthesia of sense. Various sounds disturbed me much.]
- 10th. Again ill.
- 11th. 3.38 p.m. 3.46 p.m. Prânâyâma 8 m. Going easier.
- 3.48 p.m. 3.51 p.m. White tri- 3 m. 5 breaks.
- 276 This, though a good system is a very difficult one to carry
- out.
- 277 N.B. Frater P. did not practise when physically unfit.
- angle
- 5.51 p.m. 6.10 1/2 p.m. Ajna 19 m. 30 s. 20 breaks. {181}
- BEGIN. END. OBJECT. TIME. NO. OF BREAKS.
- July [Difficult to set the sound Hyperaesthesia. Began to forget
- Mantra.]278
- 11th. 10.12 1/2 p.m. 10.19 p.m. Prânâyâma 6 m. 30 s. Very hard.
- [The smallest quantity of food injures one's power immensely.]
- 10.21 p.m. 10.44 p.m. Ajna 23 m. 20 breaks.
- [Used cotton wool in ears.]
- Thoughts of Ajna go obliquely up (from opening of pharynx about) and
- direct horizontally forward. This gives an idea to "chase" consciousness,
- "i.e.", find by the obvious series of experiments the spot in which the
- thoughts dwell. Probably however this moves about. If so, it is a
- clear
- piece of evidence for the idealistic position. If not, "thinking of it"
- equals "it thinking of itself," and its falsity will become rapidly
- evident.
- July
- 12th. 12.8 p.m. 12.19 p.m. Prânâyâma 11 m.
- [The best so far: the incense troubled me somewhat.]
- 12.26 p.m. 12.57 p.m. 31 m. 30 breaks.
- [Mantra evolved into "tartsano."279 I was not in good form and
- suspect
- many breaks of long duration.]
- I keep Mantra going all day.
- 4.58 p.m. 5.9 p.m. Prânâyâma 11 m. Perspiration.
- 5.14 p.m. 5.25 p.m. Prânâyâma 11 m. Wound up with a
- Grand Prânâ-
- yâma.280
- 5.28 p.m. 6.6 p.m. 38 m. 30 breaks.
- [Very tired towards end and difficult to get settled. to me it seems
- evident that the first ten breaks or so are rapid.]
- 6.10 p.m. 6.26 p.m. Prânâyâma 16 m.
- 8.15 p.m. 8.47 p.m. Ajna with 32 m. 22 breaks.
- Mantra
- [Light coming a little, one very long break, and some sound.]
- 10.5 p.m. 10.17 1/2 p.m. Ajna 12 m. 30 s. 11 breaks.
- 13th. Casual Mutterings of Mantra.
- 10.44 a.m. Prânâyâma Quite bopeless.
- 10.48 a.m. 11.20 a.m. 32 m. 30 breaks.
- [Went to Edinburgh to meet H. L.]281 {182}
-
- The following analysis of breaks which Frater P. deduced from his practices
- during this retirement is both of great interest and importance. It is the
- only analytical table of this character we know of, and must prove of very
- great use to investigator and aspirant alike.
-
-
-
- THE CHARACTER OF BREAKS
-
-
- 1. Primary centres.
- 278 Not understood.
- 279 Om Tat Sat Aum.
- 280 30. 15. 60.
- 281 This meeting with H. L., though of no importance in itself, led
- to cone of the most important happenings in P.'s life; for it was
- through him that he again met Ouarda the seer, as we shall see at
- a later date.
- The senses.
-
- 2. Secondary.
- These seem to assume a morbid activity as soon as the primaries are
- stilled. Their character is that of the shorter kind of memory. Events of
- the day, etc.
-
- 3. Tertiary.
- Partake of the character of "reverie." Very tempting and insidious.
-
- 4. Quaternary.
- Are closely connected with the control centre itself. Their nature is "How
- well I'm doing it," or "wouldn't it be a good idea to ...?" These are
- probably emanations from the control, not messages to it. We might call them:
- "Aberrations of control."
- Of a similar depth are the reflections which discover a break, but these
- are healthy warnings, and assist.
-
- 5. Quinary.
- Never rise into consciousness at all, being held down by the most perfect
- control. Hence the blank of thought, the forgetfulness of all things,
- including the object.
- Not partaking of any character at all, are the "meteor" thoughts which seem
- to be quite independent of anything the brain could think, or had ever
- thought. Probably this kind of thought is the root of irrational
- hallucinations, "e.g.", "And if you're passing, won't you?"282 {183}
-
- 6.
- Perhaps as a result of the intense control, a nervous storm breaks. This
- we call Dhyâna. Its character is probably not determined by the antecedents
- in consciousness. Its essential characteristic being the unity of Subject and
- Object, a new world is revealed. Samâdhi is but an expansion of this, so far
- as I can see.
- The slaying of any of these thoughts often leaves their echoes gradually
- dying away.
-
- Now that we have come to the end of this long chapter, let us turn back on
- the upward slope and survey the road which winds beneath us, and lose not
- heart when but little of it can be seen, for the mountain's side is steep, and
- the distance from our last halting-place seems so short, not on account of our
- idleness, but because of the many twists and turnings that the road has taken
- since we left our last camp below, when the sun was rising and all was golden
- with the joy of great expectations. For, in truth, we have progressed many a
- weary league, and from this high spot are apt to misjudge our journey, and
- belittle our labours, as we gaze down the precipitous slope which sweeps away
- at out feet.
- In the last two years and a half P. had journeyed far, further than he at
- this time was aware of; and yet the goal of his journey seemed still so
- distant that only with difficulty could he bring himself to believe that he
- had progressed at all. Indeed, ti must have been discouraging to him to think
- that on the 6th of May 1901 he, in a meditation of thirty-two minutes had only
- experienced ten breaks, whilst during a meditation of similar length, on the
- 13th of July 1903, the number of breaks had been three times as many. But
- 282 These interrupting voice suggestions have been named by P.
- Telephone-cross-voices on account of their close resemblance to
- disjointed conversations so often heard whilst using a telephone.
- A similar phenomenon occurs in wireless telegraphy; chance
- currents make words, and are so read by the operator. They are
- called "atmospherics." I propose the retention of this useful
- word in place of the clumsy "Telephone-cross-voices."
- like most statistics, such a comparison is misleading: for the beginner,
- almost invariably, so clumsy is his will, catches {184} quickly enough the
- gross breaks, but lets the minor ones dart away from his grasp, like the small
- fry which with ease swim in and out of the fisherman's net. Further, though
- in twelve meditations the number of breaks may be identical, yet the class of
- the breaks, much more so than the actual number, will tell the meditator, more
- certainly than anything else, whether he has progressed or has retrograded.
- Thus at first, should the meditator practise with his eyes open, the number
- of breaks will in their swift succession form almost one unbroken
- interruption. Again, should the eyes be closed, then the ears detecting the
- slightest sound, the flow of the will will be broken, just as the faintest
- zephyr, on a still evening, will throw out of the perpendicular an ascending
- column of smoke. But presently, as the will gains power, the sense of
- hearing, little by little, as it comes under control, is held back from
- hearing the lesser sounds, then the greater, and at length all sounds. The
- vibrations of the will having repelled the sound vibrations of the air, and
- brought the sense of hearing into Equilibrium. Now the upward mounting
- filament of smoke has become the ascending columns of a great volcano, there
- is a titanic blast behind it, --- a will to ascend. And as the smoke and
- flame is belched forth, so terrific is its strength, that even a hurricane
- cannot shake it or drive it from its course.
- As the five senses become subdued, fresh hosts of difficulties spring up
- irrationally from the brain itself. And, whichever way we turn, a mob of
- subconscious thoughts pull us this way and that, and our plight in this
- truculent multitude is a hundred times worse than when we commenced to wrestle
- with the five senses. Like wandering comets and {185} meteorites they
- seemingly come from nowhere, splash like falling stars through the firmament
- of our meditation, sparkle and are gone; but ever coming as a distraction to
- hamper and harass our onward march.
- Once the mind has conquered these, a fresh difficulty arises, the danger of
- not being strong enough to overcome the occult powers which, though the reward
- of our toils, are liable, like the Queen in her bedchamber, to seduce the
- Conqueror in spite of his having conquered the King her husband, and secretly
- slay him as he sleeps in her arms. These are the powers known in the West as
- the Miraculous Powers, in the East as Siddhis.
- The mind is now a blank, the senses have been subdued, the subconscious
- thoughts slain; it stretches before us like some unspotted canvas upon which
- we may write or paint whatever we will. We can produce entrancing sounds at
- will, beautiful sights at will, subtle tastes and delicious perfumes; and
- after a time actual forms, living creatures, men and women and elementals. We
- smite the rock, and the waters flow at our blow; we cry unto the heavens, and
- fire rushes down and consumes our sacrifice; we become Magicians, begetters of
- illusion, and then, if we allow ourselves to become obsessed by them, a time
- comes when these illusions will master us, when the children we have begotten
- will rise up and dethrone us, and we shall be drowned in the waters that now
- we can no longer control and be burnt up by the flames that mock obedience,
- and scorn our word.
- Directly we perform a miracle we produce a change: a change is Mara the
- Devil, and not God the Changeless One. And though we may have scraped clean
- the palimpsest of our {186} mind, our labours are in vain, if, when once it is
- stretched out spotless before us, we start scribbling over it our silly
- riddles, our little thoughts, our foolish "yeas" and "nays." The finger of
- God alone may write upon it, cleanly and beautifully, and the words that are
- written cannot be read by the eye or in the heart of man, for alone can they
- be understood by him who is worthy to understand them.
- Now, though Frater P. had not as yet proved this, had not as yet
- accomplished the cleansing of the book of his mind, he had, however, built up
- on his own empirical observation so invulnerable a theory, that it now only
- remained for him to obtain that fine proportion, that perfect adjustment, that
- balancing of the Forces of the Will, which now lay before him like he
- chemicals in the crucible of a Chemist, before applying that certain heat
- which would dissolve all into one. He did not wish to rule by the Scptre he
- had won, but to transcend it; to rule the forces of this world, not by the
- authority that had been given him, but by his own essential greatness. And
- just as long before Mendeljeff had propounded the law of Periodicity, and by
- it had foreshadowed the existence of several undiscovered elements, so now did
- Frater P., by his law of the Correspondences of the Ruach, prove, not only
- historically, philosophically, theologically and mythologically the existence
- of the everywhere proclaimed Jechidah as being one, but in a lesser degree:
- that when an Egyptian thought of Ptah, a Greek of Iacchus, a Hindu of
- Parabrahman and a Christian of the Trinity as a Unity, they were not thinking
- of four Gods, but of one God, not of four conditions but of one condition, not
- of four results but of one result; and, that should they set out to attain
- unity with their ideal, the stages {187} they would progress through would be
- in all cases essentially the same, the differences, if any, being due to the
- mental limitations of the experimenter, his education and prejudices, and not
- because the roads were dissimilar. Thus by this law could he with certainty
- predict that if a certain exercise were undertaken certain stages would be
- passed through, and what these stages meant relative to the final result,
- irrespective of the creed, caste, or sect of the practicer.
- Further, he had proved beyond doubt or quibble, that the terrific strain
- caused by the Eastern breathing exercises was no whit greater or less than
- that resulting from The Acts of Worship in an operation of Ceremonial Magic,
- that Dhâranâ and the Mantra yoga were in effect none other than a paraphrase
- of the Sacred Magic and the Acts of Invocation; and ultimately that the while
- system of Eastern yoga was but a synonym of Western Mysticism. Starting from
- the root, he had by now crept sufficiently far through the darkness of the
- black earth to predict a great tree above, and to prophecy concerning a
- Kingdom of Light and Loveliness; and, as a worm will detect its approach to
- the earth surface by the warmth of the mould, so did he detect by a sense, new
- and unknown to him, a world as different from the world he lived in as the
- world of awakenment differs from the world of dreams. Further, did he grow to
- understand, that, though as a sustenance to the tree itself one root might not
- be as important as another, yet that they all drew their strength from the
- self-same soil, and ultimately united in the one trunk above. Some were
- rotten with age, some dying, some again but feeders of useless shoots, but
- more sympathetically, more scientifically, they were all of one kind, the
- roots of one actual {188} living tree,dissimilar in shape but similar in
- substance, and all working for one definite end.
- Thus did Frater P. by two years close and unabandoned experiment show, to
- his own satisfaction, that Yoga was nut the Art of uniting the mind to a
- single idea; and that Gnana-Yoga, Raja-Yoga, Bhakta-Yoga and Hatha-Yoga283
- were but one class of methods leading to the same Result as attained to by The
- Holy Qabalah, The Sacred Magic, The Acts of Worship and The Ordeals of Western
- Ceremonial Magic; which again are but subsections of that One Art, the Art of
- uniting the mind to a Single Idea. And, that all these, The Union by
- Knowledge, The Union by Will, The Union by Love, The Union by Courage found
- their vanishing point in the Supreme Union through Silence; that Union in
- which understanding fails us, and beyond which we can no more progress than we
- can beyond the Equilibrium set forth as the Ultimate End by Gustave le Bon.
- There all knowledge ceases, and we like Bâhva, when he was questioned by
- Vâshkali, can only expound the nature of this Silence, as he expounded the
- nature of Brahman, by remaining silent, as the story relates:
-
- And he said, "Teach me, most reverend Sir, the nature of Brahman." The
- other however remained silent. But when the question was put for a second or
- 283 To which may be added Mantra Yoga and Karma Yoga, which
- correspond with The Invocation and The Acts of Service and
- represent Union through Speech and Union through Work.
- third time he answered, "I teach you indeed, but you do not understand; this
- Atman is silent."
-
- P. had not yet attained to this Silence; indeed it was the goal he had set
- out to accomplish, and though from the ridge {189} of the great mountain upon
- which he was standing the summit seemed but a furlong above him, it was in
- truth many a year's weary march away, and ridge upon ridge lay concealed, and
- each as it was gained presented an increasing difficulty.
- This Silence or Equilibrium is described in the "Shiva Sanhita"284 as
- Samâdhi:
- "When the mind of the Yogi is absorbed in the Great God,285 then the
- fulness of Samâdhi286 is attained, then the Yogi gets steadfastness.287
- Though Frater P. had not attained to this Steadfastness, he had won a
- decisive victory over the lower states of Dhyanâ as far back as October 1901,
- which shows that though he was still distant he was by degrees nearing a state
- in which he would find no more Worlds to Conquer.
- However, up to this point, there are several results to record, which are
- of extreme importance to the beginner, in so much that some of them are
- arrived at by methods diametrically opposed to those held by the dogmatic
- Yogins.
- At the very commencement of his Yoga exercises Frater P. discovered, that
- in so lecherous a race as the Hindus it is absolutely necessary before a Chela
- can be accepted by a Guru to castrate him spiritually and mentally.288 This
- being so, we {190} therefore find almost every master of note, from
- Sankaracharya down to Agamya Paramahamsa, insisting on the maintenance to the
- letter of the rules of Yama and Niyama, that is absolute Chastity in body and
- mind amongst their pupils.289
- Now P. proved that the strict letter of the law of Chastity had no more to
- do with the ultimate success of attainment than refusing to work on a Sabbath
- had to do with a free pass to the Celestial regions, unless every act of
- chastity was computed and performed in a magical manner, each act becoming as
- it were a link in one great chain, a formula in one great operation, an
- operation not leading to Chastity, the symbol, but beyond Chastity to the
- essence itself --- namely the Atman, --- Adonai. Further he proved to his own
- satisfaction that, though absolute Chastity might mean salvation to one man,
- inducing in the lecherous a speedy concentration, it might be the greatest
- 284 "Shiva Sanhita," chap. v, 155.
- 285 Atman, Pan, Harpocrates, whose sign is silence, etc., etc. See
- " "777".
- 286 The Vision of the Holy Guardian Angel --- Adonai.
- 287 Equilibrium, Silence, Supreme Attainment, Zero.
- 288 As for women they are considered beyond the possibility of
- redemption, for in order of re-incarnation they are placed seven
- stages below a man, three below a camel, and one below a pig.
- Manu speaks of "the gliding of the soul through ten thousand
- millions of wombs." And if a man steal grain in the husk, he
- shall be born a rat; if honey, a great stinging gnat; if milk, a
- crow; if woven flax, a frog; if a cow, a lizard; if a horse, a
- tiger; if roots or fruit, an ape; if a woman, a bear.
- "Institutes of Manu," xii, 55-67.
- 289 We find Christ insisting on this absolute chastity of body and
- mind, in a similar manner, and for similar reasons; for the
- Eastern Jew if he is not actually doing something dirty, is sure
- to be thinking about it.
- hindrance to another, who was by nature chaste.290 {191} He realized that
- there were in this world she-mules as well as she-asses, and that though the
- former would never foal in spite of all the stallions of moultan, the latter
- seldom failed to do so after having been for a few minutes in the presence of
- a Margate jackass.
- Discarding Chastity (Brahmachârya) --- a good purgative for the prurient
- --- he wrote in its place the word "Health." do not worry about this code and
- that law, about the jibber of this crank or the jabber of that faddist. to
- hell with ethical pigs and prigs alike. "Do what you like"; but in the name of
- your own Higher Self wilfully "do no injury to your own body or mind" by over
- indulgence or under indulgence. Discover your normal appetite; satisfy it.
- Do not become a glutton, and do not become a nut-cracking skindlewig.
- Soon after his arrival in Ceylon, and at the time that he was working with
- Frater I. A. the greatness of the Buddha, as we have already see, attracted
- him, and he turned his attention to the dogmatic literature of Buddhism only
- to find that behind its unsworded Cromwellian colossus,291 with all his rigid
- virtues, his stern reasoning, his uncharitableness, judicialism and
- impartiality, slunk a pack of pig-headed dolts, stubborn, asinine and mulish;
- slavish, menial and {192} gutless; puritanic, pharisaical and "suburban" as
- any seventeenth century presbyter, as biliously narrow-minded as any of the
- present day Bethelites, Baptists, and Bible-beer brewers.292
- 290 The reason for this is very simple. Take for example a glutton
- who lives for his palate and his stomach; he is always longing
- for tasty foods and spends his whole life seeking them. Let us
- now substitute the symbol of the Augoeides or Atman for that of
- food and drink, let him every time he thinks of food and drink
- push the thought aside and in its place contemplate his Higher
- Self, and the result is a natural invocation of the Atman,
- Augoeides, or Higher Self. If the aspirant be an artist let him
- do the same with his art; if a musician, with his music; if a
- poet, with his verses and rhymes. For the best foundation to
- build upon is always to be found upon that which a man "loves"
- "best." It is no good asking a glutton who does not care a row of
- brass pins for music, to turn music into a magical formula,
- neither is it of the slightest use to impress upon a clean-minded
- individual the necessity of living a chaste life. It is like
- tapping Samson on the shoulder, just after he has carried the
- pates of Gaza on to the top of the hill before Hebron, and
- saying: "My good boy, if you ever intend becoming strong, the
- first thing you must do is to buy a pair of my four pound dumb-
- bells and my sixpenny book on physical culture."
- 291 The Buddha (it is true) did not encourage bloodshed, in spite
- of his having died from an overfeed of pork, but as Mr. A.
- Crowley has said, many of his present-day followers are quite
- capable of killing their own brothers for five rupees. The
- Western theory that Buddhists are lambs and models of virtue is
- due to the fact that certain Western vices are not so congenial
- to the Asiatic as they are to the European; and not because
- Buddhists are incapable of enjoying themselves.
- 292 Buddhism as a schism from the Brahminical religion may in many
- respects be compared with Lutheranism as a schism from the
- Catholic Church. Both Buddha and Luther set aside the authority
- of miracles, and appealed to the reason of the middle classes of
- their day. The Vedas were the outcome of aristocratic thought;
- and so in truth was the Christianity of Constantine and the
- Popes, that full-blooded Christianity which so soon swallowed the
- mystical Christ and the anaemic communism of the "canaille" which
- followed him. Conventional Buddhism is pre-eminently the "nice"
- religion of the bourgeoisie; it neither panders to the
- superstition of the masses nor palliates the gallantries of the
- The dogmatism of literal Buddhism appalled him. The Five Precepts, which
- are the Yama and Niyama of Buddhism, he at once saw, in spite of Nagasena and
- prig Milinda, must be broken by every Arahat each time he inhaled a breath of
- air. They were as absurd as they were valueless. But behind all this
- tantalizing "frou-frou," this "lingerie de cocotte," beautifully designed to cover
- the narded limbs of foolish virgins, sits the Buddha in silent meditation; so
- that P. soon discovered that by stripping his body of all these tawdry
- trappings, this feminine under-wear, and by utterly discarding the copy-book
- precepts of Baptistical Buddhists, the Four Noble Truths were none other than
- the complete Yoga, and that in The Three Characteristics293 the summit of
- philosophy (The Ruach) had been reached.
- The terrific strain of Asana and Prânâyâma, the two chief exercises of
- Hathavidya, P., by months of trial proved to be {193} not only methods of
- great use as a sedative before commencing a Magical Operation, but methods of
- inordinate importance to such aspirants, who, having discarded the Shibboleths
- of sect, have adopted the fatuities of reason. For it is more difficult for
- one who has no natural magical aptitude, and one who perhaps has only just
- broken away from faith and corrupted ritual, to carry out an operation of
- Western Magic, than it is for him to sit down and perform a rational exercise,
- such as the Prânâyâma exercises of Yoga, which carry with them their own
- result, in spite of the mental attitude of the chela towards them, so long as
- the instructions of the Guru are properly carried out.294
- As already pointed out, the mere fact of sitting for a time in a certain
- position, of inhaling, exhaling and of holding the breath, brings with it,
- even in the case of the most obdurate sceptic, a natural concentration, an
- inevitable PPratyâhâra, which develops in the aspirant the Siddhis, those
- seemingly miraculous powers which distinguish an Adeptus Major from an Adeptus
- Minor, and entitle the possessor to the rank of 6° = 5°.
- From this discovery295 Frater P. made yet another, and this time one of
- still greater importance. And this was, that if the {194} Adept, when once
- the Siddhis were attained, by a self-control (a still higher concentration)
- refused to expend these occult powers,296 by degrees he accumulated within
- himself a terrific force; charged like a Leyden jar, instantaneously could he
- transmute this power into whatever he willed; but the act brought with it a
- recoil, and caused an exhaustion and a void which nullified the powers gained.
- aristocracy; it is essentially middle-class; and this no doubt is
- the chief reason why it has met with a kindly reception by this
- nation of shop-walkers.
- 293 Anikka, Change; Dukka, Sorrow; Anatta, Absence of an Ego.
- 294 Prânâyâma acts on the mind just as Calomel acts on the bowels.
- It does not matter if a patient believes in Calomel or not. The
- physician administers it, and even if the patient be a most
- hostile Christian Scientist, the result is certain. Similarly
- with Prânâyâma, the Guru gives his chela a certain exercise, and
- as surely as the Calomel voided the noxious matter from the
- intestines of the sufferer, so will the Prânâyâma void the
- capricious thoughts from the mind of the disciple.
- 295 By discovery here we mean individual experiment resulting in
- personal discovery; another person's discovery only begets
- illusion and comment. Individual discovery is the only true
- discovery worth consideration.
- 296 Nearly all the Masters have been cautious how they handled this
- power; generally refusing to expend it at the mere caprice of
- their followers or opponents. The Siddhis are like the Gold of
- the Alchemist. Once discovered it is kept secret, and the more
- secretly it is kept the more it is hoarded the richer becomes the
- discoverer, and then one day will come wherein he will be able to
- pay his own ransom, and this is the only ransom that is
- acceptable unto God.
- Ultimately he proved that it was rather by the restraint of these occult
- (mental) powers than that of the bodily ones that Ojas is produced.297
- By now he was beginning to learn that there was more than one way of
- opening the Lion's jaws; and that gentleness and humility would often succeed
- where brutality and much boasting were sure to fail. The higher he ascended
- into the realms of the Ruach the more he realized the irrational folly of
- performing wonders before a mob of gargoyle-headed apes, of pulling the
- strings of mystical marionettes and reducing himself to the level of an occult
- Punch and Judy showman. He had attained to powers that were beyond the
- normal, and now he carried them secretly like some precious blade of Damascus
- steel, hidden in a velvet sheath, concealed from view, but ever ready to hand.
- He did not display his weapon to the wanton, neither did he brandish it before
- the {195} eyes of the gilded courtezan --- Babylon, thou harlot of the seven
- mansions of God's Glory! But he kept it free from rust, sharp and glittering
- bright, so that when the time came wherein he should be called upon to use it,
- it might leap forth from its sheath like a flash of lightning from betwixt the
- lips of God, and slay him who had ventured to cross his path, silently,
- without even so much as grating against his bones.
-
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-
- 297 Possibly the restraint of Brahmachârya produced the Siddhis,
- and that further restraint in its turn produced an accumulation
- of these occult powers, the benefit accruing from which is again
- placed to the credit of the bodily powers.
-
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-
-
- PAN TO ARTEMIS
-
- UNCHARMABLE charmer
- Of Bacchus and Mars
- In the sounding rebounding
- Abyss of the stars!
- O virgin in armour,
- Thine arrows unsling
- In the brilliant resilient
- First rays of the spring!
-
- By the force of the fashion
- Of love, when I broke
- Through the shroud, through the cloud,
- Through the storm, through the smoke,
- To the mountain of passion
- Volcanic that woke ---
- By the rage of the mage
- I invoke, I invoke!
-
- By the midnight of madness: ---
- The lone-lying sea,
- The swoon of the moon,
- Your swoon into me,
- The sentinel sadness
- Of cliff-clinging pine,
- That night of delight
- You were mine, you were mine!
- {197}
- You were mine, O my saint,
- My maiden, my mate,
- By the might of the right
- Of the night of our fate.
- Though I fall, though I faint,
- Though I char, though I choke,
- By the hour of our power
- I invoke, I invoke!
-
- By the mystical union
- Of fairy and faun,
- Unspoken, unbroken ---
- The dust to the dawn! ---
- A secret communion
- Unmeasured, unsung,
- The listless, resistless,
- Tumultuous tongue! ---
-
- O virgin in armour,
- Thine arrows unsling,
- In the brilliant resilient
- First rays of the spring!
- No Godhead could charm her,
- But manhood awoke ---
- O fiery Valkyrie,
- I invoke, I invoke!
- ALEISTER CROWLEY.
-
-
- {198}
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-
- {Illustration opposite page 199 described:
-
- "The Interpreter." (script lettering at base, credited at lower right "Carl
- Hentschel Ph. Lc.")
-
- This is a monochrome color tinted photo of a female violinist. She stands
- on a white draped block, the background is white, except for the floor which
- seems to be wooden and is interrupted by the block. She is garbed in a black
- robe, rose-cross on chest, hood turned back and over hair with eye-in-triangle
- seen only as three or four points of the glory. Her head is turned in profile
- to the right until the shoulders and torso --- 3/4 profile. All five toes of
- her right foot are bare and to be seen jutting out of the robe directly toward
- the front. She cradles the violin between chin and left shoulder, left
- fingers holding a chord on the frets and back of left hand toward the viewer
- and to the side. She holds the bow vertically and tilted away over the
- strings slightly toward the back. Her right hand lightly grasps the end of
- the bow about waist high.}
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
- THE INTERPRETER
-
-
- MOTHER of Light, and the Gods! Mother of Music, awake!
- Silence and speech are at odds; Heaven and Hell are at
- stake.
- By the Rose and the Cross I conjure; I constrain by the
- Snake and the Sword;
- I am he that is sworn to endure --- Bring us the word of the
- Lord!
-
- By the brood of the Bysses of Brightening, whose God was
- my sire;
- By the Lord of the Flame and Lightning, the King of
- the Spirits of Fire;
- By the Lord of the Waves and the Waters, the King of the
- Hosts of the Sea,
- The fairest of all of whose daughters was mother to me;
-
- By the Lord of the Winds and the Breezes, the king of the
- Spirits of Air,
- In whose bosom the infinite ease is that cradled me there;
- By the Lord of the Fields and the Mountains, the King of
- the Spirits of Earth
- That nurtured my life at his fountains from the hour of my
- birth;
- {199}
- By the Wand and the Cup I conjure; by the Dagger and
- Disk I constrain;
- I am he that is sworn to endure; make thy music again!
- I am Lord of the Star and the Seal; I am Lord of the Snake
- and the Sword;
- Reveal us the riddle, reveal! Bring us the word of the Lord!
-
- As the flame of the sun, as the roar of the sea, as the storm
- of the air,
- As the quake of the earth --- let it soar for a boon, for a bane,
- for a snare,
- For a lure, for a light, for a kiss, for a rod, for a scourge, for
- a sword ---
- Bring us thy burden of bliss --- Bring us the word of the
- Lord!
- PERDURABO.
-
- {200}
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- THE DAUGHTER OF THE
-
- HORSELEECH
-
- A FABLE
-
-
- Tria sunt insaturabilia, et quartum, quod nunquam dicit: Sufficit.
- Infernus, et os vulvae. ... --- Prov. xxx. 16.
-
- THE Great White Spirit stretched Himself and yawned. He had done an honest
- six day's work if ever a man did; yet in such physical training was He from
- His lengthy "cure in that fashionable Spa Pralaya that he was not in the least
- fatigued. It was the Loi du Répos Hebdomadaire that had made Him throw down
- His tools.
- "Anyway, the job's finished!" He said, looking round Him complacently.
- Even His critical eye assured Him that it was very good.
- And indeed ti must be admitted that He had every right to crow. With no
- better basis than the Metaphysical Absolute of the Qabalists he had
- unthinkably but efficiently formulated Infinite Space, filled the said Space
- with Infinite Light, concentrated the Light into a Smooth-pointed Whitehead
- (not the torpedo) and emanated Himself as four hundred successive
- intelligences all the way from Risha Qadisha in Atziluth down to where
- intelligence ends, and England begins. {201}
- He took a final survey and again faintly murmured: "Very good! Beautifully
- arranged, too!" He added, "not a hole anywhere!"
- It somewhat surprised Him, therefore, when a tiny, tiny silvery little
- laugh came bell-like in His ear. It was so tiny that he could hardly credit
- the audacity of the idea, but for all its music, the laugh certainly sounded
- as if some one were mocking Him.
- He turned sharply round (and this was one of His own special attributes, as
- transcending the plane where activity and rotundity are incompatibles) but saw
- nothing; and putting His legs up, lighted His long pipe and settled down to a
- quiet perusal of a fascinating "cosmic romance" called Berashith by two
- pseudonymous authors, G. O. Varr and L. O. Heem --- of ingenious fancy,
- exalted imaginative faculty, and a tendency, which would later be deemed
- undesirable, to slop over into the filthiest details whenever the love-
- interest became dominant. Oh, but it was a most enthralling narrative!
- Beginning with a comic account of the creation, possibly intended as a satire
- on our men of science or our men of religion --- 'twould serve equally well in
- either case --- it went on to a thrilling hospital scene. The love-interest
- comes in chapter ii.; chapter iii. has an eviction scene, since when there
- have been no snakes in Ireland; chapter iv. gives us a first-rate murder, and
- from that moment the authors never look back.
- But the Great White Spirit was destined to have his day of repose
- disturbed.
- He had just got to the real masterpiece of literature "And Adam knew Hevah
- his woman," which contains all that ever has been said or ever can be said
- upon the sex-problem in its {202} one simple, sane, clean truth, when glancing
- up, he saw that after all He had overlooked something. In the Infinite
- Universe which he had constructed there was a tiny crack.
- A tiny, tiny crack.
- Barely an inch of it.
- Well, the matter was easily remedied. As it chanced, there was a dainty
- little Spirit (with gossamer wings like a web of steel, and scarlet tissue of
- silk for his robes) flitting about, brandishing his tiny sword and spear in a
- thoroughly warlike manner.
- "Shun!" said the Great White Spirit.
- "By the right, dress!
- "Snappers, one pace forward, march!
- "Prepare to stop leak!
- "Stop leak!"
- But the matter was not thus easily settled. After five hours' strenuous
- work, the little spirit was exhausted,and the hole apparently no nearer being
- filled than before.
- He returned to the Great White Spirit.
- "Beg pardon, sir!" he said; "but I can't fill that there 'ole nohow."
- "No matter," answered the Great White Spirit, with a metaphysical double
- entendre. "You may go!"
- If anything, the crack was bigger than before, it seemed to Him. "This,"
- He said, "is clearly the job for Bartzabel." And he despatched a "speed"
- message for that worthy spirit.
- Bartzabel lost no time in answering the summons. Of flaming, radiant, far-
- darting gold was his crown; flashing hither and thither more swiftly than the
- lightning were its rays. His head was like the Sun in its strength, even at
- {203} high noon. His cloak was of pure amethyst, flowing behind him like a
- mighty river; his armour was of living gold, burnished with lightning even to
- the greaves and the armed feet of him; he radiated an intolerable splendour of
- gold and he bore the Sword and balance of Justice. Mighty and golden were his
- wide-flashing wings!
- Terrible in his might, he bowed low before the Great White Spirit, and
- proceeded to carry out the order.
- For five and twenty years he toiled at the so easy task; then, flinging
- down his weapons in a rage, he returned before the face of his Master and,
- trembling with passion, cast himself down in wrath and despair.
- "Pah!" said the Great White Spirit with a smile; "I might have known better
- than to employ a low material creature like yourself. Send Graphiel to Me!"
- The angry Bartzabel, foaming with horrid rage, went off, and Graphiel
- appeared.
- All glorious was the moon-like crown of the great Intelligence Graphiel.
- His face was like the Sun as it appears beyond the veil of this earthly
- firmament. His warrior body was like a tower of steel, virginal strong.
- Scarlet were his kingly robes, and his limbs were swathed in young leaves
- of lotus; for those limbs were stronger than any armour ever forged in heaven
- or hell. Winged was he with wings of gold that are the Wind itself; his sword
- of green fire flamed in his right hand, and in his left he held the blue
- feather of Justice, unstirred by the wind of his flight, or the upheaval of
- the universe.
- But after five and sixty centuries of toil, though illumined with
- intelligence almost divine, he had to confess himself defeated. {204}
- "Sir," he cried strongly, "this is a task for Kamael the mighty and all his
- host of Seraphim!"
- "I will employ them on it," said the Great White Spirit.
- Then the skies flamed with wrath; for Kamael the mighty and his legions
- flew from the South, and saluted their Creator. Behold the mighty one, behold
- Kamael the strong! His crownless head was like a whirling wheel of amethyst,
- and all the forces of the earth and heaven revolved therein. His body was the
- mighty Sea itself, and it bore the scars of crucifixion that had made it two
- score times stronger than it was before. He too bore the wings and weapons of
- Space and of Justice; and in himself he was that great Amen that is the
- beginning and the end of all.
- Behind him were the Seraphim, the fiery Serpents. On their heads the
- triple tongue of fire; their glory like unto the Sun, their scales like
- burning plates of steel; they danced like virgins before their lord, and upon
- the storm and roar of the sea did they ride in their glory.
- "Sir," cried the Archangel, "sir," cried Kamael the mighty one, and his
- legions echoed the roar of his voice, "hast Thou called us forth to perform so
- trivial a task? Well, let it be so!"
- "Your scorn," the Great White Spirit replied mildly, "is perhaps not
- altogether justified. Though the hole be indeed but a bare inch --- yet
- Graphiel owns himself beaten."
- "I never thought much of Graphiel!" sneered the archangel, and his serpents
- echoed him till the world was filled with mocking laughter.
- But when he had left, he charged them straitly that the work must be
- regarded seriously. It would never do to fail! {205}
- So for aeons three hundred and twenty and five did they labour with all
- their might.
- But the crack was not diminished by an hair's breadth; nay, it seemed
- bigger than before --- a very gape in the womb of the universe.
- Crestfallen, Kamael the mighty returned before the Great White Spirit, his
- serpents drooping behind him; and they grovelled before the throne of that
- All-powerful One.
- He dismissed them with a short laugh, and a wave of His right hand. If He
- was disturbed, He was too proud to show it. "This," he said to himself, "is
- clearly a matter for Elohim Gibor."
- Therefore He summoned that divine power before Him.
- The crown of Elohim Gibor was Space itself; the two halves of his brain
- were the Yea and Nay of the Universe; his breath was the breath of very Life;
- his being was the Mahalingam of the First, beyond Life and Death the generator
- from Nothingness. His armour was the Primal Water of Chaos. The infinite
- moon-like curve of his body; the flashing swiftness of his Word, that was the
- Word that formulated that which was beyond Chaos and Cosmos; the might of him,
- greater than that of the Elephant and of the Lion and of the Tortoise and of
- the Bull fabled in Indian legend as the supports of the four letters of the
- Name; the glory of him, that was even as that of the Sun which is before all
- and beyond all Suns, of which the stars are little sparks struck off as he
- battled in the Infinite against the Infinite --- all these points the Great
- White Spirit noted and appreciated. This is certainly the person, thought He,
- to do my business for me.
- But alas! for five, and for twenty-five, and for sixty-five, {206} and for
- three hundred and twenty-five myriads of myriads of myriads of kotis of crores
- of lakhs of asankhayas of mahakalpas did he work with his divine power --- and
- yet that little crack was in nowise filled, but rather widened!
- The god returned. "O Great White Spirit!" he whispered --- and the
- Universe shook with fear at the voice of him --- "Thou, and Thou alone, art
- worthy to fill this little crack that Thou hast left."
- Then the Great White Spirit arose and formulated Himself as the Pillar of
- Infinitude, even as the Mahalingam of Great Shiva the Destroyer, who openeth
- his eye, and All is Not. And behold! He was balanced in the crack, and the
- void was filled, and Nature was content. And Elohim Gibor, and Kamael the
- mighty and his Seraphim, and Graphiel, and Bartzabel, and all the inhabitants
- of Madim shouted for joy and gave glory and honour and praise to the Great
- White Spirit; and the sound of their rejoicing filled the Worlds.
- Now for one thousand myriad eternities the Great White Spirit maintained
- Himself as the Pillar of Infinitude in the midst of the little crack that he
- had overlooked; and lo! He was very weary.
- "I cannot stay like this for ever," He exclaimed; and returned into His
- human shape, and filled the bowl of His pipe, and lit it, and meditated. ...
- And I awoke, and behold it was a dream.
- Then I too lit my pipe, and meditated.
- "I cannot see," thought I, "that the situation will be in any way amended,
- even if we agree to give them votes."
-
- ETHEL RAMSAY.
-
- {207}
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-
-
-
- THE DREAMER
-
-
- IN the grey dim Dawn where the Souls Unborn
- May look on the Things to Be;
- A tremulous Shade, a Thing Unmade,
- Stood Lost by the silent Sea;
- And shuddering fought the o'erwhelming thought
- Of Its own Identity.
-
- Is the frenzied form that derides the storm
- A ghost of the days to Be?
- And the restless wave but the troubled grave
- Of Its own dread Imagery?
- Or merely a wraith cast up without faith
- From the jaws of a Phantom Sea?
-
- To his Love Unborn in that grey dim Dawn
- Did the Shade of the Dreamer flee;
- Nor marked he the Flood where the Vision had stood
- Which mocks for Eternity.
- For the Soul he would wed was the Hope that had fled
- In the battle with Destiny.
- ETHEL ARCHER.
-
- {208}
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- MR. TODD
-
- A MORALITY
-
- BY
-
- THE AUTHOR OF "ROSA MUNDI"
-
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-
-
-
-
-
-
-
- " ""In Memoriam"
-
- LILITH
-
- " "Obiit Kal. Mai." 1906
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- MR. TODD
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-
-
- PERSONS OF THE PLAY
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-
- GRANDFATHER OSSORY ("eighty-one")
- ALFRED OSSORY ("fifty"), "his son, a shipowner"
- EMILY OSSORY ("forty-five"), "his wife"
- EUPHEMIA OSSORY ("eighteen"), "his daughter"
- CHARLEY OSSORY ("ten"), "his son"
- GEORGE DELHOMME ("twenty-four"), "of the ministry of Foreign Affairs"
- DIONYSUS CARR ("thirty-four"), "Professor of Experimental Eugenics in the"
- " University of Tübingen"; and
- MR. TODD
-
- THOMAS, "a footman"
- A HOSPITAL NURSE
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- SCENE: "The sitting-room in" OSSORY'S "house in Grosvenor Square."
-
- TIME: "Midday."
-
- "The persons are in correct morning dress, except the invalid "GRANDFATHER, "who"
- "is in a scarlet dressing-gown, with gold embroidery, and "CARR, "who affects"
- "a pseudo-Bohemian extravagance. He wears a low collar, a very big bow-tie"
- "of gorgeous colours, a pale yellow waistcoat, a rich violet lounge suit"
- "with braid, patent leather boots, pale blue socks. But the refinement and"
- "breeding of the man are never in question. His hair is reddish, curly,"
- "luxuriant. He is clean-shaved, and wears an eye-glass with a"
- "tortoiseshell rim."
-
- TODD "has a face of keen pallor; he is dressed in black, with a flowing black"
- "cape, black motor-cap. He gives the impression of great age combined with"
- "great activity."
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- ACT I
-
-
- GRANDFATHER "sunk in melancholy in his arm-chair;" MRS. OSSORY "red and weeping;"
- OSSORY "(a British heavy father) grief-stricken;" EUPHEMIA "sobbing at the"
- "table;" CARR "and "DELHOMME "cold and hot respectively in their expression of"
- "sympathy." MR. TODD "is at the door, his cloak on, his hat in his hand."
-
- OSSORY. It is kind of you to have so far to break the sad news, my dear
- sir. I hope that we shall see you again soon under --- under --- under
- happier circumstances.
- [TODD "bows very low to the company as if deeply sympathising; but turning"
- "his face to the audience, smiles as if at some secret jest. The actor"
- "should study hard to make this smile significant of the whole"
- "character, as revealed in the complete play; for" TODD "does not develop"
- "through, but is explained by, the plot." TODD "goes out;" OSSORY
- " "follows, and returns in a minute. There is no sound in the room but"
- "that of "EUPHEMIA'S "sobs."
- OSSORY "[returning, throws himself into a chair near the door]." Dear me!
- dear me! Poor, poor Henry!
- DELHOMME. In the very flower of his life. ...
- CARR ["solemnly"]. Truly, my dear sir, in the midst of life we are in death.
- {213}
- [EUPHEMIA "looks up and darts a furious glance at him; for she knows that he"
- "is mocking British solemnity and cant."
- DELHOMME. Crushed --- crushed in a moment ----
- MRS. OSSORY ["very piously"]. Without a warning. Ah well, we must hope that
- --- ["Her voice becomes a mumble."
- DELHOMME. I will bid you good morning; I am sure you will not wish
- strangers to intrude upon your grief. If there is anything that I can do ----
- MRS. OSSORY ["conbentionally"]. Pray do not leave us yet, Monsieur Delhomme.
- Lunch is just ready.
- DELHOMME. I really think that I should go.
- ["He shakes hands."
- MRS. OSSORY. Good morning. We are so grateful for you sympathy and
- kindness. ["He turns to the old man."] Grandfather is asleep.
- [DELHOMME "shakes hands coldly with "CARR, "wondering why he does not offer to"
- "come with him. He goes to "EUPHEMIA.
- EUPHEMIA. ["Jumps up and gives her hand, hiding her tear-stained face. She"
- "has a slight lisp."] Good morning, monsieur. ["He bends over her hand and"
- "kisses it"
- DELHOMME. Always my sympathy and devotion, mademoiselle.
- EUPHEMIA. Thank you -- thank you.
- ["Her real attitude to him is listlessness bordering on aversion, but"
- "constrained by politeness; he mistakes it for modesty striving with"
- "young love."]
- DELHOMME. Good morning, Mr. Ossory. Anything I can do, of course;
- anything I can do. {214}
- OSSORY. thank you, my dear lad. Anything you can do, of course --- I will
- let you know at once. By the way, you haven't asked her yet, I suppose?
- DELHOMME. NOt yet, sir. I am rather diffident: I do not care to
- precipitate affairs.
- OSSORY. Well, I am really very anxious to see her future assured. And you
- know our proverb, "The early bird catches the worm." ["Points to him, and over"
- "his shoulder to her."] There's our scientific friend, eh?
- DELHOMME. Oh, I'm not afraid of him. A "farceur," no more, though sometimes
- a pleasant one.
- OSSORY. "Tu t'en f----, ça, mon vieux chameau? Quoi?"
- DELHOMME. ["very disgusted at "OSSORY'S "vulgarity, which mistakes "argot "for "
- chic]. Well, sir, as soon as I can find a favourable opportunity ---
- OSSORY. Grief is a good mood to catch them in, my boy. I know! I know!
- I've been a bit of a dog in my time.
- ["Shakes hands as they go out."
- DELHOMME. ["returning"]. One word in your ear, sir, if I may. It's purely
- instinctive --- but --- but --- well, sir, I mistrust that man Todd!
- OSSORY. Thanks: I believe you may be right.
- DELHOMME. Good-bye, sir!
- OSSORY. Good-bye.
- MRS. OSSORY ["rising"]. Alfred, that man is a devil!
- OSSORY. What, little Delhomme?
- MRS. OSSORY. Of course not, Alfred. How can you be so silly? Todd!
- OSSORY. Why, whatever do you mean?
- MRS. OSSORY. I don't mean anything but what I say. {215} He's a devil;
- I'm sure of it. I know it was his fault, somehow.
- OSSORY. Nonsense, nonsense, my dear! He was not even in the car.
- MRS. OSSORY. It was his car, Alfred.
- OSSORY. You're a fool, Emily.
- CARR. I think Mr. Ossory means that we could hardly hold him responsible
- if one of his steamers ran down a poor polar bear on a drifting iceberg.
- MRS. OSSORY. I know I'm quite unreasonable; it's an instinct, and
- intuition. You know Saga of Bond Street said how psychic I was!
-
- ["During the next few speeches" CARR "and" EUPHEMIA "correspond by signs and"
- "winks."
-
- GRANDFATHER. When I was in Australia forty-four years ago there was a very
- good fellow of the name of Brown in Ballarat. Brown of Buninyong we used to
- call him. I remember ----
- MRS. OSSORY. ["bursting into tears"]. How can you, grandpa? Can't you
- realise that poor Henry is dead?
- GRANDFATHER. Henry dead?
- MRS. OSSORY. Didn't you hear? He was run over by Mr. Todd's motor-car
- this afternoon in Piccadilly.
- GRANDFATHER. There, what did I tell you? I always disliked that man Todd
- from the first moment that I heard his name. Dear, dear! I always knew he
- would bring us trouble.
- OSSORY. Well, this doesn't seem to have been his fault, as far as we can
- see at present. But I assure you that I share {216} your sentiments. I have
- heard very ill things said of him, I can tell you.
- MRS. OSSORY. Who is he? Does any one know? A man of family, I hope. How
- dreadful for poor Henry if he had been run over by a plebeian!
- OSSORY. Well, we hardly know --- I wonder if his credit is good. ["His"
- "voice sinks to a whisper as the awful suspicion that he may be financially"
- "unsound strikes him."]
- CARR. ["sharply, as if pained"]. Oh, oh! Don't suggest such a thing
- without the very best reason. It would be too terrible!
- ["This time "EUPHEMIA "laughs."
- OSSORY. My dear boy, I deliberately say it. I have the very best of
- reasons for supposing him to be very deeply dipped. Very deeply dipped.
- CARR. ["Hides his head in his hands and groans, pretending to be"
- "overwhelmed by the tragedy. Looks up."] Well, I was told he other day that he
- held a lot of land in London and has more tenants than the Duke of
- Westminster!
- OSSORY. Well, we'll hope its is true. But in these days one never knows.
- And he leaves a very unpleasant impression wherever he goes. If I were not an
- Englishman I should say that the feeling I had for him was not very far
- removed from actual fear!
- CARR. well said, sir. Hearts of oak in the City, eh?
-
- [OSSORY "glares at him suspiciously." EUPHEMIA "both enjoys the joke and is"
- "angry that her father is the butt of it."
-
- EUPHEMIA. Well, I'm not afraid of him --- I think I rather like him. I'm
- sure he's a good man, when one knows him. {217}
- CARR. Oh, Todd's a good sort! I think I must be going, sir.
- EUPHEMIA. I wish you would stay and help me with the letters, Mr. Carr.
- We shall have a great deal to do in the next day or two.
- CARR. Well, if you really wish it, I will try and be of what service I
- can.
-
- [CARR, "with his back to audience, laughs with his hands, behind it."
-
- MRS. OSSORY. That is indeed kind of you, Professor!
- [CARR'S "hand-laugh grows riotous."
- GRANDFATHER. Where is Nurse? I want my whisky and milk.
- MRS. OSSORY. ["Rings."] I shall go down to lunch, Alfred. lunch when you
- like, please, everybody. I fear the house will be much upset for a day or
- two. You must go down to the mortuary at once. I am really too upset to do
- anything more.
- CARR. ["Over" L. "To " EUPHEMIA.] She hasn't done much yet!
- EUPHEMIA. What a brute you are!
- MRS. OSSORY. And we can't possibly go to the dear Duchess on Friday!
- CARR. ["almost in tears"]. Forgive my seeming callousness! ON my honour, I
- never thought of that. "Sunt lachrymae rerum.'
- ["A nurse and a footman appear. The latter wheels "GRANDFATHER "out of the"
- "room, using the greatest care not to shake him." {218}
- GRANDFATHER. Oh, my sciatica! You careless scoundrel, you're shaking me to
- pieces! Emily, do get a gentler footman. Oh! Oh! Nobody cares for the poor
- old man. I am thrown on the dust-heap. Oh, Emily, may you suffer one day as
- I suffer! Oh! Oh! Oh!
- ["The Nurse comes forward and soothes him."
- NURSE. You must really be more careful of my patient, Thomas.
- THOMAS. I humbly beg pardon, miss. I think the balls is gritty, miss.
- I'll ile 'em to-morrow.
- GRANDFATHER. There, you see, Nurse is the only one that loves me. I should
- like to marry you, Nurse, eh? And cut 'em all out?
- MRS. OSSORY. ["Glares at Nurse in silence, not trusting herself to speak to"
- "her."] Now, grandpa, don't be silly! You know how we all love you! ["She goes"
- "to the chair and shakes it, unseen."] Thomas, there you are again! How can
- you be so thoughtless?
- GRANDFATHER. Oh! Oh! Oh!
- ["They get him out of the room."
- MRS. OSSORY ["returning"]. Good-bye, Mr. Carr. It is so good of you to
- help.
- CARR. Not at all, Mrs. Ossory, not at all. I am only too glad. You
- should try and get a nap after lunch.
- MRS. OSSORY. I will --- I really think I will. ["Exit."
- CARR. ["Closes the door, turns to " EUPHEMIA, "executes a quiet hornpipe,"
- "goes to " EUPHEMIA, "holds out his arms."] Sweetheart!
- EUPHEMIA. How dare you! How can you! With poor Uncle Henry lying dead!
- {219}
- CARR. Why have a long Latin name if you mean to play the English
- hypocrite? Who was poor Uncle Henry? Did you love poor Uncle Henry so dearly
- as all that? How old were you when your father quarrelled with poor Uncle
- Henry? About two and a half! The only thing you know about poor Uncle Henry
- is that poor Uncle Henry once tickled your toes. [EUPHEMIA "gives a little"
- "scream of horror."] Enough humbug about poor Uncle Henry! ... Sweetheart!
- EUPHEMIA. Mine own!
- ["They em brace and kiss with great intensity."
- EUPHEMIA. Unhand me, villain! ...
- But one has to be decent about one's relations. Even the humbug of it is
- rather fun.
- CARR. There speaks the daughter of Shakespeare's country. I am sure the
- Bacon imbroglio was a consummate practical joke on somebody's part. As I see
- the joke, I take no side in the controversy!
- But we should look on the bright side of things!
-
- ["Pompously."]
- Poor Uncle Henry, dead and turned to clay,
- May feed the Beans that keep the Bile away.
- Oh that whom all the world did once ignore
- Should purge a peer or ease an emperor!
-
- EUPHEMIA. But where is the bright side of our love?
- CARR. Why, our love!
- EUPHEMIA. Cannot you, cannot you understand?
- CARR. Not unless you tell me!
- EUPHEMIA. I can't tell you. {220}
- CARR. --- Anything I don't know.
- EUPHEMIA. Oh, you laugh even at me!
- CARR. Because I love you. so I laugh at humanity: if I took men seriously
- I sold have to cut my throat.
- EUPHEMIA. So you don't take me seriously either?
- CARR. If I did, I should have to cut ---
- EUPHEMIA. What?
- CARR. My lucky!
- EUPHEMIA. What a dreadful expression! Where do you learn such things?
- CARR. I notice you don't have to ask what it means.
- EUPHEMIA. Stop teasing, darling!
- CARR. I'm not teething! That's what I complain of; you always treat me as
- a baby!
- EUPHEMIA. Come to him mummy, then!
- CARR. You're not my mummy! That's what I complain of; you always treat me
- as a Cheops, ever since that night on the Great Pyramid!
- EUPHEMIA. ["Hides her head in his bosom."] Oh shame, shame!
- CARR. Not a bit of it! Think of the infinite clearness of the night ---
- "The magical green of the sunset,
- The magical blue of the Nile."
- The rising of the great globed moon --- the stars starting from their
- fastnesses like sentries on the alarm --- the isolation of our stance upon the
- summit --- the faery distance of Cairo and its spear-sharp minarets --- and we
- --- and we ---
- EUPHEMIA. Oh me! Oh me!
- CARR. Shall I remind you ---- {221}
- EUPHEMIA. Must "I" remind "you?"
- CARR. No; my memory is excellent.
- EUPHEMIA. Of what you swore?
- CARR. I swore at the granite for not being moss.
- EUPHEMIA. You swore to love me always.
- CARR. The champagne at the Mena House is not champagne; it is --- the cork
- of it is labelled "Good intentions."
- EUPHEMIA. Then you didn't mean it?
- CARR. ["kissing her"]. Am I, or am I not --- a plain question as between
- man and man --- loving you now?
- EUPHEMIA. Oh, I know! But I am so worried that everything most sure seems
- all shaken in the storm of it! I was glad --- glad, glad! --- when that Mr.
- Todd came in with his news, so that I could have a real good cry. ["Very close"
- "to him, in a tragic whisper."] Something has happened --- something is going
- to happen.
- CARR. And something has not happened --- I knew it was a long time since
- we missed a week. By the way, have you heard the terrible news about Queen
- Anne? Dead, poor soul! Never mind, silly, you told me most dramatically, and
- it shall be counted unto you for righteousness.
- EUPHEMIA. I think you're the greatest brute in the world --- and I love
- you.
- CARR. How reciprocal of you!
- EUPHEMIA. Sweet!
- CARR. On my honour, I haven't a single chocolate on me. Have a cigar?
- ["Business with case."
- EUPHEMIA. Be serious! You must marry me at once.
- CARR. then how can I be serious! I understand from a gentleman named Shaw
- that marriage is only a joke --- no, not Shaw! Vaughan, or Gorell Barnes, or
- some name like that!
- EUPHEMIA. But you will, won't you?
- CARR. No, I won't, will I?
- ["Sings."] "I have a wife and bairnies three,
- And I'm no sure how ye'd agree, lassie!"
- EUPHEMIA. What? ["She releases herself."
- CARR. Well, the wife's dead, as a matter of fact. Her name was Hope-of-
- ever-doing-something-in-the-Wide-Wide. But the bairns are alive: young
- Chemistry, already apt at repartee --- I should say retort; ,little Biology,
- who's rather a worm between you and me and the gate-post; and poor puny,
- puling, sickly little Metaphysics, with only one tooth in his upper jaw!
- Oh, don't cry! I love you as I always did and always shall. I'll see you
- through it somehow!
- But don't talk foolishness about marriage! We are happy because when I
- come to see you I come to see you. If we were living together you would soon
- get to know me as the brute who grumbles at the cooking and wants to shut
- himself up and work --- ["mimicking her voice"] "And I wouldn't mind so much if
- it were work, but all he does is to sit in a chair and smoke and stare at
- nothing and swear if any one comes in to ask him if my darling news old rose
- chiffon moiré Directoire corsets match my eau-de-Nil suede tussore appliqué
- garters." See?
- EUPHEMIA. But --- hush!
-
- ["She flies away to the other end of the room. The door opens. Enter"
- THOMAS. {223}
-
- THOMAS. Mr. Delomm would like to see you for a moment on urgent business.
- ["the lovers exchange signals privately."
- EUPHEMIA. Show him up.
- THOMAS. Yes, miss. [THOMAS "goes out."
- CARR. I will go and get a snack. Trust me --- love me ---
- EUPHEMIA. I will --- I do.
- ["They embrace." CARR "goes to the door --- turns."
- CARR. Love me --- trust me.
- [EUPHEMIA "flies to him, kisses him again, nods."
- EUPHEMIA. I will --- I do --- I love you --- I trust you.
- CARR. Sweetheart! ["they kiss, furtively, as if hearing footsteps."] So
- long!
- ["She retreats into the room, and blows him a kiss."
- CARR. ["outside, loudly"]. Good morning, Miss Ossory!
- EUPHEMIA. ["sinking into a chair, faintly"]. good-bye --- no. no! Till ---
- when?
- ["She is almost crying, but sets her teeth and rises."
- THOMAS. ["opening the door"]. Mr. Delomm.
- ["Enter" DELHOMME.
- DELHOMME. I am a thousand times sorry to intrude upon your grief, Miss
- Ossory, but ----
- EUPHEMIA. Uncle Henry was nothing to me.
- DELHOMME. In any case, I should not have spoken to you, but my Embassy has
- suddenly called me. I am to go to Constantinople --- I may be a month away
- --- and --- I want to see you first.
- EUPHEMIA. Of course, to say good-bye. It is sweet of you to think of us,
- Monsieur Delhomme. {224}
- DELHOMME. Of you --- of thee. How difficult is the English language to
- express subtle differences!
- You must have seen, Miss Ossory ----
- EUPHEMIA. ["dully"]. I have seen nothing.
- DELHOMME. May I speak?
- EUPHEMIA. What is this? Oh!
- DELHOMME. I need not tell you, I see. My unspoken sympathy and devotion
- ----
- EUPHEMIA. Spare me, I pray you.
- DELHOMME. I must speak. Mademoiselle, I am blessed in loving you. I
- offer you the sympathy and devotion of a lifetime.
- EUPHEMIA. I beg you to spare me. It is impossible.
- DELHOMME. It is the truth --- it is necessary --- I should kill myself if
- you refused.
- EUPHEMIA. My father ----
- DELHOMME. Your respected father is my warmest advocate.
- EUPHEMIA. You distress me, sir. It is impossible.
- DELHOMME. Ah, fairest of maidens, well I know your English coyness and
- modesty! ["Taking her hand."] Ah, give me this pure hand for good, for ever!
- This hand which has been ever open to the misery of the poor, ever closed to
- box the enemies of your country!
- EUPHEMIA. It is not mine!
- DELHOMME. I do not understand. I am too worn a slave in the world's
- market for my fettered soul to grasp your innocence. Ah! you are vowed to OUr
- Lady, perhaps? Yet, believe me ----
- EUPHEMIA. Oh, sir, you distress me --- indeed you distress me! {225}
- DELHOMME. I would not brush the bloom from off the lily --- and yet ----
- EUPHEMIA. My god! --- Monsieur Delhomme, I am going to shock you. Oh!
- Oh!
- ["She buries her face in her hands. He starts back, surprised at the turn"
- "things are taking, and at the violence of her emotion and of its"
- "expression."
- DELHOMME. What is it! Are you ill! Have I ---
- EUPHEMIA. ["Steady and straight before him."] I am another man's --- his
- --- his mistress. There!
-
- ["He reels, catches a chair and saves himself. Her breast heaves;"
- "swallowing a sob, she runs out of the room."
-
- DELHOMME. ["Utterly dazed"]. I --- I --- oh, my god! My father! My God!
- I thought her --- oh, I dare not say it --- I will not think it. ["On his"
- "knees, clutching at the chair."] My god, what shall I do! She was my life, my
- hope, my flower, my star, my sun! What shall I do! Help me! help me! Who
- shall console me? {"He continues in silent prayer, sobbing"].
-
- ["The door opens;" MR. TODD "steals into the room on tiptoe, bends over him"
- "and whispers in his ear. The expression of anguish fails from his"
- "face; a calm steals over him; he smiles in beatitude wand his pips"
- "move in rapture. He rises, shakes" TODD "by the hand; they go out"
- "together."
-
- [GRANDFATHER "wheeled into the room by" THOMAS, CHARLEY "walking by him. The"
- "servant leaves them."
-
- GRANDFATHER. bitter cold, Charley, for us old people! {226} Nothing right
- nowadays! Oh, my poor leg! Bitter, bitter cold! I mind me, more than sixty
- years ago now --- oh dear! oh dear! run and tell Nurse I want my liniment! Oh
- dear! oh dear! what a wretched world. Sciatics --- like rats gnawing, gnawing
- at you, Charley.
- CHARLEY. You frighten me, grampa! Why doesn't Mr. Carr come and play with
- me?
- GRANDFATHER. He has gone out with your mother. He'll come by-and-by, no
- doubt. Run and fetch Nurse, Charley! [CHARLEY "runs off."
- Oh dear! I wish I could find a good doctor. Nobody seems to do me any
- good. It's pain, pain all the time. Nurse! can't you tell me of a good
- doctor? For oh! for oh! ["He looks about him fearfully; his voice sinks to a"
- "thrilled whisper"] I am so afraid --- afraid to die! Is there nobody ----
-
- ["Enter "TODD, "and stands by his chair, laying his hand on the old man's"
- "shoulder. He looks up."
-
- I wish you were a doctor, Mr. Todd. You have such a soothing touch.
- Perhaps you are a doctor? I can get nobody to do me any good.
-
- [TODD "whispers in his ear. The old man brightens up at once."
-
- Why, yes! I should think that would relieve me at once. Very good! Very
- good!
-
- [TODD "wheels him out of the room, the old man laughing and chuckling."
- "Enter" OSSORY "and" EUPHEMIA, "talking."
-
- OSSORY. I want to say a word, girlie, about young Delhomme. {227} Er ---
- well, we all grow older, you know --- one day --- er --- ah! Nice young
- fellow, Delhomme!
- EUPHEMIA. I refused him twenty minutes ago, father.
- OSSORY. What? How the deuce did you know what I was going to say? Bless
- me, I believe there may be something in this psychic business after all!
- EUPHEMIA. Yes, father, I feel I have strange powers!
- OSSORY. But look here, girlie, why did you refuse him> "Reculer pour mieux"
- "sauter" is all very well, don't you know, but he gives twice who gives quickly.
- EUPHEMIA. That's the point, father. If you accept a man the first time he
- asks you it's practically bigamy!
- OSSORY. But --- little girl, you ought to accept him at once. He will
- make you an excellent husband --- I wish it. ["Pompously".] It has ever been
- the desire of my heart to see my Phemie happily mated before I lay my old
- bones in the grave.
- EUPHEMIA. But I don't love him. He's a quirk.
- OSSORY. Tut! Nonsense! Appetite comes with eating.
- EUPHEMIA. But I don't care for "Hors d'oeuvre."
- OSSORY. Euphemia, this is a very serious matter for your poor old father.
- EUPHEMIA. What have you got to do with it? Really, father ----
- OSSORY. I have everything to do with it. The fact is, my child --- here!
- I'll make a clean breast of it. I've been gambling, and things have gone
- wrong. Only temporarily, of course, you understand. Only temporarily. But
- --- oh, if I had only kept out of Fidos!
- EUPHEMIA. Is it a dog? ["Whistles."] Here, Fido, Fido! Trust, doogie,
- trust! {228}
- OSSORY. that's it! they won't trust, those dogs! to put it short --- ["a"
- "spasm of agony crosses his face"] --- Good Lord alive, "I'm" short! If I can't
- find a couple of hundred thousand before the twelfth I'll be hammered.
- EUPHEMIA. And so ----?
- OSSORY. Very decent young fellow, little Delhomme. I can borrow half a
- million from him if I want it; but I don't care to unless --- unless things
- --- unless you ----
- EUPHEMIA. I'm the goods, am I? You old bear!
- OSSORY. I know, Phemie, I know. It's those damned bulls on Wall Street!
- How could I foresee ----
- EUPHEMIA. AT least you might have foreseen that I was not a bale of
- cotton.
- OSSORY. But I shall be hammered, my dear child. We shall all have to go
- to the workhouse!
- EUPHEMIA. ["coldly"]. I thought mamma had three thousand a year of her own.
- OSSORY. That's just what I say. The workhouse!
- EUPHEMIA. My dear father, I really can't pity you. I think you're a fool,
- and you've insulted me. Good morning! ["She goes out."
-
- OSSORY. Oh, the disgrace of it, the shame of it! She little knows ----
- How will the Receiver look at that Galapagos turtle deal? Receivers are
- damned fools. And juries are worse. Ah, Phemie, so little a sacrifice for
- the father who has given all for you --- and she refuses! Cruel! Cruel!
- Which way can I turn? Is there nobody whose credit---- Let's think.
- Jenkins? No good. Maur? Too suspicious --- a nasty, sly, sneaking fellow!
- Higginbotham, Ramspittle, Rosenbaum, Hoggenheimer, Flipp, Montgomery, MacAn
- --- no, hang it! {229} no hope in a Mac --- Schpliechenspitzel, Togahening,
- Adams, Blitzenstein, Cznechzaditzch --- no use. I wonder where I caught that
- cold! who the devil is there that I could ask?
-
- ["Enter" THOMAS --- OSSORY'S "back toward door."
- THOMAS. Mr. Todd. ["Enter" TODD --- OSSORY "doesn't turn."
- OSSORY. I can't see him, Thomas. ["Turns."] I beg your pardon, Mr. Todd.
- The fact is, I'm damnably worried over pay-day. I really don't know you well
- enough to ask you, perhaps, but the fact is, I've a good sound business
- proposition which I must put before some one, and I believe you're the very
- man to help me. Now ----
- [TODD "takes him by the shoulder and whispers in his ear."
- Why, really, that is good of you --- damned good of you! Why, damme, sir!
- you're a public benefactor. Come, let us arrange the preliminaries ----
- ["They go out," OSSORY "clinging tightly to" TODD'S "arm."
- "Enter" MRS. OSSORY "and" CARR, "dressed for walking."
- MRS. OSSORY. She cut me! You saw it! She cut me absolutely dead!
- CARR. Possibly she didn't see you.
- ["As "MRS. OSSORY "is not looking, he employs a gesture which lessens the"
- "likelihood of this, by calling attention to her bulk."
- MRS. OSSORY. I know she saw me. My only Duchess!
- CARR. There's better duchesses in Burke than ever came out of it, Mrs.
- Ossory. By the way, unless rumour lies, the jade! you can fly much higher
- than a paltry Duchess!
- MRS. OSSORY. Why, why, what do you mean? Oh, dear Professor, how sweet of
- you! Or are you joking? Somehow {230} one never knows whether you are
- serious or not! But you wouldn't make fun of my embarrassments --- Society is
- so serious, isn't it? But, oh do! do tell me what they say!
- CARR. Well, Mrs. Ossory --- you know our mysterious friend?
- MRS. OSSORY. Mr. Todd?
- CARR. Yes. Well, they say that --- he is a King in his own country.
- MRS. OSSORY. And I've always disliked and distrusted him so! But perhaps
- that was just the natural awe that I suppose one must always feel, even when
- one doesn't know, you know. I wonder, now, if we could get him to a little
- dinner. One could always pretend one didn't know who he was! Let me see,
- now! Caviar de sterlet royale ----
- CARR. Consommé royale, sole à la royale, haunch of royal venison --- can't
- insult him with mere baron of beef --- pouding royale, glace à l'impératrice,
- canapé royale --- you'll be able to "feed" him all right!
- MRS. OSSORY. How clever you are, Professor! Thank you so much. Now who
- should we ask to meet him?
- CARR. I rather expect you'll have to meet him "alone!"
- MRS. OSSORY. "Tête-à-tête!" But would that be quite "proper," Professor?
- CARR. How very English! --- all you English think that. But --- royalty
- has its own etiquette.
- ["Enter" CHARLEY.
- Come along, Charley boy, and show me how the new engine works! {231}
- Never mind that old frump of a Duchess, Mrs. Ossory --- perhaps Mr. Todd
- may call. ["Goes out with" CHARLEY.
- MRS. OSSORY. I do hope he meant it. But he's such a terrible man for
- pulling legs, as they call it. --- I can't think where Euphemia picks up all
- her slang! -- If that plain, quiet man should really be a crowned King! Oh!
- how I would frown at her! Ah! ah! Somebody coming.
- ["Enter" THOMAS.
- THOMAS. Mr. Todd. ["Enter" TODD.
- MRS. OSSORY. Oh, my dear Mr. Todd, I am so glad to see you! I'm in such
- distress! You will help me, won't you?
- [TODD "bows, smiles, and whispers in her ear. She smiles all over. "TODD
- " "offers his arm. She goes out on it, giggling and wriggling with"
- "pleasure. Enter" EUPHEMIA.
- EUPHEMIA. I wonder where mother is! No, I don't want her. I'm too happy.
- How I love him! How proud I am --- when another girl would be so shamed! I
- love him! I love him! Oh, what a world of ecstasy is this! To be his, and
- he mine! to be --- oh! oh! I cannot bear the joy of it. I want to sit down
- and have a good cry. ["Sits, crying and laughing with the you of it."] Oh,
- loving Father of all, what a world Thou hast made! What a gift is life! How
- much it holds of love and laughter! Is there anything more, anything better?
- I cannot believe it. Is there anything, anybody that could make me happier?
- THOMAS. Mr. Todd. ["Enter" TODD.
- EUPHEMIA. Good afternoon, Mr. Todd! So glad to see you! Why, how strange
- you look! What have you to say to me? [TODD "whispers in her ear." {232}
- EUPHEMIA. How splendid! You mean it? It is true? Better than all the
- rest! Come, come!
-
- ["She throws her arm round his neck and runs laughing out of the room with"
- "him."
-
- ["Enter" CARR "and" CHARLEY, "a toy steam-engine puffing in front of them; they"
- "follow on hands and knees. The engine stops at the other end of the"
- "room."
-
- CHARLEY. Oh, my poor engine's stopped!
- CARR. You must pour more spirit into it.
-
- [CHARLEY "goes to the cupboard and gets it, busying himself until" CARR'S
- " "exit. "CARR "signs heavily, and sits down thoughtfully."
-
- Todd's been too frequently to this house. Well, Charley and I must get on
- as best we can. Life is a hard thing, my god!
-
- "Meantime there is our life here. Well?"
-
- It seems sometimes to me as if all the world's wisdom were summed up in
- that one Epicurus phrase. For if Todd has solved all their problems with a
- word, at least he supplies no hint of the answer to mine. For I --- it seems
- I hardly know what question to ask!
- Oh, Charley boy, the future is with you, and with your children --- or, can
- humanity every solve the great secret? Is progress a delusion? Are men mad?
- Is the great secret truly transcendental? We are like madmen, beating out our
- poor brains upon the walls of the Universe.
- Is there no Power that might reveal itself?
- ["Kneels."] Who art Thou before whom all things are equal, {233} being as
- dust? Who givest his fame to the poet, his bankruptcy to the rich man? Who
- dost distinguish between the just and the unjust? Thou keeper of all secrets,
- of this great secret which I seek, and have nowise found! This secret for
- whose very shadowing-forth in parable I, who am young, strong, successful,
- beloved, most enviable of men, would throw it all away! Oh Thou who givest
- that which none other can give, who art Thou? How can I bargain with Thee?
- what shall I give that I may possess Thy secret? O question unavailing! For
- I know not yet Thy name! Who art Thou? Who art Thou?
- THOMAS ["opening the door"]. Mr. Todd. ["Enter" TODD.
- CARR. ["rising"]. How are you? I'm afraid you find me distracted! Listen:
- all my life I have sought --- nor counted the cost --- for the secret of
- things. Science is baffled, for Knowledge hath no wings! Religion is
- baffled, for Faith hath no feet! Life itself --- of what value is all this
- coil and tumult? Who shall give me the secret? What is the secret?
- [TODD "whispers in his ear."
- Why, thanks, thanks! What a fool I have been! I have always known who you
- were, of course, but how could I guess you had the key of things? Simple as A
- B C --- or, rather, as A! And nothing to pay after all! "For of all Gods you
- only love not gifts." ["Ushers" TODD "to the door."] I follow you.
- [TODD "smiles kindly on him. They go out."
- ["The child turns; and, finding himself alone, begins to cry."
- CHARLEY. My nice man has gone away. Old Todd has taken him away. I think
- I hate that old Todd!
- ["Enter" TODD. {234}
- I hate you! I hate you! Where is my nice man?
- [TODD "whispers in his ear."
- Oh, I see. It is when people get to be grown-ups that they don't like you
- any more. But I like you, Mr. Todd. Carry me pick-a-back!
- [TODD "takes" CHARLEY "on his shoulder, and goes dancing from the room, the"
- "boy crowing with delight."
-
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-
- CURTAIN.
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- {235}
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- THE GNOME
-
-
- LANTERN-LIGHT is over the fells
- When the sun has sunken low;
- Lantern-light and the moorland smells,
- The rain on the good brown soil.
- Over the moorland we go, we go,
- Through the wet earth we toil. ...
-
-
- Sunken, sunken was the sun
- Ere ever the moon uprose,
- And the tall dark trees cast shadows dun
- Over the lonely way;
- Over the moorland the long path goes
- We trod at the close of day.
-
-
- We sped to reach the dark green hill.
- The Hill of the Bloody Bowl,
- And the shadows were watching, watching us still
- As we crept in the shadowless path,
- Over the moor to the Mother Troll
- With the heart that was pierced in wrath. {236}
-
-
- Stumbling over the fallen leaves,
- sliding over the dew,
- Staring up at the barley sheaves
- That nod in the autumn wind,
- We pushed and jostled the twilight thro',
- Shrilling to those behind.
-
-
- And ere the night had grown to noon
- We were under the Bloody Bowl,
- And then uprose a huge pale moon.
- Behind the shivering trees;
- And so we found the Mother Troll
- Well-skilled in mysteries.
-
-
- She heard our coming, and rose to the door,
- And we hurried eagerly through;
- We entered in with a breeze from the moor,
- And stood by the fading pyre.
- The air was smoky, the flame was blue,
- And the face of the Troll like fire.
-
-
- And so we gave her the heart of the slain,
- That was slain for a dead man's sake;
- She chuckled low at each blackened vein
- Gory an brown and torn;
- She wriggled her sides like a wounded snake
- As she squeezed the blood into a horn. {237}
-
-
- Far into the fire she cast the blood,
- And the flames grew twisted and red;
- Her breast heaved with her passion's flood
- As a hollow-eyed ghost arose
- Like a cloud of stench from the rotting dead.
- When a wind from a pest-house blows.
-
-
- She clasped the ghost to her skinny dugs, ---
- No other love might she know, ---
- The dead man squirmed at her panting hugs,
- But she had her passionate will,
- And a sobbing breeze began to blow
- From the top of the lonely hill.
-
-
- And then a dim grey streak of dawn
- Came, and the sad ghost fled,
- With staring sockets and jaw-bone drawn,
- Back to the desolate place;
- The morning breeze grew still and dead
- As it played around his face.
-
-
- So we fled from the Mother Troll
- Under the dawning grey;
- We left the Hill of the Bloody Bowl;
- Ere ever the sun uprose,
- But the dead man's heart till Judgment-day
- Shall there with the Troll repose.
-
- VICTOR B. NEUBURG.
-
- {238}
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-
-
- REVIEWS
-
-
- DARE TO BE WISE. By JOHN McTAGGART ELLIS McTAGGART Doctor in Letters Fellow
- and Lecturer of Trinity College in Cambridge, Fellow of the British
- Academy. Watts and Co., 17 Johnson's Court, Fleet Street, E. C. Price 3"d".
-
- Only the Price Threepence saved my reason.
- "Dare to be Wise" is startling enough; but when one saw Who it was that
- advised it ...
- "Our object," quoth he ("our" being the "Heretics"), "is to promote
- discussion upon religion, philosophy, and art. ..."
- These desperate conspirators! What is the Parry-lytic Liar about to allow
- such things in Trinity?
- "In seeking truth of all sorts many virtues are needed." This daring
- thinker!
- "Happiness and misery have much to do with welfare." These burning words
- may rekindle the fires of Smithfield.
- "Here we find the need of courage. For, if we are to think on these
- matters at all, we must accept the belief for which we have evidence, and we
- must reject the belief for which we have no evidence. ... And, sometimes, this
- is not easy."
- This unworthy right hand!
- We should not think of calling this Martyr to His Convictions, this
- Revolutionary Thinker, an ass in a lion's skin. For asses can kick. Shall we
- say a sheep in wolf's clothing? For the Heretics are too clearly Sheep ---
- probably descended from Mary's little lamb. If the Dean were to frown, they
- would all take to their heels, and break the record for attending chapel.
- In fact, this is what happened, when he did frown! Just like the
- Rationalists themselves when they disowned and deserted Harry Boulter.
- I am coming round to the belief that the best test of a religion is the
- manhood of its adherents rather than its truth. Better believe a lie than act
- like a coward!
- And of all the pusillanimous puppies I have ever heard of, there are none
- to beat the undergraduates who wagged their rudimentary tails round the
- toothless old hound that yelped "Dare to be wise" on last 8th December.
- I hate Christianity as Socialists hate soap; but I would rather be saved
- {239} with Livingstone and Gordon, Havelock and Nicholson, than damned with
- Charles Watts and
- John McTaggart
- Ellis McTaggart
- Doctor in Letters
- Fellow and Lecturer
- Of Trinity College
- In Cambridge, and Fellow
- Of the Berritish
- Ac-ad-em-y.
- I wonder, by the way, whether "letters" isn't a misprint. If not, did he
- really qualify at the Sorbonne?
- ALEISTER CROWLEY.
-
- THE ARCANE SCHOOLS. By JOHN YARKER. William Tait, 3 Wellington Park Avenue,
- Belfast. 12s. net.
-
- The reader of this treatise is at first overwhelmed by the immensity of
- Brother Yarker's erudition. He seems to have examined and quoted every
- document that ever existed. It is true that he occasionally refers to People
- like Hargrave Jennings, A. E. Waite, and H. P. Blavatsky as if they were
- authorities; but whoso fishes with a net of so wide a sweep as Brother
- Yarker's must expect to pull in some worthless fish. This accounts for
- Waite's contempt of him; imagine Walford Bodie reviewing a medical book which
- referred to him as an authority on paralysis!
- The size of the book, too, is calculated to effray; reading it has cost me
- many pounds in gondolas! And it is the essential impossibility of all works
- of this kind that artistic treatment is not to be attained.
- But Brother Yarker has nobly suppressed a Spencerian tendency to ramble; he
- has written with insight, avoided pedantry, and made the dreary fields of
- archeology blossom with flowers of interest.
- Accordingly, we must give him the highest praise, for he has made the best
- possible out of that was nearly the worst possible.
- He has abundantly proved his main point, the true antiquity of some Masonic
- system. It is a parallel to Frazer's tracing of the history of the Slain God.
- But why is there no life in any of our Slain God rituals! It is for us to
- restore them by the Word and the Grip.
- For us, who have the inner knowledge, inherited or won, it remains to
- restore the true rites of Attis, Adonis, Osiris, of Set, Serapis, Mithras, and
- Abel. ALEISTER CROWLEY.
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- THE HERB DANGEROUS
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- PART IV
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- A FEW EXTRACTS FROM H. G. LUDLOW,
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- THE HASHEESH EATER
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- WHICH BEAR UPON THE PECULIAR
- CHARACTERISTICS OF THE
- DRUG'S ACTION
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- FOR a place, New York for instance, a stranger accounts, not by saying that
- any one of the many who testify to its existence copied from another, but by
- acknowledging "there is such a place." So do I account for the fact by saying
- "there is such a fact."
-
- We try to imitate Eastern narrative, but in vain. Our minds can find no
- clew to its strange untrodden by-ways of speculation; our highest soarings are
- still in an atmosphere which feels heavy with the reek and damp of ordinary
- life.
- We fail to account for those storm-wrapped peaks of sublimity which hover
- over the path of Oriental story, or those beauties which, like rivers of
- Paradise, make music beside it.
- We are all of us taught to say, "The children of the East live under a
- sunnier sky than their Western brethren: they are the "repositors" of centuries
- of tradition; their semi-civilised imagination is unbound by the fetters of
- logic and the schools." But the Ionians once answered all these conditions,
- yet Homer sang no Eblis, no superhuman journey on the wings of genii through
- infinitudes of rosy either. At one period of their history, France, Germany,
- and England abounded in all the characteristics of the untutored Old World
- mind, yet when did an echo of oriental music ring from the lute of minstrel,
- {243} "minnesinger," or "trovère?" The difference can not be accounted for by
- climate, religion, or manners. It is not the supernatural in Arabian story
- which is inexplicable, but the peculiar phase of the supernatural both in
- beauty and terror.
- I say inexplicable, because to me, in common with all around me, it bore
- this character for years. In later days, I believe, and now with all due
- modesty assert, I unlocked the secret, not by a hypothesis, not by processes
- of reasoning, but by journeying through those self-same fields of weird
- experience which are dinted by the sandals of the glorious old dreamers of the
- East. Standing on the same mounts of vision where they stood, listening to
- the same gurgling melody that broke from their enchanted fountains, yes,
- plunging into their rayless caverns of sorcery, and imprisoned with their
- genie in the unutterable silence of the fathomless sea, have I dearly bought
- the right to come to men with the chart of my wanderings in my hands, and
- unfold to them the foundations of the fabric of Oriental story.
- The secret lies in the use of hasheesh. A very few words will suffice to
- tell what hasheesh is. In northern latitudes the hemp plant ("Cannabis sativa")
- grows almost entirely to fibre, becoming, in virtue of this quality, the great
- resource for mats and cordage. Under a southern sun this same plant loses its
- fibrous texture, but secretes, in quantities equal to one-third of its bulk,
- and opaque and greenish resin. Between the northern and the southern hemp
- there is no difference, except the effect of diversity of climate upon the
- same vegetable essence; yet naturalists, misled by the much greater extent of
- gummy secretion in the later, have distinguished it from its brother of the
- colder soil by the name "Cannabis indica." The {244} resin of the "Cannabis"
- "indica" is hasheesh. From time immemorial it has been known among all the
- nations of the East as possessing powerful stimulant and narcotic properties;
- throughout Turkey, Persia, Nepaul, and India it is used at this day among all
- classes of society as an habitual indulgence. The forms in which it is
- employed are various. sometimes it appears in the state in which it exudes
- from the mature stalk, as a crude resin; sometimes it is manufactured into a
- conserve with clarified butter, honey, and spices; sometimes a decoction is
- made of the flowering tops in water or arrack. Under either of these forms
- the method of administration is by swallowing. Again, the dried plant is
- smoked in pipes of chewed, as tobacco among ourselves.
- ... a pill sufficient to balance the ten-grain weight of the scales. This,
- upon the authority of Pereira and the Dispensatory, I swallowed without a
- tremor as to the danger of the result.
- Making all due allowance for the fact that I had not taken my hasheesh
- bolus fasting, I ought to experience its effects within the next four hours.
- That time elapsed without bringing the shadow of a phenomenon. It was plain
- that my dose had been insufficient.
- For the sake of observing the most conservative prudence, I suffered
- several days to go by without a repetition of the experiment, and then,
- keeping the matter equally secret, I administered to myself a pill of fifteen
- grains. This second was equally ineffectual with the first.
- Gradually, by five grains at a time, I increased the dose to thirty grains,
- which I took one evening half an hour after tea. {245}
- I had now almost come to the conclusion that I was absolutely unsusceptible
- of the hasheesh influence. Without any expectation that this last experiment
- would be more successful than the former ones, and indeed with no realization
- of the manner in which the drug affected those who did make the experiment
- successfully, I went to pass the evening at the house of an intimate friend.
- In music and conversation the time passed pleasantly. The clock struck ten,
- reminding me that three hours had elapsed since the dose was taken, and as yet
- not an unusual symptom had appeared. I was provoked to think that this trial
- was as fruitless as its predecessors.
- Ha! what means this sudden thrill? A shock, as of some unimagined vital
- force, shoots without warning through my entire frame, leaping to my fingers'
- ends, piercing my brain, startling me till I almost spring from my chair.
- I could not doubt it. I was in the power of the hasheesh influence. My
- first emotion was one of uncontrollable terror --- a sense of getting
- something which I had not bargained for. That moment I would have given all I
- had or hoped to have to be as I was three hours before.
- No pain anywhere --- not a twinge in any fibre --- yet a cloud of
- unutterable strangeness was settling upon me, and wrapping me impenetrably in
- from all that was natural or familiar.
-
- As I heard once more the alien and unreal tones of my own voice, I became
- convinced that it was some one else who spoke, and in another world. I sat
- and listened; still the voice kept speaking. Now for the first time I
- experienced that vast change which hasheesh makes in all measurements of time.
- The first world of the reply occupied a period sufficient {246} for the action
- of a drama; the last left me in complete ignorance of any point far enough
- back in the past to date the commencement of the sentence. Its enunciation
- might have occupied years. I was not in the same life which had held me when
- I heard it begun.
- And now, with time, space expanded also. At my friend's house one
- particular arm-chair was always reserved for me. I was sitting in it at a
- distance of hardly three feet from the centre table around which the members
- of the family were grouped. Rapidly that distance widened. The whole
- atmosphere seemed ductile, and spun endlessly out into great spaces
- surrounding me on every side. We were in a vast hall, of which my friends and
- I occupied opposite extremities. The ceiling and the walls ran upward with a
- gliding motion as if vivified by a sudden force of resistless growth.
- Oh! I could not bear it. I should soon be left alone in the midst of an
- infinity of space. And now more and more every moment increased the
- conviction that I was watched. I did not know then, as I learned afterward,
- that suspicion of all earthly things and persons was the characteristic of the
- hasheesh delirium.
- In the midst of my complicated hallucination, I could perceive that I had a
- dual existence. One portion of me was whirled unresistingly along the track
- of this tremendous experience, the other sat looking down fro a height upon
- its double, observing, reasoning, and serenely weighting all the phenomena.
- This calmer being suffered with the other by sympathy, but did not lose its
- self-possession.
-
- The servant had not come. {247}
-
- "Shall I call her again?" "Why, you have this moment called her."
- "Doctor," I replied solemnly, and in language that would have seem bombastic
- enough to any one who did not realise what I felt, "I will not believe you are
- deceiving me, but to me it appears as if sufficient time has elapsed since
- then for all the Pyramids to have crumbled back to dust."
-
- Any now, in another life, I remembered that far back in the cycles I had
- looked at my watch to measure the time through which I passed. The impulse
- seized me to look again. The minute-hand stood half-way between fifteen and
- sixteen minutes past eleven. The watch must have stopped; I held it to my
- ear: no, it was still going. I had travelled through all that immeasurable
- chain of dreams in thirty seconds. "My God!" I cried, "I am in eternity." In
- the presence of that first sublime revelation of the soul's own time, and her
- capacity for an infinite life, I stood trembling with breathless awe. Till I
- die, that moment of unveiling will stand in clear relief from all the rest of
- my existence. I hold it still in unimpaired remembrance as one of the
- unutterable sanctities of my being. The years of all my earthly life to come
- can never be as long as those thirty seconds.
-
- Before entering on the record of this new vision I will make a digression
- for the purpose of introducing two laws of the hasheesh operation, which, as
- explicatory, deserve a place here. First, after the completion of any one
- fantasia has arrived, there almost invariably succeeds a shifting of the
- action to some other stage entirely different in its surroundings. In this
- transition the general character of the emotion {248} may remain unchanged. I
- may be happy in Paradise and happy at the sources of the Nile, but seldom,
- either in Paradise or on the Nile, twice in succession. I may writhe in Etna
- and burn unquenchably in Gehenna, but almost never, in the course of the same
- delirium, shall Etna or Gehenna witness my torture a second time.
- Second, after the full storm of a vision of intense sublimity has blown
- past the hasheesh-eater, his next vision is generally of a quiet, relaxing,
- and recreating nature. He comes down from his clouds or up from his abyss
- into a middle ground of gentle shadows, where he may rest his eyes from the
- splendour of the seraphim or the flames of fiends. There is a wise philosophy
- in this arrangement, for otherwise the soul would soon burn out in the excess
- of its own oxygen. Many a times, it seems to me, has my own thus been saved
- from extinction.
-
- When I woke it was morning --- actually morning, and not a hasheesh
- hallucination. The first emotion that I felt upon opening my eyes was
- happiness to find things again wearing a natural air. Yes; although the last
- experience of which I had been conscious had seemed to satisfy every human
- want, physical or spiritual, I smiled on the four plain white walls of my bed-
- chamber, and hailed their familiar unostentatiousness with a pleasure which
- had no wish to transfer itself to arabesque or rainbows. It was like
- returning home from an eternity spent in loneliness among the palaces of
- strangers. Well may I say an eternity, for during the whole day I could not
- rid myself of the feeling that I was separated from the preceding one by an
- immeasurable lapse of time. In fact, I never got wholly rid of it. {249}
- I rose that I might test my reinstated powers, and see if the restoration
- was complete. Yes, I felt not one trace of bodily weariness nor mental
- depression. Every function had returned to its normal state, with the one
- exception mentioned; memory could not efface the traces of my having passed
- through a great mystery.
-
- No. I never should take it again.
- I did not know myself; I did not know hasheesh. There are temperaments, no
- doubt, upon which this drug produces, as a reactory result, physical and
- mental depression. With me this was never the case. Opium and liquors fix
- themselves as a habit be becoming necessary to supply that nervous waste which
- they in the first place occasioned. The lassitude which succeeds their
- exaltation demands a renewed indulgence, and accordingly every gratification
- of the appetite is parent to the next. But no such element entered into the
- causes which attached me to hasheesh. I speak confidently, yet without
- exaggeration, when I say that I have spent many an hour in torture such as was
- never known by Cranmer at the stake, or Gaudentio di Lucca in the Inquisition,
- yet out of the depths of such experience "I" have always come without a trace of
- its effect in diminished strength or buoyancy.
- Had the first experiment been followed by depression, I had probably never
- repeated it. At any rate, unstrung muscles and an enervated mind could have
- been resisted much more effectually when they pleaded for renewed indulgence
- than the form which the fascination actually took. For days I was even
- unusually strong; all the forces of life were in a state of pleasurable
- activity, but the memory of the wondrous glories {250} which I had beheld
- wooed me continually like an irresistible sorceress. I could not shut my eyes
- for midday musing without beholding in that world, half dark, half light,
- beneath the eyelids, a steady procession of delicious images which the
- severest will could not banish nor dim. Now through an immense and serene sky
- floated luxurious argosies of clouds continually changing form and tint
- through an infinite cycle of mutations.
- Now, suddenly emerging from some deep embowerment of woods, I stood upon
- the banks of a broad river that curved far off into dreamy distance, and
- glided noiselessly past its jutting headlands, reflecting a light which was
- not of the sun nor of the moon, but midway between them, and here and there
- thrilling with subdues prismatic rays. Temples and gardens, fountains and
- vistas stretched continually through my waking or sleeping imagination, and
- mingled themselves with all I heard, or read, or saw. On the pages of Gibbon
- the palaces and lawns of Nicomedia were illustrated with a hasheesh tint and a
- hasheesh reality; and journeying with old Dan Chaucer, I drank in a delicious
- landscape of revery along all the road to Canterbury. The music of my vision
- was still heard in echo; as the bells of Bow of old time called to
- Whittington, so did it call to me --- "Turn again, turn again." And I turned.
-
- It will be remembered that the hasheesh states of ecstasy always alternate
- with less intense conditions, in which the prevailing phenomena re those of
- mirth or tranquillity. In accordance with this law, in the present instance,
- Dan, to whom I had told my former experience, was not surprised to hear me
- break forth at the final cadence of our song into a {251} pal of
- unextinguishable laughter, but begged to know what was its cause, that he
- might laugh too. I could only cry out that my right leg was a tin case filled
- with stair-rods, and as I limped along, keeping that member perfectly rigid,
- both from fear of cracking the metal and the difficulty of bending it, I heard
- the rattle of the brazen contents shaken from side to side with feeling of the
- most supreme absurdity possible to the human soul. Presently the leg was
- restored to its former state, but in the interim its mate had grown to a size
- which would have made it a very respectable totter for Brian Boru or one of
- the Titans. Elevated some few hundred feet into the firmament, I was
- compelled to hop upon my giant pedestal in a way very ungraceful in a world
- where two legs were the fashion, and eminently disagreeable to the slighted
- member, which sought in vain to reach the earth with struggles amusing from
- their very insignificance. This ludicrous affliction being gradually removed,
- I went on my way quietly until we again began to be surrounded by the houses
- of the town.
-
- And now that unutterable thirst which characterises hasheesh came upon me.
- I could have lain me down and lapped dew from the grass. I must drink,
- wheresoever, howsoever. We soon reached home --- soon, because it was not
- five squares off from where we sat down, yet ages, from the thirst which
- consumed me and the expansion of time in which I lived. I came into the house
- as one would approach a fountain in the desert, with a wild bound of
- exultation, and gazed with miserly eyes at the draught which my friend poured
- out for me until the glass was brimming. I clutched it --- I {252} put it to
- my lips. Ha! a surprise! It was not water, but the most delicious metheglin
- in which ever bard of the Cymri drank the health of Howell Dda. It danced and
- sparkled like some liquid metempsychosis of amber; it gleamed with the
- spiritual fire of a thousand chrysolites. to sight, to taste it was
- metheglin, such as never mantled in the cups of the Valhalla.
-
- Hasheesh I called the "drug of travel," and I had only to direct my
- thoughts strongly toward a particular part of the world previously to
- swallowing my bolus to make my whole fantasia in the strongest possible degree
- topographical.
-
- There are two facts which I have verified as universal by repeated
- experiment, which fall into their place here as aptly ass then can in the
- course of my narrative. First: At two different times, when body and mind are
- apparently in precisely analogous states, when all circumstances, exterior and
- interior, do not differ tangibly in the smallest respect, the same dose of the
- same preparation of hasheesh will frequently produce diametrically opposite
- effects. Still further, I have taken at one time a pill of thirty grains,
- which hardly gave a perceptible phenomenon, and at another, when my dose had
- been but half that quantity, I have suffered the agonies of a martyr, or
- rejoiced in a perfect phrensy. so exceedingly variable are its results, that,
- long before I abandoned the indulgence, I took each succcessive bolus with the
- consciousness that I was daring an uncertainty as tremendous as the equipoise
- between hell and heaven. Yet the fascination employed Hope as its advocate,
- an won the suit. Secondly: If, during the ecstasy {253} of hasheesh delirum,
- another dose, however small --- yes, though it be no larger than half a pea
- --- be employed to prolong the condition, such agony will inevitably ensue as
- will make the soul shudder at its own possibility of endurance without
- annihilation. By repeated experiments, which now occupy the most horrible
- place upon my catalogue of horrible remembrances, have I proved that, among
- all the variable phenomena of hasheesh, this alone stands unvarying . The use
- of it directly after any other stimulus will produce consequences as
- appalling.
-
- I extinguished my light. To say this may seem trivial, but it is as
- important a matter as any which it is possible to notice. The most direful
- suggestions of the bottomless pit may flow in upon thehasheesh eater through
- the very medium of darkness. The blowing out of a candle can set an
- unfathomed barathrum wide agape beneath the flower-wreathed table of his
- feast, and convert his palace of sorcery into a Golgotha. Light is a
- necessity to him, even when sleeping; it must tinge his visions, or they
- assume a hue as sombre as the banks of Styx.
-
- It was an awaking, which, for torture, had no parallel in all the
- stupendous domain of sleeping incubus. Beside my bed in the centre of the
- room stood a bier, from whose corners drooped the folds of a heavy pall;
- outstretched upon it lay in state a most fearful corpse, whose livid face was
- distorted with the pangs of assassination. The traces of a great agony were
- frozen into fixedness in the tense position of every muscle, and the nails of
- the dead man's fingers pierced {254} his palms with the desperate clinch of
- one who has yielded not without agonising resistance. Two tapers at his head,
- two at his feet, with their tall and unsnuffed wicks, made the ghastliness of
- the bier more luminously unearthly, and a smothered laugh of derision from
- some invisible watcher ever and anon mocked the corpse, as if triumphant
- demons were exulting over their prey. I pressed my hands upon my eye-balls
- till they ached, in intensity of desire to shut out the spectacle; I buried my
- head in the pillow, that I might not hear that awful laugh of diabolic
- sarcasm.
- But --- oh horror immeasurable! I behold the walls of the room slowly
- gliding together, the ceiling coming down, the floor ascending, as of old the
- lonely captive saw them, whose cell was doomed to be his coffin. Nearer and
- nearer am I born toward the corpse. I shrunk back from the edge of the bed; I
- cowered in most abject fear. I tried to cry out, but speech was paralysed.
- The walls came closer and closer together. Presently my hand lay on the dead
- man's forehead. I made my arm as straight and rigid as a bar of iron; but of
- what avail was human strength against the contraction of that cruel masonry?
- Slowly my elbow bent with the ponderous pressure; nearer grew the ceiling ---
- I fell into the fearful embrace of death. I was pen, I was stifled in the
- breathless niche, which was all of space still left to me. The stony eyes
- stared up into my own, and again the maddening peal of fiendish laughter rang
- close beside my ear. now I was touched on all sides by the walls of the
- terrible press; there came a heavy crush, and I felt all sense blotted out in
- darkness.
- I awoke at last; the corpse was gone, but I had taken his {255} place upon
- the bier. In the same attitude which he had kept I lay motionless, conscious,
- although in darkness, that I wore upon my face the counterpart of his look of
- agony. The room had grown into a gigantic hall, whose roof was framed of iron
- arches; the pavement, the walls, the cornice were all of iron. The spiritual
- essence of the metal seemed to be a combination of cruelty and despair. Its
- massive hardness spoke a language which it is impossible to embody in words,
- but any one who has watched the relentless sweep of some great engine crank,
- and realised its capacity for murder, will catch a glimpse, even in the
- memory, of the thrill which seemed to say, "This iron is a tearless fiend," of
- the unutterable meaning I saw in those colossal beams and buttresses. I
- suffered from the vision of that iron as from the presence of a giant
- assassin.
- But my senses opened slowly to the perception of still worse presences. By
- my side there gradually emerged from the sulphurous twilight which bathed the
- room the most horrible form which the soul could look upon unshattered --- a
- fiend also of iron, white-hot and dazzling with the glory of the nether
- penetralia. A face that was theferreous incarnation of all imaginations of
- malice and irony looked on me with a glare withering from its intense heat,
- but still more from the unconceived degree of inner wickedness which it
- symbolised. I realised whose laughter I had heard, and instantly I heard it
- again. Beside him another demon, his very twin, was rocking a tremendous
- cradle framed of bars of iron like all things else, and candescent with as
- fierce a heat as the fiend's.
- And now, in a chant of the most terrific blasphemy which it is possible to
- imagine, or rather of blasphemy so fearful that no human thought has ever
- conceived of it, both the {256} demons broke forth, until I grew intensely
- wicked merely by hearing it. I still remember the meaning of the song they
- sand, although there is no language yet coined which will convey it, and far
- be it from me event to suggest its nature, lest I should seem to perpetuate in
- any degree such profanity as beyond the abodes of the lost no pips are capable
- of uttering. Every note of the music itself accorded with the thought as
- symbol represents essence, and with its clangour mixed the maddening creak of
- the for ever oscillating cradle, until I felt driven into a ferocious despair.
- Suddenly the nearest fiend, snatching up a pitchfork (also of white-hot iron),
- thrust it into my writing side, and hurled me shrieking into the fiery cradle.
- I sought in my torture to scale the bars; they slipped from my grasp and under
- my feet like the smoothest icicles. Through increasing grades of agony I lay
- unconsumed, tossing from side to side with the rocking of the dreadful engine,
- and still above me pealed the chant of blasphemy, and the eyes of demoniac
- sarcasm smiled at me in mockery of a mother's gaze upon her child.
- "Let us sing him," said one of the fiends to the other, "the lullaby of
- Hell." The blasphemy now changed into an awful word-picturing of eternity,
- unveiling what it was, and dwelling with raptures of malice upon its
- infinitude, its sublimity of growing pain, and its privation of all fixed
- points which might mark it into divisions. By emblems common to all language
- rather than by any vocal words, did they sing this frightful apocalypse, yet
- the very emblems had a sound as distinct as tongue could give them. This was
- one, and the only one of their representatives that I can remember. Slowly
- they began, 'To-day is father of to-morrow, to-morrow hath a son that {257}
- shall beget the day succeeding." With increasing rapidity they sang in this
- way, day by day, the genealogy of a thousand years, and I traced on the
- successive generations, without a break in one link, until the rush of their
- procession reached a rapidity so awful as fully to typify eternity itself; and
- still I fled on through that burning genesis of cycles. I feel that I do not
- convey my meaning, but may no one else ever understand it better.
- Withered like a leaf in the breath of an oven, after millions of years I
- felt myself tossed upon the iron floor. The fiends had departed, the cradle
- was gone. I stood alone, staring into immense and empty spaces. Presently I
- found that I was in a colossal square, as of some European city, alone at the
- time of evening twilight, and surrounded by houses hundreds of stories high.
- I was bitterly athirst. I ran to the middle of the square, and reached it
- after an infinity of travel. There was a fountain carved in iron, every jet
- inimitably sculptured in mockery of water, yet dry as the ashes of a furnace.
- "I shall perish with thirst," I cried. "Yet one more trial. There must be
- people in all these immense houses. Doubtless they love the dying traveller,
- and will give him to drink. Good friends! water! water!" A horribly
- deafening din poured down on me from the four sides of the square. Every sash
- of all the hundred stories of every house in that colossal quadrangle flew up
- as by one spring. Awakened by my call, at every window stood a terrific
- maniac. Sublimely in the air above me, in front, beside me, on either hand,
- and behind my back, a wilderness of insane faces gnashed at me, glared,
- gibbered, howled, laughed horribly, hissed and cursed. At the unbearable
- sight {258} I myself became insane, and leaping up and down, mimicked them
- all, and drank their demented spirit.
-
- Hasheesh is indeed an accursed drug, and the soul at last pays a most
- bitter price for all its ecstasies; moreover, the use of it is not the proper
- means of gaining any insight, yet who shall say that at that season of
- exaltation I did not know things as they are more truly than ever in the
- ordinary state? Let us not assert that the half-careless and uninterested way
- in which we generally look on nature is the normal mode of the soul's power of
- vision. There is a fathomless meaning, an intensity of delight in all our
- surroundings, which our eyes must be unsealed to see. In the jubilance of
- hasheesh, we have only arrived by an improper pathway at the secret of that
- infinity of beauty which shall be beheld in heaven and earth when the veil of
- the corporeal drops off, and we know as we are known. Then from the muddy
- waters of our life, defiled by the centuries of degeneracy through which they
- have flowed, we shall ascend to the old-time original fount, and grow
- rapturous with its apocalytpic draught.
-
- I do not remember whether I have yet mentioned that in the hasheesh state
- an occasional awakening occurs, perhaps as often as twice in an hour (though I
- have no way of judging accurately, from the singular properties of the
- hasheesh time), when the mind returns for an exceedingly brief space to
- perfect consciousness, and views all objects in their familiar light.
-
- Awaking on the morrow after a succession of vague and {259} delicious
- dreams, I had not yet returned to the perfectly natural state. I now began to
- experience a law of hasheesh which developed its effects more and more through
- all future months of its use. With the progress of the hasheesh life, the
- effect of every successive indulgence grows more per-during until the hitherto
- isolated experiences become tangent to each other; then the links of the
- delirium intersect, and at last so blend that the chain has become a
- continuous band, now resting with joyous lightness as a chaplet, and now
- mightily pressing in upon the soul like the glowing hoop of iron which holds
- martyrs to the stake. The final months of this spell-bound existence, be it
- terminated by mental annihilation or by a return into the quiet and mingled
- facts of humanity are passed in one unbroken yet chequered dream.
-
- Moreover, through many ecstasies and many pains, I still supposed that I
- was only making experiments, and that, too, in the most wonderful field of
- mind which could be opened for investigation, and with an agent so deluding in
- its influence that the soul only became aware that the strength of a giant was
- needed to escape when its locks were shorn.
-
- Upon William N---- hasheesh produced none of the effects characteristic of
- fantasia. There was no hallucination, no volitancy of unusual images before
- the eye when closed.
- Circulation, however, grew to a surprising fulness and rapidity,
- accompanied by the same introversion of faculties and clear perception of all
- physical processes which startled my in my first experiment upon myself.
- There was stertorous breathing, dilation of the pupil, and a drooping
- appearance {260} of the eyelid, followed at last by a comatose state, lasting
- for hours, out of which it was almost impossible fully to arouse the energies.
- These symptoms, together with a peculiar rigidity of the muscular system, and
- inability to measure the precise compass and volume of the voice when
- speaking, brought the case nearer in resemblance to those recorded by Dr.
- O'Shaughnessy, of Calcutta, as occurring under his immediate inspection among
- the natives of India, than any I have ever witnessed.
-
- At half-past seven in the evening, and consequently after supping instead
- of before, as I should have preferred, he took twenty-five grains of the drug.
- This may seem a large bolus to those who are aware that from fifteen grains I
- frequently got the strongest cannabine effect; but it must be kept in mind
- that, to secure the full phenomena, a much greater dose is necessary in the
- first experiment than ever after. Unlike all other stimuli with which I am
- acquainted, hasheesh, instead of requiring to be increased in quantity as
- existence in its use proceeds, demands rather a diminution, seeming to leave,
- at the return of the natural state (if I may express myself by rather a
- material analogy), an unconsumed capital of exaltation for the next indulgence
- to set up business upon.
-
- For a while we walked silently. Presently I felt my companion shudder as
- he leaned upon my arm. "What is the matter, Bob?" I asked. "Oh! I am in
- unbearable horror," he replied. "If you can, save me!" "How do you suffer?"
- "This shower of soot which falls on me from heaven is dreadful!" {261}
- I sought to turn the current of his thoughts into another channel, but he
- had arrived at that place in his experience where suggestion is powerless.
- His world of the Real could not be changed by any inflow from ours of the
- Shadowy. I reached the same place in after days, and it was then as
- impossible for any human being to alter the condition which enwrapped me as it
- would have been for a brother on earth to stretch out his hands and rescue a
- brother writhing in the pangs of immortality. There are men in Oriental
- countries who make it their business to attend hasheesh-eaters during the
- fantasia, and profess to be able to lead them constantly in pleasant paths of
- hallucination. If indeed they possess this power, the delirium which they
- control must be a far more ductile state than any I have witnessed occurring
- under the influence of hasheesh at its height. in the present instance I
- found all suggestion powerless. The inner actuality of the visions and the
- terror of external darkness both defeated me.
-
- And now, in the midst of the darkness, there suddenly stood a wheel like
- that of a lottery, surrounded by one luminous spot, which illustrated all its
- movements. It began slowly to revolve; its rapidity grew frightful, and out
- of its opening flew symbols which indicated to him, in regular succession,
- every minutest act of his past life: from his first unfilial disobedience in
- childhood --- the refusal upon a certain day, as far back as infancy, to go to
- school when it was enjoined upon him, to the latest deed of impropriety he had
- committed --- all his existence fled before him like lighting in those burning
- emblems. Things utterly forgotten --- things at {262} the time of their first
- presence considered trivial acts --- as small as the cutting of a willow wand,
- all fled by his sense in arrow-flight; yet he remembered them as real
- incidents, and recognized their order in his existence.
- This phenomenon is one of the most striking exhibitions of the state in
- which the higher hasheesh exaltation really exists. It is a partial
- sundering, for the time, of those ties which unite soul and body. That spirit
- should ever loose the traces of a single impression is impossible.
-
- In the morning he awoke at the usual time; but, his temperament being
- perhaps more sensitive than mine, the hasheesh delight, without its
- hallucination, continued for several days.
-
- And now a new fact flashed before me. This agony was not new; I had felt
- it ages ago, in the same room, among the same people, and hearing the same
- conversation. To most men, such a sensation has happened at some time, but it
- is seldom more than vague and momentary. With me it was sufficiently definite
- and lasting to be examined and located as an actual memory. I saw it in an
- instant, preceded and followed by the successions of a distinctly recalled
- past life.
- What is the philosophy of this fact? If we find no ground for believing
- that we have ever lived self-consciously in any other state, and cannot thus
- explain it, may not this be the solution of the enigma? At the moment of the
- soul's reception of a new impression, she first accepts it as a thing entirely
- of the sense; she tells us how large it is, and of what quality. To this
- definition of its boundaries and likeness succeeds, at times {263} of high
- activity, an intuition of the fact that the sensation shall be perceived again
- in the future unveiling that is to throw open all the past. Prophetically she
- notes it down upon the indestructible leaves of her diary, assured that it is
- to come out in the future revelation. Yet we who, from the tendency of our
- thought, reject all claims to any knowledge of the future, can only
- acknowledge perceptions as of the present or the past, and accordingly refer
- the dual realisation to some period gone by. We perceive the correspondence
- of two sensations, but, by an instantaneous process, give the second one a
- wrong position in the succession of experiences. The soul is regarded as the
- historian when she is in reality the sibyl; but the misconception takes place
- in such a microscopic portion of time that detection is impossible. In the
- hasheesh expansion of seconds into minutes, or even according to a much
- mightier ratio, there is an opportunity thoroughly to scrutinise the hitherto
- evanescent phenomena, and the truth comes out. How many more such prophecies
- as these may have been rejected through the gross habit of the body we may
- never know until spirit vindicates her claim in a court where she must have
- audience.
-
- In this world we are but half spirit; we are thus able to hold only the
- perceptions and emotions of half an orb. Once fully rounded into symmetry
- ourselves, we shall have strength to bear the pressure of influences from a
- whole sphere of truth and loveliness.
- It is this present half-developed state of ours which makes the infinitude
- of the hasheesh awakening so unendurable, even when its sublimity is the
- sublimity of delight. We have no {264} longer anything to do with horizons,
- and the boundary which was at once our barrier and our fortress is removed,
- until we almost perish from the inflow of perceptions.
-
- It would be no hard task to prove, to a strong probability, at least, that
- the initiation to the Pythagorean mysteries, and the progressive instruction
- that succeeded it, to a considerable extent consisted in the employment,
- judiciously, if we may use the word, of hasheesh, as giving a critical and
- analytic power to the mind, which enabled the neophyte to roll up the murk and
- mist from beclouded truths till they stood distinctly seen in the splendour of
- their own harmonious beauty as an intuition.
- One thing related of Pythagoras and his friends has seemed very striking to
- me. There is a legend that, as he was passing over a river, its waters called
- up to him in the presence of his followers, "Hail! Pythagoras."
- Frequently, while in the power of the hasheesh dilirium, have I heard
- inanimate things sonorous with such voices. On every side they have saluted
- me, from rocks, and trees, and waters, and sky, in my happiness filling me
- with intense exultation as I heard them welcoming their master; in my agony
- heaping nameless curses on my head as I went away into an eternal exile from
- all sympathy. Of this tradition of Iamblichus I feel an appreciation which
- almost convinces me that the voice of the river was indeed heard, though only
- by the quickened mind of some hasheesh-glorified esoteric. Again, it may be
- that the doctrine of the metempsychosis was first communicated to Pythagoras
- by Theban priests; but the astonishing illustration which hasheesh would
- contribute to {265} this tenet should not be overlooked in our attempt to
- assign its first suggestion and succeeding spread to their proper causes.
- I looked, and lo! all the celestial hemisphere was one terrific brazen
- bell, which rocked upon some invisible adamantine pivot in the infinitudes
- above. When I cam it was voiceless, but I soon knew how it was to sound. My
- feet were quickly chained fast to the top of heaven, and, swinging with my
- head downward, I became its tongue. Still more mightily swayed that frightful
- bell, and now, tremendously crashing, my head smote against its side. It was
- not the pain of the blow, though that was inconceivable, but the colossal roar
- that filled the universe, and rent my brain also, which blotted out in one
- instant all sense, thought, and being. In an instant I felt my life
- extinguished, but knew that it was by annihilation, not by death.
- When I awoke out of the hasheesh state I was as overwhelmed to find myself
- still in existence as a dead man of the last century could be were he now
- suddenly restored to earth. For a while, even in perfect consciousness, I
- believed I was still dreaming, and to this day I have so little lost the
- memory of that one demoniac toll, that while writing these lines I have put my
- hand to my forehead, hearing and feeling something, trough the mere
- imagination, which was an echo of the original pang. It is this persistency
- of impressions which explains the fact of the hasheesh state, after a certain
- time, growing more and more every day a thing of agony. It is not because the
- body becomes worn out by repeated nervous shocks; with some constitutions,
- indeed, this wearing may occur; it never did with me, as I have said, even to
- the extent {266} of producing muscular weakness, yet the universal law of
- constantly acceleration diabolisation of visions held good as much in my case
- as in any others; but a thing of horror once experienced became a
- kappa tau nu mu alpha epsilon sigma alpha epsilon iota , an inalienable dower of
- hell; it was certain to reproduce itself in some --- to God be the thanks if
- not in all --- future visions. I had seen, for instance, in one of my states
- of ecstasy, a luminous spot on the firmament, a prismatic parhelion. In the
- midst of my delight of gazing on it, it had transferred itself mysteriously to
- my own heart, and there became a circle of fire, which gradually ate its way
- until the whole writing organ was in a torturous blaze. That spot, seen again
- in an after-vision, through the memory of its former pain instantly wrought
- out for me the same accursed result. The number of such remembered faggots of
- fuel for direful suggestion of course increased proportionally to the
- prolonging of the hasheesh life, until at length there was hardly a visible or
- tangible object, hardly a phrase which could be spoken, that had not some such
- infernal potency as connected with an earlier effect of suffering.
- Slowly thus does midnight close over the hasheesh-eater's heaven. One by
- one, upon its pall thrice dyed in Acharon, do the baleful lustres appear,
- until he walks under a hemisphere flaming with demon lamps, and upon a ground
- paved with tiles of hell. Out of this awful domain there are but three ways.
- Thank God that over this alluring gateway is not written,
-
- "Lasciate ogni speranza voi ch' entrate!"
-
- The first of these exits is insanity, the second death, the third
- abandonment. The first is doubtless oftenest trodden {267} yet it may be long
- ere it reaches the final escape in oblivion, and it is as frightful as the
- domain it leaves behind. The second but rarely opens to the wretch unless he
- prises it open with his knife; ordinarily its hinges turn lingeringly.
- Towards the last let him struggle, though a nightmare torpor petrify his limbs
- --- though on either side of the road be a phalanx of monstrous Afreets with
- drawn swords of flame --- though demon cries peal before him, and unimaginable
- houris beckon him back --- over thorns, through furnaces, but into --- Life!
- To the first restaurant at hand we hastened. Passing in, I called for that
- only material relief which I have ever found for these spiritual sufferings
- --- something strongly acid. in the East the form in use is sherbet; mine was
- very sour lemonade.1 A glass of it was made ready, and with a small glass
- tube I drew it up, not being able to bear the shock of a large swallow.
- Relief came but very slightly --- very slowly. Before the first glass was
- exhausted I called most imperatively for another one to be prepared as quickly
- as possible, let the flames should spread by waiting. In this way I kept a
- man busy with the composition of lemonade after lemonade, plunging my tube
- over the edge of the drained tumbler into the full one with a precipitate
- haste for which there were mortal reasons, until six had been consumed.
- I returned to hasheesh, but only when I had become hopeless of carrying out
- my first intention --- its utter and immediate abandonment. I now resolved to
- abandon it gradually --- to retreat slowly from my enemy, until I had passed
- the borders of his enchanted ground, whereon he warred with me at vantage.
- Once over the boundaries, and the nightmare spell {268} unloosed, I might run
- for my life, and hope to distance him in my own recovered territory.
- This end I sought to accomplish by diminishing the doses of the drug. The
- highest I had ever reached was a drachm, and this was seldom necessary except
- in the most unimpressible states of the brain, since, according to the law of
- the hasheesh operation which I have stated to hold good in my experience, a
- much less bolus was ordinarily sufficient to produce full effect at this time
- than when I commenced the indulgence. I now reduced my daily ration to ten or
- fifteen grains.
- The immediate result of even this modified resumption of the habit was a
- reinstatement into the glories of the former life. I came out of my clouds;
- the outer world was reinvested with some claim to interest, and the lethal
- torpor of my mind was replaced by an airy activity. I flattered myself that
- there was now some hope of escape by grades of renunciation, and felt assured,
- moreover, that since I now seldom experienced anything approaching
- hallucination, I might pass through this gradual course without suffering on
- the way.
- 1 WEH NOTE: Citric acid has a reductive effect on these sorts of
- intoxications, also Nicotinic Acid and common ethanol in
- quantity.
- As lemon-juice had been sometimes an effectual cure for the sufferings of
- excess, I now discovered that a use of tobacco, to an extent which at other
- times would be immoderate, was a preventive of the horrors of abandonment.
- As, some distance back, I have referred to my own experience upon the
- subject, asserting my ability at times to "feel sights, see sounds," &c., I will
- not attempt to illustrate the present discussion by a narrative of additional
- portions of my own case. It might be replied to me, "Ah! yes, all very
- likely; but probably you are an exception to the general rule: {169} nobody
- else might be affected so." This was said to me quite frequently when, early
- in the hasheesh life, I enthusiastically related the most singular phenomena
- of my fantasy.
- But there is no such thing true of the hasheesh effects. Just as
- inevitably as two men taking the same direction, and equally favoured by
- Providence, will arrive at the same place, will two persons of similar
- temperament come to the same territory in hasheesh, see the same mysteries of
- their being, and get the same hitherto unconceived facts. It is this
- characteristic which, beyond all gainsaying, proves the definite existence of
- the most wondrous of the hasheesh disclosed states of mind. The realm of that
- stimulus is no vagary; it as much exists and England. We are never so absurd
- as to expect to see insane men by the dozen all holding to the same
- hallucination without having had any communication with each other.
- As I said once previously, after my acquaintance with the realm of witchery
- had become, probably, about as universal as anybody's, when I chanced to be
- called to take care of some one making the experiment for the first time (and
- I always was called), by the faintest word, often by a mere look, I could tell
- exactly the place that my patient had reached, and treat him accordingly.
- Many a time, by some expression which other bystanders thought ineffably
- puerile, have I recongised the landmark of a field of wonders wherein I have
- travelled in perfect ravishment. I understood the symbolisation, which they
- did not.
- Though as perfectly conscious as in his natural state, and capable of
- apprehending all outer realities without hallucination, he still perceived
- every word which was spoken to him {270} in the form of some visible symbol
- which most exquisitely embodied it. For hours every sound had its colour and
- its form to him as truly as scenery could have them.
- The fact, never witnessed by me before, of a mind in that state being able
- to give its phenomena to another and philosophise about them calmly, afforded
- me the means of a most clear investigation. I found that his case was exactly
- analogous to those of B. and myself; for, like us, he recognised in distinct
- inner types every possible sensation, our words making a visible emblematic
- procession before his eyes, and every perception of whatever sense becoming
- tangible to him as form and audible as music.
-
-
- {271}
-
-
-
-
-
- THE BUDDHIST
-
-
- THERE never was a face as fair as yours,
- A heart as true, a love as pure and keen.
- These things endure, if anything endures.
- But, in this jungle, what high heaven immures
- Us in its silence, the supreme serene
- Crowning the dagoba, what destined die
- Rings on the table, what resistless dart
- Strike me I love you; can you satisfy
- The hunger of my heart!
-
-
- Nay; not in love, or faith, or hope is hidden
- The drug that heals my life; I know too well
- How all things lawful, and all things forbidden
- Alike disclose no pearl upon the midden,
- Offer no key to unlock the gate of Hell.
- There is no escape from the eternal round,
- No hope in love, or victory, or art.
- There is no plumb-line long enough to sound
- The abysses of my heart! {272}
-
-
- There no dawn breaks; no sunlight penetrates
- Its blackness; no moon shines, nor any star.
- For its own horror of itself creates
- Malignant fate from all benignant fates,
- Of its own spite drives its own angel afar.
- Nay; this is the great import of the curse
- That the whole world is sick, and not a part.
- Conterminous with its own universe
- the horror of my heart!
- ANANDA VIJJA.
-
-
- {273}
-
-
-
-
-
-
- THE ANGOSTIC
-
-
- AN Agnostic is one who thinks that he knows everything.
-
- VICTOR B. NEUBURG.
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
- THE MANTRA-YOGA
-
-
- I
-
- How should I seek to make a song for thee
- When all my music is to moan thy name?
- That long sad monotone --- the same --- the same ---
- Matching the mute insatiable sea
- That throbs with life's bewitching agony,
- Too long to measure and too fierce to tame!
- An hurtful joy, a fascinating shame
- Is this great ache that grips the heart of me.
-
- Even as a cancer, so this passion gnaws
- Away my soul, and will not ease its jaws
- Till I am dead. Then let me die! Who knows
- But that this corpse committed to the earth
- May be the occasion of some happier birth?
- Spring's earliest snowdrop? Summer's latest rose?
-
- II
-
- Thou knowest what asp hath fixed its lethal tooth
- In the white breast that trembled like a flower
- At thy name whispered. thou hast marked how hour
- By hour its poison hath dissolved my youth, {275}
- Half skilled to agonise, half skilled to soothe
- This passion ineluctable, this power
- Slave to its single end, to storm the tower
- That holdeth thee, who art Authentic Truth.
-
- O golden hawk! O lidless eye! Behold
- How the grey creeps upon the shuddering gold!
- Still I will strive! That thou mayst sweep
- Swift on the dead from thine all-seeing steep ---
- And the unutterable word by spoken.
-
- ALEISTER CROWLEY.
-
- {276}
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
- THE VIOLINIST
-
-
- THE room was cloudy with a poisonous incense: saffron, opoponax, galbanum,
- musk, and myrrh, the purity of the last ingredient a curse of blasphemy, the
- final sneer; as a degenerate might insult a Raphael by putting it in a room
- devoted to debauchery.
- The girl was tall and finely built, huntress-lithe. Her dress, close-
- fitted, was of a gold-brown silk that matched, but could not rival, the coils
- that bound her brow --- glittering and hissing like snakes.
- Her face was Greek in delicacy; but what meant such a mouth in it? The
- mouth of a satyr or a devil. It was full and strong, curved twice, the edges
- upwards, an angry purple, the lips flat. her smile was like the snarl of a
- wild beast.
- She stood, violin in hand, before the wall. Against it was a large tablet
- of mosaic; many squares and many colours. On the squares were letters in an
- unknown tongue.
- she began to play, her gray eyes fixed upon one square on whose centre
- stood this character, N. It was in black on white; and the four sides of the
- square were blue, yellow, red, and black.
- She began to play. The air was low, sweet, soft, and slow. It seemed that
- she was listening, not to her own playing, but for some other sound. Her bow
- quickened; the air grew {277} harsh and wild, irritated; quickened further to
- a rush like flames devouring a hayrick; softened again to a dirge.
- Each time she changed the soul of the song it seemed as if she was
- exhausted: as if she was trying to sound a particular phrase, and always fell
- back baffled at the last moment.
- Nor did any light infuse her eyes. There was intentness, there was
- weariness, there was patience, there was alertness. And the room was
- strangely silent, unsympathetic to her mood. She was the dimmest thing in
- that gray light. Still she stove. She grew more tense, her mouth tightened,
- an ugly compression. Her eyes flashed with --- was it hate? The soul of the
- song was now all anguish, all pleading, all despair --- ever reaching to some
- unattainable thing.
- She choked, a spasmodic sob. She stopped playing; she bit her lips, and a
- drop of blood stood on them scarlet against their angry purple, like sunset
- and storm. She pressed them to the square, and a smear stained the white.
- She caught at her heart; for some strange pang tore it.
- Up went her violin, and the bow crossed it. It might have been the swords
- of two skilled fencers, both blind with mortal hate. It might have been the
- bodies of two skilled lovers, blind with immortal love.
- She tore life and death asunder on her strings. Up, up soared the phoenix
- of her song; step by step on music's golden scaling-ladder she stormed the
- citadel of her Desire. The blood flushed and swelled her face beneath its
- sweat. Her eyes were injected with blood.
- The song rose, culminated --- overleapt the barriers, achieved its phrase.
- She stopped; but the music went on. A cloud gathered {278} upon the great
- square, menacing and hideous. There was a tearing shriek above the melody.
- Before her, his hands upon her hips, stood a boy. Golden haired he was,
- and red were his young lips, and blue his eyes. But his body was ethereal
- like a film of dew upon a glass, or rust clinging to an airy garment; and all
- was stained hideously with black.
- "My Remenu!" she said. "After so long!"
- He whispered in her ear.
- The light behind her flickered and went out.
- The spirit laid her violin and bow upon the ground.
- The music went on --- a panting, hot melody like mad eagles in death
- struggle with mountain goats, like serpents caught in jungle fires, like
- scorpions tormented by Arab girls.
- And in the dark she sobbed and screamed in unison. She had not expected
- this: she had dreamt of love more passionate, of lust more fierce-fantastic,
- than aught mortal.
- And this?
- This real loss of a real chastity? This degradation not of the body, but
- of the soul! This white-hot curling flame --- ice cold about her heart? This
- jagged lightning that tore her? This tarantula of slime that crawled up her
- spine?
- She felt the blood running from her breasts, and its foam at her mouth.
- Then suddenly the lights flamed up, and she found herself standing ---
- reeling --- her head sagging on his arm.
- Again he whispered in her ear.
- In his left hand was a little ebony box, a dark paste was in it. He rubbed
- a little on her lips.
- And yet a third time he whispered in her ear. {279}
- With an angel's smile --- save for its subtlety --- he was gone into the
- tablet.
- She turned, blew on the fire, that started up friendly, and threw herself
- in an armchair. Idly she strummed old-fashioned simple tunes.
- The door opened.
- A jolly lad came in and shook the snow from his furs.
- "Been too bored, little girl?" he said cheerily, confident.
- "No, dear!" she said. "I've been fiddling a bit."
- "Give me a kiss, Lily!"
- He bent down and put his lips to hers; then, as if struck by lightning,
- sprawled, a corpse.
- She looked down lazily through half-shut eyes whit that smile of hers that
- was a snarl.
- FRANCIS BENDICK.
-
-
- {280}
-
-
-
-
-
-
- EHE!
-
- A DROP FROM THE SPONGE OF KNOWLEDGE.
-
-
- a "Characters." SIMPLEX.
- SIMPLICIOR.
- SIMPLICISSIMUS.
- THE MOB OF THE PHILISTINES.
-
- SIMPLEX.
- Behold, O men: a Tree deep-rooted ---
- A hundred branches from the mighty Trunk,
- And on each branch a hundred leaves ---
- An Axe --- a Child --- a Hand --- a Will!
-
- THE MOB.
- Down with the old tree!
-
- SIMPLEX. ["Unperturbed."]
- And Oh, He, Ho, the Will so powerful!
- (After one million years the tree fell)
- See the result: Toys, TOys, TOYs, TOYS!
-
- SIMPLICISSIMUS. ["Dobmatic."]
- The Spirit of Persistency unborn.
-
- THE MOB.
- Down with the Lords! {281}
-
- SIMPLEX.
- Behold again: an empty well ---
- A crystal pure --- a dry sea ---
- Birds --- a dead bird, a live bird, a phoenix ---
- A dying immortal harlot-goddess ---
- A cage (alas! it broke open
- In the year of the sixteenth Funeral).
-
- THE MOB.
- Down with the birds!
-
- SIMPLICIOR.
- Yet, neither Bird could re-enter it!
-
- THE MOB.
- Beer and Cup-ties!
-
- SIMPLICISSIMUS. ["Pointedly."]
- The Spirit of Persistency conceived!
-
- THE MOB.
- Down with the Spirits!
-
- SIMPLEX.
- Behold again, Impatients, and decide:
- Two centres I saw, that were but one ---
- A thick set of hair upon a white skull ---
- A spider patient (with my qualities),
- Slowly webbing the slightly soiled cavities ---
- A lute, a rapturing lute "aux sons clairs,"
- (But Oh, He, Ho, for three weary years
- The lute hath no song!) --- {282}
-
- THE MOB.
- Down with the foreign bands!
-
- SIMPLEX. ["{Pale, but firm."]
- A rotten corpse,
- Coming to life again (for it cried) ---
- A deep, deep hole --- a beardy man --- and
- Linking,
-
- SIMPLICIOR. ["Radiant."]
- Clearly linking,
-
- SIMPLEX.
- the 6 (or 7 ---
- The Spider counting as the skull's paying guest)
- The Stream fro Heaven unto Us poured ---
-
- THE MOB.
- Down with 'em!
-
- SIMPLEX. ["Smiling."]
- Proving our love's old age in a youth renewed!
-
- SIMPLICISSIMUS. ["Exultant."]
- The Spirit of Persistency growing!
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- THE MOB.
- Hooray!
- GEORGE RAFFALOVICH.
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- HALF-HOURS WITH FAMOUS
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- MAHATMAS. No. 1
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- YOGI MAHATMA SRI AGAMYA PARAMAHAMSA GURU SWAMIJI is a certain Punjabi lala,
- who, on account of his tremendous voice and ferocious temper, has well earned
- for himself the name of The Tiger Mahatma.
- My first acquaintance with His Holiness was in November 1906, when he paid
- his second visit to England. I had seen his name in the daily press, but
- before calling upon him, I had read up what I could about him in his book:
- "Sri Brahma Dhara," in the preface of which he is praised as follows:
- "He seeks to do good, he accepts money from no one, and lives a very
- simple, pure life ... I ... was much impressed by his great breadth of mind,
- his sweet charity, and his loving kindness for every living thing. ... These
- teachings ... breath love and kindness, and dwell upon the joys of pure clean
- living."
- Forewarned is to be forearmed, and I had read the same type of "puff" on
- many a patent pill box!
- On entering 70, Margaret Street I was shown upstairs and ushered into the
- den of Tiger Sri Agamya. Besides himself, there were three people in the
- room, two men and {284} a woman, and as I entered one of the men, an American,
- was saying:
- "O Mahatma! I haven't the faith, I can't get it!"
- To which His Holiness roared out:
- "You sheep are! ... I no want sheep! ... tigers I make ... tigers tear up
- sheep, go away! ... no good, get intellect ... get English! ... no more!!"
- The three then departed, and I was left alone with the Blessed One.
- Neither of us spoke for about ten minutes, then at length, after a go or two
- at his snuff-box, he gave a loud grunt, to which I replied in a solemn voice:
- "O Mahatma, what is Truth?"
- "No Truth! All illusion," he answered, "I am that Master, you become my
- disciple; I show you all things; I lead you to the ultimate reality ... the
- supreme stage of the highest ... the infinite Ultimatum ... the unlimited
- omniscience of eternal Wisdom --- All this I give you if you have faith in
- me."
- As faith is exceedingly cheap in this country, I offered him unlimited
- oceans of it; and at this he seemed very please, and laughed:
- "Ha! ha! You make good tiger cub ... you tear sheep up ... all is
- illusion!" Then after a pause: "De vouman," pointing to the door, "is no
- good!" And the, without further hesitation, he entered upon a veritable Don
- Juan description of his earthly adventures. This I thought strange of so
- sober-minded a saint, and so put to him several questions concerning the
- Vedanta Philosophy, and its most noted exponents, to see what he really did
- know.
- "Do you know Swami Vivekananda?" I asked. {285}
- Ha, he replied, "he no good, he my disciple, I am the master!"
- "And Swami Dayanand Sarasvati?" I continued. The same answer was vouched
- to me, although this latter teacher had died at the age of seventy, forty yeas
- ago. Thinking it about time to change the conversation, I said:
- "O Thou Shower from the Highest! Tell thy grovelling disciple what then "is"
- a
- 'lie'?"
- "Ha!" he replied, "it is illusion, this truth that has been diverged from
- its real point ... an illusive spring in the primo-genial fermentation of
- 'fee-no-me-non,' in this typo-cosmy apparent to the sense which you call 'de
- Vurld'!!!"
- With this, and promises of oceans of blissful reality from the highest
- eternality of ultimate ecstasy, he bade me sit in a chair and blow alternately
- through my nostrils; and, if I had faith, so he assured me, I should in six
- months' time arrive at the supreme stage of the Highest in the infinite
- Ultimatum, and should burst as a chance illusively fermented bubble in the
- purest atmosphere of the highest reality.
- The next occasion on which I saw the Mahatma was at a business meeting of
- his disciples held at 60, South Audley Street. His Holiness called them
- tiger-cubs, nevertheless seldom have I seen such a pen full of sheep. A man
- from Ilfracombe proposed this, and a man from Liverpool second that; at last a
- London plumber arose, and with great solemnity declared: Gintlemen, hi taik
- hit 'is 'oliness his really 'oly, hin fact gintlemen hi taik hit 'e his Gawd;
- ... hand so hi proposes the very least we can do for 'im his to subscribe
- yearly towards 'im folve shillins!" ("'ear, 'ear" from a comrade in the
- corner). However, the sheep wouldn't have it, and the {286} little man sat
- down to ruminate over lead piping, and solder at twopence a stick.
- During the summer of '07 I had little time to waste at number 60, and had
- almost forgotten about the Mahatma, who, so I had been told, had let England
- for America, when I received a card announcing his return, and asking me to be
- present at a general meeting.
- This I did, and as usual was more than bored. After business was over the
- Mahatma entered the room, all his sheep locking round him to seek the turnips
- of his wisdom. On these occasions he would ask questions and select subjects
- upon which his disciples were supposed to write essays. One of these, I can
- still remember, was: "How to help the helpless hands"; another was: "What is
- dis-satisfaction, and what is true satisfaction?" And the answer was: "Love
- fixed on mortal things, without the knowledge of its source, increases
- vibration and creates dissatisfaction ('mortal things' is good!)."
- In his book, "Sri Brahma Dhara," which contains some of the most
- astonishing balderdash ever put in print, may be found his philosophy. This
- is a stewed-up hash of Yoga, Vedanta, and outrageous verbosity. "Love," he
- writes, "is the force of the magician Maya, and is the cause of all disorder"
- (it seems to be so even in his exalted position). "This force of love --- in
- the state of circumgyration in the extended world --- is the cause of all
- mental movements towards the feeling of easiness or uneasiness: but the mind
- enjoys eternal beatitude with perfect calmness, when the force of love is
- concentrated over the unlimited extension of silence" ('silence' is really
- choice!). {287}
- "Virtue," he defines as: "the bent of mind towards self-command" (and
- evidently practises it). His morals are good; but his scientific conceptions
- really "take the cake!" "there are three kinds of animate creations in the
- world," he writes: "They are the creations from (1) the womb; (2) Eggs; (3)
- Perspiration. ..." Another gem: "how is it that some of the bodies are male
- and some are female?" Answer: "If the male seed preponderates, a male body is
- produced; and if female, a female. While, when both are equally proportioned,
- an eunuch is born"(!)
- At one of his male meetings --- there were also female ones; but mixed
- bathing in the ocean of infinite bliss was not allowed --- he related to us
- his pet story, of how he had "flumoxed" the chief engineer and the captain of
- the liner which had brought him back from America.
- He informed them that coal and steam were absurd; what you want, he said,
- is to have two large holes made in the sides of you ship, then the air will
- blow into them and turn the wheels, and make the ship go. When the captain
- pointed out to him, that if a storm were to arise the water might possibly
- flow into the ship and sink it, he roared out, "No! no! ... get English! ...
- get intellect! see! see! de vind vill fill de ship and blow it out of de vater
- and take it across over de vaves!" --- Since this now becomes public property
- there probably will be a slump in turbines!
-
- It was towards the close of last October, when I received from a friend of
- mine --- also a so-called disciple --- a letter in which he wrote: "There was
- a devil of a row at 60 last night. M: pressed me to come to his weekly
- entertainments; so I {288} came. He urged me to speak; so I spoke. He then
- revealed his divine self in an exceptionally able manner; I refrained from
- revealing mine. His divine self reminded one rather of a 'Navvy's Saturday
- Night, by Battersea Burns.'" He further urged me to go and see the Mahatma
- himself on the following Sunday; and this I did.
- I arrived at 60, South Audley Street at seven o'clock. There were already
- about twenty sheepish-looking tigers present, and when the Mahatma entered the
- room, I sat down next to him; for, knowing, in case a scrimmage should occur,
- that a Hindoo cannot stomach a blow in the spleen, I thought it wisest to be
- within striking distance of him.
- The Mahatma opened the evening's discussion by saying: "Humph ... I am
- Agnostic, you are believers. I say 'I don't know,' you contradict me." And
- during the next hour and a half more Bunkum was talked in that room that I
- should say in Exeter Hall during the whole course of the last century. At
- last it ended, and though I had made various attempts to draw His Holiness
- into argument, I had as yet failed to unveil his divinity. He now started
- dictating his precious philosophy, and in such execrable English, that it was
- quite impossible to follow him, and I once or twice asked him to repeat what
- he had said, and as I did so I noticed that several of the faithful shivered
- and turned pale. At length came the word "expectation" or "separation," and
- as I could not catch which, I exclaimed "what?"
- "You pig-faced man!" shouted His Holiness, "you dirty fellow, you come here
- to take away my disciples ... vat you vant vith this: vat! vat! vat! vat! ...
- You do no exercise, else you understand vat I say, dirty man!" And then
- turning to {289} his three head bell-wethers who were sitting at a separate
- table he sneered:
- "X----" (my friend present at the previous revelation of his divinity) "Send
- this pig-one ... eh?"
- "I don't know why ..." I began.
- "Grutch, butch!" he roared, "you speak to me, you co-eater! ... get
- intellect," he yealled, "get English," he bellowed, and up he sprang from the
- table.
- As I did not wish to be murdered, for he had now become a dangerous maniac,
- I rose, keeping my eyes on him, and taking up my hat and stick, which I had
- purposely placed just behind me, I quietly passed round the large table at
- which his terror-stricken fold sat gaping, and moved towards the door.
- The whole assembly seemed petrified with fear. At first the Blesséd One
- appeared not to realize what had happened, so taken aback was he by any one
- having the audacity to leave the room without his permission: then he
- recovered himself, and at the top of his tiger-roar poured out his curses in
- choicest Hindustani.
- On reaching the door I opened it, and then facing him I exclaimed in a loud
- voice in his native tongue:
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- "Chup raho! tum suar ke bachcha ho!"
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- With gleaming eyes, and foaming lips, and arms flung wildly into the air,
- --- there stood the Indian God, the 666th incarnation of Haram Zada, stung to
- the very marrow of his bones by this bitterest insult. Beside himself with
- fury he sprang up, murder written on every line of his face; tried to leap
- across the table --- and fell in an epileptic fit. As he did so, I shut the
- door in his face.
- Aum. SAM HARDY. {290}
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- THE THIEF-TAKER
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- SAïD JAELLAL UD DIN BEN MESSAOUD
- Trusted to Allah for his daily food;
- And so with favour was the Saint anointed
- That never yet had he been disappointed.
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- One day this pious person wished to shave
- His head; a sly and sacrilegious knave
- Passed; when the good man would resume his prayer,
- Alas! his turban was no longer there.
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- In rushed Mohammed, Hassan, and Husein:
- "See! there he goes, the bastard of a swine.
- Hasten, and catch him!" But the good man went
- With melancholy pace and sad intent
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- Unto the burying-ground without the wall;
- And there he sat, stern and funereal,
- Wrapped in deep thought from any outward sense,
- A monument of earnest patience!
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- "Sire!" (a disciple dared at length to say)
- "That wicked person took another way."
- "Wide is the desert," said the saintly seer:
- "But this is certain, that he must come here."
- ALEISTER CROWLEY.
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- SHELLEY. By FRANCIS THOMPSON. With an Introduction by the Rt. Hon. GEORGE
- WYNDHAM. Burns and Oates.
- We would rather not refer to the Rt. Hon. George Wyndham in a paper of this
- character. Let us deal with Francis Thompson.
- Had he no friend to burn this manuscript? To save him from blackening his
- own memory in this way? We were content to give him his appointed niche in
- the temple, that of a delicate, forceful spirit, if rarely capable of cosmic
- expansion. We did not look for eagle-flights; we thought of him as a wild
- goose sweeping from Tibet upon the poppy-fields of Yunnan. But the prose of a
- poet reveals the man in him, as his poetry reveals the god; and Francis
- Thompson the man is a pitiful thing enough. It is the wounded earthworm
- cursing the harrow; the snipe blaspheming the lark. Shelley was a fine, pure,
- healthy man whose soul was habitually one with the Infinite Universe; Thompson
- was a wretch whose body was poisoned by drugs, whose mind by superstition.
- Francis Thompson was so much in love with his miserable self that he could not
- bear the thought of its extinction; Shelley was glad to die if thereby one
- rose could bloom the redder.
- This essay is disgusting; we were all trying to forget Francis Thompson, to
- remember his songs; and here we have his putrid corpse indecently disinterred
- and thrust under our noses.
- The worst of it all is the very perfection of the wrappings. what a poet
- Thompson might have been if he had never heard of Christ or opium; if he had
- revelled in Venice with its courtesans of ruddy hair, swan gracefulness, and
- tiger soul! Instead, he sold matches in the streets of London; from which
- abyss a church meant warmth, light, incense, music, and a pageant of hope.
- To-day, as in the days of Nero, Christianity is no more than the slum-born
- shriek of the degenerate and undersized starvelings that inhabit the Inferno
- of Industrialism.
- So also Thompson, impotent from abuse of opium, reviles Shelley and Byron
- for virility. "O che sciagura essere senza cog!" ---
- Dirt, dogma, drugs! What wonder and what hope lies in the soul of man if
- from such ingredients can be distilled such wine as "The dream tryst?"
- Requiescat in pace. Let the flowers grow on Thompson's grave; let none exhume
- the body!
- A. QUILLER, JR.
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- THE EYES OF ST. LJUBOV:
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- DE LA RATIBOISIERE'S ACCOUNT OF THE
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- TYPHLOSOPHISTS OF SOUTH RUSSIA
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- BY
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- J. F. C. FULLER AND GEORGE RAFFALOVICH
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- THE EYES OF ST. LJUBOV
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- "TELL it us! O tell us it!"
- Elphénor Pistouillat de la Ratiboisière, the Master Magician, hearkened
- unto his disciples, who sat cross-legged around his incense-bowl. His lips
- parted in that unapeable grin of his, and he stopped his nostrils awhile with
- his two forefingers. Then he blew on the charcoal and began.
- "Yes, I will tell it to you, intellectual infants, I will. Listen. Two
- hundred and one years ago --- when I was thin and thirty --- I chanced upon a
- couple, living in South Russia. Boy and girl they were still; but, as it
- were, they unwittingly founded a strange sect of self-mutilated followers,
- and, being the only man alive who witnessed the beginnings thereof, I will
- undertake to keep you interested for more than sixteen minutes with their
- history."
- The room was now darkened, and three large globes of crystal, set under the
- rays of a lamp, stood alone, attracting the eyes. The first globe was limpid
- and colourless, the second was of the palest amethyst, the third of a rich
- yellow. Worlds were revolving within. Then Elphénor broke the silence again.
- "She was a little girl and he was a little boy ..." {295}
- "She looked like a penny toy," murmured the Neptunian of the party.
- None of the others smiled, for the Ancient was already beginning:
- "Per illud nomen per quod Solomo constri8ngebat daemones, et conclusit ..."
- He stopped short, however, seeing that the irrelevant interruption had
- found no echo; and he went on with his narrative, moving his arms to the
- rhythm of his voice, and with his fingers kneading unseen shapes in the air.
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- "THE boy comes in later. I want you to realize how beautiful was the little
- girl. Like a thick thread of scarlet were her lips, comely was her
- countenance, most pleasing to the sight was her earthly body, a temptation to
- the Angels her soul. Her eyes expressed the Infinite Sweetness, the Love
- Merciful; the Pure Innocence of the Eternal Equi-balanced. They were like
- crystalline drops of dew falling on a perfect rock of Carrara marble; eyes
- that looked upon you and created you holy; eyes clearer than the clearest
- rivulet, more beautiful than the most royal amethyst; eyes that illuminated
- the darkest corner of Hell; eyes that set the fashion to the stars of the
- Celestial Vault of Heaven; eyes that were but the imperfect mirror of the soul
- behind. Such was the ten-years-old Ljubov of the goodly countenance.
- When, later on, the usual legend grew around her, it was said that wolves
- had once entered the village, in the midst of {296} winter, starved to
- madness, and had begun eating two cows in their shed, when little Ljubov
- chanced upon them and was discovered half an hour later, surrounded by two
- hundred of these wolves, which were pushing and kicking one another to lick
- her hands.
- On another occasion, extraordinary miracle, one glance from her eyes had
- stopped the tongue of a drunken pope who was swearing at a peasant in the
- foulest language.
- She was, of course, a favourite with all in the village: the simpler and
- nearer Nature their souls, the more they gave the child her proper place. But
- it must not be inferred that little Ljubov was either worshipped or freed from
- such menial works as children of her age are called upon to perform. Nor did
- her playmates realize her superiority. The alleged miracles and the reported
- cases of healing were heard of some ten years after her death, when eye-
- witnesses had all departed from this world. Yet, of course, they were
- possible, quite possible, quite.
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- "ALL of you, suckling babes, have read the Russian tale of the Man who bought
- souls --- or heard of it. Men of a similar turn of mind exist in Russia, and
- I want you to concentrate your mind upon such a man, albeit his bargains cost
- him even less, and were of a more physical reality.
- From town to village he went, in search of treasures ion the shape of eyes.
- The tools of his trade were a few walnut shells, enamelled within, and a
- certain magical liquid preparation, which he used to preserve the qualities,
- freshness and beauty of his acquisitions. {297}
- On the second day after his arrival in the village where Ljubov lived, he
- noticed the child and her marvellous beauty. For hours, having retired to the
- house belonging to a rich lady whose guest he was, he drivelled, with before
- him the enrapturing vision of Ljubov's priceless jewels. He proceeded
- carefully; made friends with all the children; and, the seventh day having
- come, he met her outside the village, by chance --- so she thought --- and
- made her a present of a few trifling ornaments. Then he placed over his own
- eyes two empty shells of walnut, and pretended to play some childish game of
- hide-and-seek.
- After a few minutes, it was her turn to don the blinding apparel. But
- there were different from his, the empty shells he fixed under her eyebrows!
- Ljubov felt no pain, rather an exquisite sensation of physical "bien-être,"
- of wondrous languor. Ay, but a few minutes later, the sun and moon and stars
- had lost their beauty for her. There were two large cavities under her eye-
- lids. The force within the nutshells had drawn the eyes out of them.
- The Man ran away, carrying a treasured little box, and no more was ever
- heard of him in those parts.
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- IV
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- "What boots it to tell of the long, awful days of darkness through which
- poor little Ljubov lived before she grew accustomed to her blindness? I am
- not a medical philosopher; I like home and comfort far too much. If I
- journey, I must needs travel in state,and my staff includes both a medial
- {298} man and a philosopher. Therefore, what need is there for me to think,
- to fathom the depths of childish or human sorrow, to send my brains into a
- tiring process of elucidation? far more pleasant it is to remain a
- contemplative individual. There fore, O Mexican Gaucho, pass me thy pellote
- pouch and let me take a helping of the leaves and root of thy wonderful mescal
- plant. And without thought and without fatigue, I can then "SEE."
- Where was I. my little brethren, fathers of larvae, sons of the she-goat?
- Ah, I know. Well, poor little Ljubov was saved by her magnificent soul from
- despairing thoughts. She lived, very miserable at first, more resigned later
- on.
- And there was a boy, too. He was the blind-born son of an ex-soldier, and
- because of his father's queer and unsocial manner, few people in the village
- would condescend to take interest in him. But he was no mean child,
- nevertheless, and his heart was big.
- Ljubov had denied herself the pitiful satisfaction of explaining her
- accident. No one ever heard from her lips the tale of her list eyes. And, as
- the months passed by, all remembrance of her, as she had bee, died away. Men,
- women and children passed her by, and took no notice of her. Her parents were
- kind, but over-worked. Only Piotr, the blind-born child, realized Ljubov's
- beauty. For if he had no eyes to see with, his other perceptions were
- sharpened for that very reason. he could not very well understand at first
- how, and why, it had come to pass that he, alone in the world --- for he was
- but an ignorant peasant child --- had not received the use of the five
- operations of the Lord. But the village deacon, who had been in trouble for
- some cause or another, {299} and was almost a genius in disgrace --- "terribly"
- "clever" the old men said --- once told the little Piotr what it was to be
- blind. Fortunately for the child's mental equilibrium, he also spoke of the
- compensation.
- "What they mean, boy, when they call you blind, is that you cannot see," he
- said; "that is, your eyes have been given unto you by the devil, and not by
- god. Your father must have been rather a bad fellow, you know. when you hear
- the women singing at the dance, it is that God has given you your ears; if you
- didn't enjoy the sounds it would mean that the devil has given you your ears,
- as the Book says, which God wrote in Russian for our people: "They have ears"
- "and they hear not." However, you hear well, and smell well, and your two
- other senses are all right. What you miss, it's the colour of things. I
- cannot explain it to you, and it would do you no good if I did. Your
- compensation is that you do not see that which is ugly, ugly like old Ivan
- Semenovich, and also that you hear and feel and smell with more accuracy than
- we do. Of course, it is nice to see as well, and I will pray Christ for you,
- especially if you can give me a few coppers with which to buy tapers. You
- must have plenty of them; people seem to give you very freely."
- Thus the tiresome brute, who had but a few chances of getting drunk in the
- place.
- Happily, Piotr and little Ljubov taught one another a simpler and more
- natural theory. She was now twelve, and the boy fourteen years old. And I
- chanced to be staying in the neighbourhood. I met them, as hand in hand they
- cautiously crossed a lane, close to the spot where I was meditating. The girl
- I had seen before the accident, and only {300} by her golden voice did I
- recognize her. I listened to their childish talk, and joined in it, and heard
- it all from her lips. Then, a few days later, something happened. A lady
- entered.
- There Elphénor became silent, for the door was violently shaken from the
- outside.
- "Come in," he said.
- The door was pushed open, then shut again, but no one had entered. The
- disciples exchange a glance of amusement; one of them said:
- "Has a lady entered?"
- They were all made merry by that exhibition of Neptunian spirit of apropos.
- But Elphénor Pistouillat, like the French Southerner he was, missed the
- courteous element in life, and began to curse the twelve young men. He was a
- bad-tempered man, and a very theatrical one.
- He rose and walked to him who had caused them all to laugh.
- "I know you, sir," Elphénor said, purple in the face, "I know you,
- unwholesome monkey. Your father was a dealer in pork sausages and cooked ham,
- a trader in swine. Nothing better could be expected from you than your pig-
- like groans."
- His blood was boiling already, and these few words he uttered were but a
- preliminary letting out of steam. He walked in the dark to a large cupboard
- at the far end of his room and took from a shelf twelve little wax figures
- which he stood on a small table. Rapidly he mumbled an invocation, an
- incantation, and a depreciation. Then he walked to the fireplace, took the
- red-hot poker which he kept ever ready for the purpose of lighting his
- charcoal, and returned with it to the table. {301}
- The twelve disciples felt that something was going to happen, but knew not
- what. An awful feeling overcame their will; they dared not move. Then,
- suddenly, the twelve of them jumped up and fell on the floor, curling
- themselves, howling with intense pain and agony, all in a sweat, their bodies
- aching with all the torments of Fire. The could hear the old man, by his
- table, cursing them and hitting the wax figures with the hot poker, haphazard,
- careless of the spot where he struck; but he struck them all equally. The
- contortions of the men on the yellow painted floor were terrible. he took no
- heed of them, and went on, cursing them each by name and each time hitting one
- figure, corresponding the the name he was cursing.
- Finally, the red-hot iron had turned black again; and Elphénor's arm was
- becoming tired. he gathered all the wax figures and went and threw them all
- into a large pail of water, pushing them down again and again as they came to
- the surface.
- His victims were gradually coming back to their senses. Once more he
- gathered their waxen images and replaced them on the shelf. Then he turned to
- his disciples and shouted:
- "Sit down, ye workers of Iniquity. Did you feel the draught --- or not?
- do not interrupt me again. And if anyone knocks again at the door, clear ye
- out of my visual path."
- They were all trembling with excitement and a mixed feeling of anger and
- desire for a power equal to his. Elphénor blew on the charcoal and incense,
- turned out the lamp over the three crystal globes, so that they were now
- almost in utter darkness, and took up the thread of his narrative.
- "The Lady who now comes before the footlights fell short {302} of being a
- great hysterical Countess Tarnowska; she had many lovers who went mad over her
- body, and whom she "could" drive to drink --- or to murder, but she had not done
- so; she had only driven some of them to suicide, and some even to the loss of
- their self-respect. The Man who stole Eyes was one of these.
- Without going into their respective or joint history let it be simply
- recorded that the proud collector of ocular jewels made present to the Lady of
- a pair of magnificent ear-rings --- which were none other than the eyes of
- little Ljubov set in gold. When the Lady came to stay at the country house on
- the outskirts of the village, she wore her jewels. The simple peasants fell
- to gossip. The eyes they took for two weird precious stones resembling lapis
- lazuli. One of them spoke of his meeting with the Lady before poor blind
- little Piotr, who listened intently.
- I will now, my friends, give you --- nay, lend you --- a piece of
- information of the utmost importance. It's a fine bit of psychology, too. "A"
- "man is not a wee bit interesting when he speaks of others, but let the beggar"
- "ride his own horse, expound his own experiences, and "(you can bet your shirt
- upon it) "he will be worth listening to."
- Thus the peasant-who-had-met-the-lady. He was usually very dull. But the
- poor fellow had not had any interesting experience in his life, until he met
- Her. She was walking in the garden, cutting flowers for the table, and,
- seeing a moujick digging the soil, summoned him.
- "When thou hast done digging this hole, cut me some flowers," she said.
- And he fell to work with all his might, his body seeming {303} young and
- beautiful in the precision of its mechanical actions. She let her eye fall
- upon him and wondered. ... Presently he had done digging and set to cut her
- some flowers, looking at her all the while, already feeling strange and new
- sensations, sweating in an uncontrolled Sukshma-Pranayama.
- Alack-a-day, fellows! That was a fine lady for a poor ignorant moujick to
- behold. She stood, to the end of his days, for a divine apparition. Had he
- know of OUR LADY HECATE, (blessed be he who murmurs her name with awe! may she
- gleefully look upon us!) he would have considered his vision to be a visit of
- the great Goddess (her name be rapidly uttered in the Vault of our beloved
- Brethren the Ka D Sh Knights of Water P.A...P.P. Water).
- to cut our tale short, for the time is approaching for our libations, the
- peasant heard the voice of the Lady. She thanked him, him, a poor peasant,
- her slave, and left him to his work. Her image, however, remained clear
- before his eyes and he did not fail in his description of her.
- Well, little Piotr heard it all. As there was but one woman in the whole
- world whom he loved, the description of another woman did not in the least
- attract his attention. Only when mention was made of her magnificent jewels
- did his ears stand up.
- "What are ear-rings?" he asked of Ljubov, when he felt her tiny hand in
- his, a little later.
- "They are beautiful things, Piotr," she answered. "They are beautiful to
- the eye."
- "Hah!" he sighed --- for that was the one thing he could not well realize.
- "They are stones with fire or water in them." {304}
- "What, do they burn? do they feel cool to the hand?"
- "Only to the eye, dear. "I" remember. One sets them in gold and wears them
- hanging from the ear, or round one's neck."
- "Would you like to "feel" some, Ljubov?"
- "Oh yes! ... But, it's no use, dear, I couldn't "see" them."
- "Perhaps you would like just to pass your fingers over then, and try to
- imagine what they ... er ... look like?"
- "I think I would. Then I could explain better to you what I mean."
- Piotr signed again and soon left her. In the evening he wandered around
- the house where the Lady was staying. She was walking in the garden and he
- listened to her voice while she sang softly to herself. Presently she sat
- down.
- Piotr was well used to directing his steps without the use of eyes, and he
- managed to creep behind her. A fixed idea had taken possession of his
- childish brain. He would take the jewels everyone thought so beautiful, and
- take them to Ljubov.
- Suddenly, he sprang forward and his hands searched in the darkness for the
- ears. A tiny little sound, made by the Lady, as she turned round, helped him
- to find the place. His fingers closed on each side over the ears and he
- pulled out with a violent movement. The Lady fell unconscious without having
- uttered a sound, so acute and sudden had been the pain.
- Piotr went away slowly, his hands grasping two ear-rings with a little
- piece of human flesh attached to them. {305}
-
-
-
- V
-
- He sought Ljubov. She, who was like a shoot out of the stem of Jesse, who
- did not judge after the sight of her eyes, who could stretch out her hand on
- the den of the basilisk and play on the hole of the asp, without ever coming
- to grief, fell a-trembling with an unconscious knowledge of that which was
- going to happen. It dawned upon her that she had come to a point where the
- road was to become broad under her feet and of an easier walk than the dark
- path upon which she had of late journeyed. I was hiding behind a tree when
- Pitr approached her, and so I witnessed their meeting.
- He, also, was quaking with excitement. Brandishing his two hands, somewhat
- red with the blood of his victim, he spoke pantingly.
- "Ljubov, my little sister" he said, "I have two fine jewels for thee. Feel
- them."
- But as she put her hand forward he withdrew his; and, instinctively, rubbed
- the two ear-rings with a corner of his blouse. The particles of flesh fell
- down during the process.
- Then he took a step nearer to her and seized her shoulder, endeavouring to
- place one pendant where he knew it ought to be worn. But his hand trembled
- much; neither was her own body steady. They both laboured under great nervous
- excitement."
- "I could not," Elphénor went on, "tell you how the thing happened, unless I
- used my imagination --- and the whole pack of you are unworthy of that
- exertion --- nor will I take the trouble to search the bottom drawers of my
- reason for any explanation of what I take to be a very scarce phenomenon."
- {306}
- Briefly --- for the time is approaching which we must better utilize ---
- Piotr's hand shook so that he missed touching the lobe of little Ljubov's ear.
- The jewel he held up to her face touched, instead, one of the empty orbits of
- his little friend.
- Our villain, the Man who bought and stole Eyes, must have done his job very
- properly indeed, for Ljubov, who, in a vain attempt to see that which was
- shewn her, had open wide the dark cavities under her eyebrows. Well, I
- suppose the eye touched a still sensitive nerve. No sooner had it done so
- than she uttered an exclamation.
- "I see! Piotr, I SEE! I SEE!"
- And helping herself now, she rapidly unset the eyes from their golden crown
- and thrust them where they ought to have been all that time. Miracle of
- Miracles! She saw as you and I do. She saw poor little Piotr who stood
- before her, almost out of his mind, sharing her excitement.
- She took his hand, drew him to her and kissed his forehead. Then she wept
- for a long time. finally, she sat down by him and told him of her new
- sensations.
-
-
-
- VI
-
- But they were unsatisfactory. The sky she saw was, in spite of the Stars,
- inferior to the beauty she had endowed it with. The sweet face of her little
- friend even was less sweet to behold than it had been to her childish fancy.
- And, gently, with an extraordinary delicacy, she spoke of her disappointment.
- "Oh! it was more beautiful as we thought it, Piotroushka!" she exclaimed.
- {307}
- And, acting upon an impulse, she dropped her eyes in her hand and threw
- them behind her without a sigh.
- I picked them up, my friends, while the two children stood, their arms
- linked together, a sad by resigned expression gradually coming over their
- faces.
- Ay, I picked them up, but I won't shew them to you, unworthy foxes.
- And now, Lights please ... let us take to the ritual. Brother H., fill the
- Holy Cups ... Holy be the Lamps of Joy! Holy be the Lamps of Sorrow! Let us
- enter the Ark of Increased Knowledge!"
-
-
-
- VII
-
- A little late one of the Disciples inquired of the Master:
- "You spoke of a strange sect of self-mutilated followers, O Master, what of
- them?"
- "What of them?" Elphénor repeated. "Well, they were those who listened to
- Ljubov, and took her word for it --- that one sees a better world if one has
- no human eyes. They put it into practice and their ranks were soon filled.
- They blinded themselves; they blinded their children almost in their cradles.
- Oh yes, there were soon hundreds of them who worshipped the Lord our God in
- that manner; and Ljubov and Piotr were their ministers. Is that all you want
- to know?
- "Master, what of the Lady?"
- "The Lady? Faugh! She went away; the spirits of the Earth prevented her
- from lodging a complaint; she hid her {308} wounded ears under a thick
- ornament of pearls and gold. it was not bad with her! Besides, what is she
- to you, anyhow, billy-goat?
- "And now, all of ye, clear out, and walk ye all to your rooms with the
- mantra."
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
- FINIS
-
-
- {309}
-
-
-
-
-
- MIDSUMMER EVE
-
- FAINT shadows cross the shifting spears of light,
- Pale gold and amethyst, or warmly white,
- Till velvet shod, unseen, the wizard hours
- Hold thus their elfin court amid the flowers,
- That wake to wingèd music of the night.
- And silken signs scarce stir the amorous bowers
- Where 'passioned sleep his poppy garland showers,
- In dreams which mock the hastening moments flight.
-
- Up soars the moon, and higher still and higher
- The dancers leap to catch some fairy fire
- to steal and 'prison in the glow-worm's tail,
- For pixie torches should the starlight fail;
- Reflecting gems which deck the elfin choir,
- Melting like snowflakes at the daybreak pale.
- ETHEL ARCHER.
-
- {310}
-
-
-
- THE POETICAL MEMORY
-
- AN ESSAY
-
- I AM one of those silly people (there are a lot of them --- quite enough to
- make it pay) who are so irritated at the arrival of a bill that I nearly
- always throw it on the fire. For all that, I had been humbly proud of my
- memory, and it was an awful shock to me one morning when I received this
- bill,
-
- {Facsimile on page 331 described:
-
- This is a statement of account due from J W Benson. Ltd., Jewellers,
- goldsmiths, silversmiths and watch & Clock Makers, 25 Old Bond St., (Steam
- Factories Ludgate Hill)., established 1749. The letter head carries five arms
- of royal houses with supporters and draperies: King of Greece, King of
- Portugal, Late Queen Victoria, Emperor of Russia and King of Siam --- all "by
- appointment to's or purveyors to's. Prize medals of London 1862 to left and
- of Paris-Dublin to right, two each --- these not described in detail here,
- lacking as they do any particular significance beside identity. The place
- and date in mixed hand and print is: London Xmas 1908.
- The following text is written in hand (as best I can decipher it):
-
- "E A Crowley, Esq.
- 21 Warwick Road,
- L{?} 1614 Kensington W.
-
- 1907
- April " To repairing. Coffee Pot 4 6
- Sep. 7 " new glasses to gold keyless 1/2 hunting Watch 2 .
- 1907
- Oct. 30 " relining and refitting lid of Crocodile┐
- Suit Case pigskin, stuffing two new │
- pigskin pockets and new tooth brush │
- bottle: repairing and supplying two ├ 8 10 -
- plated clips to side standards --- │
- removing bruises and polishing all │
- silver mounts --- also cleaning and │
- renovating all leather fittings ┘
- 28 " repairing and cleaning gold keyless┐
- half hunting Watch ├ 13 6
- ┘_________________
- £ 9 10 -
- =================}
-
- for I had a very clear impression in my mind that the contract was for £5.
- {311}
-
- Indeed, I wrote and said so.
- But ala! my poor memory was most certainly at fault. Messrs. Bensons
- replied:
-
- {Facsimile on page 332 described:
-
- Same letterhead as that on page 331. Text follows:
-
- "London January 21st 1909.
-
- "Sir,
- In reply to your letter respecting your account we
- bet to enclose statement here with, from which you will
- see that the £5 you handed to our Assistant was in
- payment of your old account, the various items of
- which ranged from October 1906 to September 1907, and
- statements of which had been rendered to you each quarter.
- This payment of £5/-/- left a balance of 6/6, and with the
- 13/6 charged for repairing the gold Watch and £8/10/- for
- repairing Suit Case, the total of your account to date
- is £9.10/-. With regard to the item of £8/10/- we cannot
- understand how you come to be under the impression that
- it should only be £5, as we are certain are Assistant
- did not quote this latter price for doing up the Suit Case.
- Trusting that this explanation will make the matter
- quite clear to you,
- We get to remain, Sir.
- Your obedient...{?}
- E.A. Crowley, Esq., J. W. Benson Ltd.
- 21 Warwick Road for J.B.
- Kensington W. -----------
- ----------- }
-
- {312}
-
- this explanation "did" make the matter quite clear to me; for I had all the
- time in my possession --- not thrown in the fire after all! --- their original
- account.
-
- {Facsimile on page 333 described:
-
- Same letterhead as that on page 331. Text follows:
-
- "London 30. 10. 1905
-
- "E A Crowley Esq
- 21 Warwick road
- 125 Kensington.
-
- To
- Relining and refitting with pigskin case of
- ..... Suit Case new Pigskin pockets
- & new cut glass tooth brush bottle
- supplying two plated clips & refinishing
- side standards, removing bruises
- & repolishing all Silver mounts
- cleaning & repairing a gold Keyless 5
- Half Hunting English ... Watch 13 6
- Balance of old a/c. 6 6
- ---------
- £ 6 - - }
-
- ALEISTER CROWLEY1
-
- {313}
-
-
- 1 WEH NOTE: I suppose A.C. liked the numbers...
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
- ADELA
-
- Jupiter Mars P Moon
- VENEZIA, "May" 19"th", 1910.
-
- JUPITER'S foursquare blaze of gold and blue
- Rides on the moon, a lilac conch of pearl,
- As if the dread god, charioted anew
- Came conquering, his amazing disk awhirl
- To war down all the stars. I see him through
- The hair of this mine own Italian girl,
- Adela
- That bends her face on mine in the gondola!
-
-
- There is scarce a breath of wind on the lagoon.
- Life is absorbed in its beatitude,
- A meditative mage beneath the moon
- Ah! should we come, a delicate interlude,
- To Campo Santo that, this night of June,
- Heals for awhile the immitigable feud?
- Adela!
- Your breath ruffles my soul in the gondola! {314}
-
-
- Through maze on maze of silent waterways,
- Guarded by lightless sentinel palaces,
- We glide; the soft plash of the oar, that sways
- Our life, like love does, laps --- no softer seas
- Swoon in the bosom of Pacific bays!
- We are in tune with the infinite ecstasies,
- Adela!
- Sway with me, sway with me in the gondola!
-
-
- They hold us in, these tangled sepulchres
- That guard such ghostly life. They tower above
- Our passage like the cliffs of death. There stirs
- No angel from the pinnacles thereof.
- All broods, all breeds. But immanent as Hers
- That reigns is this most silent crown of love,
- Adela
- That broods on me, and is I, in the gondola.
-
-
- They twist, they twine, these white and black canals,
- Now stark with lamplight, now a reach of Styx.
- Even as out love --- raging wild animals
- Suddenly hoisted on the crucifix
- To radiate seraphic coronals,
- Flowers, flowers --- O let our light and darkness mix,
- Adela,
- Goddess and beast with me in the gondola!
-
-
- Come! though your hair be a cascade of fire,
- Your lips twin snakes, your tongue the lightning flash,
- Your teeth God's grip on life, your face His lyre, {315}
- Your eyes His stars --- come, let our Venus lash
- Our bodies with the whips of Her desire.
- Your bed's the world, your body the world-ash,
- Adela!
- Shall I give the word to the man of the gondola?
-
- ALEISTER CROWLEY.1
-
- {316}
-
-
- 1 WEH NOTE: This is a hyperbole of sexual intercourse, "viz." "The
- old man in the boat", etc.
-
-
-
-
-
- THE THREE WORMS
-
- IN the great vault is a coffin. In the coffin is the corpse of a very
- beautiful woman. The vault is deep under the ground and very still. Above
- its bricks is a layer of earth, and if any sound at all percolates into this
- chamber of death, it is only the delicate tremor and rustle of things growing,
- of the grass seed pushing its tiny way through the mould, to break at the last
- into its narrow slip of bright green flame. This, and the weak whisper of
- trailing rose-roots in whose brown and ugly stems glow such a tender sap and
- noiseless fervour of exquisite perfume. At intervals, maybe, this dark blue
- silence is wounded by strange creakings and indescribably tremors: noises that
- are really the wastings and settlings of decaying bone and flesh, just as if
- Death were feasting his lips at last with murderous kisses on the flesh of his
- latest mistress in the secret peace of his terrible bridal chamber. All
- around the vault are hung great blue-black carpets of shadow, and the floor is
- damp, and wriggling with the spawn of low life.
- Let us look into the coffin of the beautiful dead woman, look into it as we
- would have strangers look into our own with the child eyes of fancy and
- imagination, rather than with the cold and scaly eyes of knowledge.
- Only to vulgar and brutish eyes is there any horror, for {317} the sweet
- process of life is at work in every cell and particle of the dead. Truly,
- there is no such thing as death. Lips grown tired of speech, and outhonied of
- the honey of all kisses fade and whisper away into something else. The crude
- utterances of human language fail them, and they win instead the subtle
- perfumed conversation of flowers and vegetation. Thus their dust comes to lie
- about a rose-root, and with the lovely chemistry of earth they tremble back to
- the surface once more as crinkled and crimson perfume, or a frail flutter of
- yellow longing. Like flags, like tender waving pennons or messengers of hope
- and greeting from those beleaguered ones dissolving in the fastnesses of
- earth.
- Every rose, every lily is a message from our dead: a sigh or a smile:
- something simple like the daisy from a simple heart, something of weird and
- oppressive beauty from some poet's brain, like the passion flower or the
- fuchsia.
- In the coffin of the beautiful dead woman, there are three worms, sweet,
- clean, wavy, little maggots that will one day carry all the charm and delight
- of the dead back into the world again, will quicken and nourish seeds and
- roots, so that in the pink glamour of an April almond tree, the glory of the
- dead woman's hair shall be returned again.
- One of these creatures is poised over her mouth, which again, to vulgar in
- unseeing eyes, looks ugly, though it is really more beautiful now than ever it
- was, for it is quick with frail seeds of countless existences, and is become a
- very factory and warehouse of Life Itself.
- Another worm is coming out of the dead right eye of the woman, coiled, as
- it were, like a little pink amethyst from the stuff of her brain. And yet
- another peers from the mysterious {318} citadel of her heart, which like a
- faded and extinguished censer, rusts in the decadence of its scented memories.
- The three worms dispose themselves and begin to talk.
- The little worm which is issuing from her mouth begins:
-
- "I am her mouth, her beautiful mouth, that sweet frail chalice where her
- soul delighted to dissolve itself and to lie. That mouth of hers, so nervous,
- so intimately sensible, that it is pleasant to think of it as the fragile rim
- of the holy and wonderful amphora of her strange exultant being.
- "I am --- since I was fed on them --- all that litany of kisses which
- passion flung like a storm of wet rose-leaves on to her mouth --- am, am I
- not? --- all those dreams and pale blue shimmering fantasies that love drew
- like mists out of the hearts of all her lovers to expire in the stained
- fervour of an instant's rapture.
- "I am --- forgive it to me! --- all the lies which floated from her lips as
- sweetly as caresses, all those lies which fled like arrows barbed with gall
- into the ravished brains of her adorers. One I sent to America, and another
- to pick out the green glint of Death's eye in the lustre of a glass of poison.
- I tore husband from wife with my wingèd scented words, redolent of the very
- nudity and flesh of love, yellow, crocus-tinted, opalescent, murderously
- sweet.
- "I pricked the souls of little children with the crystal toys of speech
- that fell from the melting coral of my curvèd lips.
- "I was East and West, and North and South, and sun and moon, and shuddering
- flight of stars to more than one, and it seems to me, as one of her heirs and
- sons, that she was not a good woman. {319}
- "I fear she was bad, for from me were twisted such devious messages, such
- various, unalike reports, that yes and no became counters of speech almost
- indistinguishable to my thinking. Once, I remember, there trickled from me a
- vagrant little flow of words, so bitter and so inviting, so poisonous and yet
- so intoxicating, that the soul for whom they were meant held up the silver
- goblets of hearing for its own destruction with trembling, greedy hands,
- covetous and anxious, hungry and afraid. her voice that purled and rippled
- and sang through me -- ah! it was like a kiss caged in her throat, and to hear
- it made a man a father in longing. There are voices like that, and when men
- hear them, they live a lifetime in an instant, mate, rear children, are
- widowed, or have their eyes closed for them for the last time by these women
- whose souls they thus secretly and inviolately espouse."
-
- After a little silence the worm which issued from her eyes then spoke:
-
- "I am her eyes, and she was bad, bad as her mouth says. Some of that
- mouth's warm tribute came indeed to me, and I was shut from seeing with the
- close lips of men beating time to the superb madness of their love music and
- rhythmic kisses. And I saw --- O what I saw! --- mountains that bowed to her,
- and stringed necklaces of stars that flashed in ecstasy on Eternity's bosom
- from the very sight of her. Seas over which she passed on a sensuous errand
- as live and tremulous as the heave of their own great hearts --- heaves that
- are the world's sighs for the little brood that teases it, and festers the
- green and waving glory of its skin and hair. {320}
- "Much have I looked upon --- I, the now crawling, damp and sightless
- evidence of her sight.
- "I am her eyes.
- "Empires shone in me: suns set, moons arose, and were drowned like lovely
- naiads in the waters of the sky. I knew wild flowers so beautiful, that one
- dared not touch them lest their beauty start to mere ugly life.
- "I am that quiver of fragile and delicious expectation that shone in the
- virgin eyes of here when ... O happy hour!
- "I am that greediness, that terrible woman's greediness, fierce as drought,
- relentless as Death, which devours its own portion in the feast of life.
- "And I too, like her mouth, witness to it that she was evil. The senses
- are the person in so much as they are the sweet janitors to all that come and
- go. Through our five portals life only flows, and the flavour of its tides is
- with us always. I sit in judgment on myself --- I where the world could
- gather itself in one, little, humble, focus-point of curiosity and pep into
- the garden of her soul --- I --- where seas could be held calm and captive in
- a little pool of blue --- I --- who could consume mountains in a flash, and
- devour the dawn, I who could bit the moon trail her white limbs for my
- pleasure through the windy bagnios of the sky.
- "I sit in judgment and condemn, for often I was a sword when Truth was a
- little child, and the breasts of my beauty I gave to Worthlessness in the
- stinking lupanars of Treachery and Deceit.
- "Brothers, like the afterlight of day, I the light of her life consort with
- the shadows of evening, and I say it softly, {321} gently, ever as Spring's
- flying feet touch with unaccustomed primroses the wood, I say it --- She was
- bad."
-
- Then the third worm, which came from the woman's heart, turned to the other
- two, and said:
-
- "I am her heart ... her beautiful, beautiful heart.
- "What do you know of the deeds of the Queen who were never in her council
- chamber?
- "When you were bold, I was perhaps afraid, and when you exulted, there was
- I know not what trouble of sadness throbbing within me. All that you were I
- sustained: all your pleasure stirred through me, and you but harvested that
- which I sowed.
- "When you were all aflame, it was I who lit you, and you could not even be
- sad without me.
- "Not less tender than the inviting curl --- like a curled and fluffy
- feather of coral --- with which you who were her lips made welcome to some
- man, was the slow hypnotic wave of my thurible with whose essence I drenched
- ever cell of her body. I say that she was good, for she was human and she
- loved, oh! so sweetly, so delicately, so tenderly.
- "What you did, you, her lips, her eyes and her other senses, was but to
- make vain effigies of our interior delight, to shatter in the broken shards of
- translation the mysterious silent beauty of the vase itself.
- "I, the woman's heart of her, was like to a cave were thousands of voices
- of unborn children cried softly in the dark, where one felt their
- outstretching hands in pale and piteous appeal, as one may hear the early
- lilies break through the encompassing earth. In me were the seed of kisses
- that could only burst to flower in a hundred years to come. {322}
- "I am her heart, her ordinary, commonplace woman's heart. Commonplace!
- Ah! nothing is so mysterious as the commonplace, for it is only Subtlety
- sleeping and holding its hands a little while. A country clod is more
- interesting than the most awake and magnetic of geniuses, even as the veiled
- and cloistered odours of Spring with which one knows the earth is tingling in
- Winter are more delirious and exciting than the naked bosoms of May.
- "Will you believe me, that, but I know not what exquisite contradiction,
- the sweetest kiss was ever a pang to her, and yielding was only less terrible
- than denial?
- "On my small insistent beat have lain heads that were heavy with great
- dreams: men of action and men of fancy who loved her and were loved, it may
- be, a little of her too. I have been the couch of treaties and the pillow of
- financial strifes, and on me much uncoined gold has slept through dreamless
- transparent nights.
- "Once a poet received her favours, and his head, bowed and weighted with
- its spongy amorphous magic, rested on me like a honeycomb, all giddy and
- vibrant with perfume and emotion.
- "And once an old mother's head, gray and weary with its long rolling down
- the years, found on me the unexpected peace and happiness of the old. For the
- old are so lonely, and no one is their friend. ... So, my brothers, I give you
- the key of all her secrets except that secret which she shares with Time and
- herself.
- "I can make all plain except my own mystery, which is the tragedy of
- everyone, worm, or man, or God.
- "Blaspheme no more in such childish, imitative fashion! {323} You are
- nearer the world than I, and its weak vanity has stained you. The eye looks
- at the world, and the world looks at the eye, and though each learns from the
- other, it is not often an even bargain and exchange. ..."
-
- Then, as the heart-worm ceased to speak, the other two, the eye-worm and
- the mouth-worm, drew closer to where during all his talking they had been
- magnetically moved. And all those years which they had passed unconsciously
- as the lips or the eyes of a woman became suddenly revealed, most vividly
- different to them.
- They could not speak, the two detractors, for they had learnt the wisdom
- and merit of sin. They knew that good and evil are the same thing, that in a
- world of illusion he who has the most illusions is the richest man, that to be
- wise unto ignorance is the fairest counsel, that they knew nothing and yet
- all, that ...
- And the heart-worm, whose judgment and reasonings had been so readily
- accepted by the others, grew in his turn a sceptic, since faith cannot live
- without doubt, and truth is only co-existent with untruth, as day with night,
- as life with death, as, O beloved! my heart with thine, as vain and coloured
- chatterings like this with noble and involate silence.
- EDWARD STORER.
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-
-
- THE FELON FLOWER
-
- AS the sighing of souls that are waiting the close of the light,
- As the passionate kissings of Love in the Forest of Night,
- As the swish of the wavelets that beat on a cavernless shore,
- Or the cry of the sea-mew that echoes a moment or more,
- So the voice of thy spirit soft-calling my soul in its flight.
-
- As the breath of the wind that is borne from the island of Love,
- As the swift-moving cloudlets that sail in the heaven above,
- As the warmth of the sunlight that breaks on the shimmering sea,
- And the sweetness that lurks in the sting of the honey-fed bee,
- So the joy of thy kiss, the dread offspring of serpent and dove.
-
- As the trail of the fiery lightnings which gleam in the dark,
- As the light from the measureless Bow of the sevenfold Arc,
- As the fires which glance o'er the face of the treacherous deep,
- When none but the furies may rest, and the nereids weep, ---
- So thy meteor eyes, brightest sirens alluring Love's barque.
-
- When hid in the wonderful maze of thy whispering hair,
- Alone with the shadows and thee, and away from the glare {325}
- Of the burning and pitiless day, and the pitiless light, ---
- Thee only beside me, above me the mystical night,
- No dream so created in darkness was ever more fair.
-
- For then was thy touch as the light of a life-giving fire,
- Which kindles, and scorches, and burns, with unsated desire,
- Thy breath the warm essence of myrtle, the fragrance of pine,
- The languorous smoke of a temple obscene yet divine,
- Which gladdens the soul of a god in his passionate ire.
-
- So silent those nights, I could fancy the uttermost deep
- Engulfed us for ever, --- for ever in silence to keep
- The tale of our wooing: till sweetly the murderous hours
- Had lulled us to rest; and the magical poison of flowers
- Had stolen our brains, and our eyelids were heavy with sleep.
-
- Ah love! They are banished, yet not so the strength of the spell
- Which holds both our beings in bondage, a bondage so fell
- That even the angels above cannot alter its power;
- It lives in the memory yet of one passionate hour,
- When from the dark bosom of Hell sprang a fair felon flower.
- ETHEL ARCHER.
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-
-
- THE BIG STICK
-
-
- COUNTERPARTS. Vol. XVI of THE BROTHERHOOD OF THE NEW LIFE. An Epitome of the
- Work and Teaching of Thomas Lake Harris. By RESPIRO. 2"s". 6"d". net. A New
- Edition. C. W. Pearce and Co., 139, West Regent Street, Glasgow.
-
- If we are in any way to shadow forth the Ineffable, it must be by a
- degradation. Every symbol is a blasphemy against the Truth that it indicates.
- A painter to remind us of the sunlight has no better material than dull ochre.
- So we need not be surprised if the Unity of Subject and Object in
- Consciousness which is Samadhi, the uniting of the Bride and the Lamb which is
- Heaven, the uniting of the Magus and the god which is Evocation, the uniting
- of the Man and his Holy Guardian Angel which is the seal upon the work of the
- Adeptus Minor, is symbolized by the geometrical unity of the circle and the
- square, the arithmetical unity of the 5 and the 6, and (for more universality
- of comprehension) the uniting of the Lingam and the Yoni, the Cross and the
- Rose. For as in earth-life the sexual ecstasy is the loss of self in the
- Beloved, the creation of a third consciousness transcending its parents, which
- is again reflected into matter as a child; so, immeasurably higher, upon the
- Plane of Spirit, Subject and Object join to disappear, leaving a transcendent
- unity. This third is ecstasy and death; as below, so above.
- It is then with no uncleanness of mind that all races of men have adored an
- ithyphallic god; to those who can never lift their eyes above the basest plane
- the sacrament seems filth.
- Much, if not all, of the attacks upon Thomas Lake Harris and his worthy
- successor "Respiro" is due to this persistent misconception by prurient and
- degraded minds.
- When a sculptor sees a block of marble he things "How beautiful a statue is
- hidden in this! I have only to knock off the chips, and it will appear!"
- This being achieved, the builder comes along, and says: "IO will burn this,
- and get lime for my mortar." There are more builders than sculptors in
- England. {327}
- This is the Magic Mirror of the Soul; if you see God in everything, it is
- because you are God and have made the universe in your image; if you see Sex
- in everything, and think of Sex as something unclean, it is because you are a
- sexual maniac.
- True, it is, of course, that the soul must not unite herself to every
- symbol, but only to the God which every symbol veils.
- And Lake Harris is perfectly clear on the point. The "counterpart" is
- often impersonated, with the deadliest results. But if the Aspirant be wise
- and favoured, he will reject all but the true.
- And I really fail to see much difference between this doctrine and our own
- of attaining the Knowledge an Conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel, or the
- Hindu doctrine of becoming one with God. We may easily agree that Lake Harris
- made the error of thinking men pure-minded, and so used language which the
- gross might misinterpret; but sincere study of this book will make the truth
- apparent to all decent men. ALEISTER CROWLEY.
-
- [We print this review without committing ourselves to any opinion as to how
- these doctrines may be interpreted in practice by the avowed followers of
- Harris. --- ED.]
-
-
- "No. 19." By EDGAR JEPSON. Mills and Boon, Ltd.
-
- Arthur Machen wrote fine stories, "The Great God Pan," "The White People,
- etc.
- Edgar Jepson would have done better to cook them alone; it was a mistake to
- add the dash of Algernon Blackwood. A.C.
-
-
- RAINBOWS AND WITCHES. By WILL H. OGILVIE. 4th edition. 1"s." Elkin Mathews.
-
- A great deal of Mr. Ogilvie's verse rings true, an honest sensitive Scots
- heart in this brave world of ours. If he rarely --- perhaps never --- touches
- the summit of Parnassus, at least he is always on the ridge. A.C.
-
-
- AN INTRODUCTION TO THE KABALAH. By W. WYNN WESTCOTT. John M. Watkins.
-
- It is difficult to find words in which to praise this little book. It is
- most essential for the beginner. Lucid and illuminating, it is also
- illuminated. In particular, we are most pleased to find the correlation of
- the Qabalah with the philosophical doctrines of other religions; a task
- attempted by ourselves in {328} "Berashith" and "777," perhaps not so
- successfully from the point of view of the beginner.
- There is of course much beyond this elementary study, and the neophyte will
- find nothing in the book which he does not know; but the book is addressed to
- those who know nothing. It will supply them with a fine basis for Qabalistic
- research. ALEISTER CROWLEY.
-
-
- THE PRIESTESS OF ISIS. By EDOUARD SCHURÉ. Translated by F. ROTHWELL, B.A.
- W. Rider and son. 3"s." 6"d." net.
-
- Books I and II.
-
- I have been trying to read this book for a week, but the rapidly recurring
- necessity to appear on the stage of "Pan, a comedy," in the name-part, has
- interfered, and I have not yet finished it. But it speaks well for the book
- that I have not been too bored by it.
- I like both Hedonia and Alcyone, for I know them; but Memnones seems to
- lack cleanliness of line, and one understands Ombricius so little that one
- loses interest in his fortunes.
-
- Books III and IV.
-
- Book III did rather cheer me. But of course one knew all along that the
- Eruption was to be the God from the Machine. A great pity; why not another
- city and a less hackneyed catastrophe? But it's as well done as possible
- within these limits. The translation might have been better done in one or
- two places --- Bother! here's Hedonia coming for lunch. What a wormy worm
- Ombricius was! D. CARR.
-
-
- PETER THE CRUEL. By EDWARD STORER. John Lane.
- This admirable story of a little-known monarch dresses once more the Middle
- Ages in robes of scarlet, winged and shot with a delicate impressionism. Mr.
- Storer wields a pen like the rod of Moses; he has struck the water of Romance
- from the Rock of History; such scenes have rarely been so vividly described
- since de Sade and Sacher-Masoch passed on the the Great Reward.
- CALIGULA II.
-
-
- MORAG THE SEAL. By J. W. BNRODIE-INNES. Rebman. 6"s."
- One must wish that Mr. Brodie-Innes' English were equal to his imagination.
- Again and again a lack of perfect control over his medium spoils one of the
- finest stories ever thought. All the glamour of the Highlands is here; all
- love, {329} all magic --- which is love --- and Mr. Brodie-Innes' refinement
- avoids the crude detective solution of the mystery.
- And that mystery is enticing and enthralling; Morag is delicious as dream
- or death, enticing, elusive, exquisite. One of the subtlest and truest women
- in literature.
- Not many men have imagination so delicate and --- dictame! --- but Mr.
- Brodie-Innes writes "with authority, and not as the scribes." Why he allows
- Mathers to go about saying that he is a Jesuit and a poisoner will be revealed
- at the Last Day. Perhaps, like us, he can't catch him. Or perhaps it is that
- he is contented to be a great novelist --- as he is, bar the weakness of his
- English and an occasional touch of Early Victorian prunes-and-prismism. He
- has every other qualification. God bless him! BOLESKINE.
-
-
- IN THE NAME OF THE MESSIAH. By E. A. GORDON. KEISERSHA. Tokyo, N.D. N.P.
- The only way to read this book is to run at it, shouting a slogan, and to
- stick a skean dhuibh in it somewhere and read the sentence it hits. Thus,
- perhaps, with perseverance and a lot of luck, one may find a coherent
- paragraph in the porridge of disconnected drivel, defaced with italics and
- capitals and inverted commas like a schoolgirl's letter.
- And this is the coherent paragraph.
- "There are 3 apocryphal descriptions of the man Christ Jesus. ... All "agree"
- in describing Him as 'strikingly tall,' '6 ft. high,' and with curled or wavy
- locks.
- "This, to my mind, established the Identity of the Daibutsu with the curl-
- covered head and colossal stature."
- This, to my mind, establishes the Identity of Mrs. Gordon with Mr. J. M.
- Robertson. A. C.
-
-
- OLD AS THE WORLD. BY J. W. BRODIE-INNES. 6"s." Rebman.
- A rattling good novel, with hundreds of incidents on every page, a hero and
- heroine who seldom talk in anything meaner than capitals, and a happy ending:
-
- "Wherever you are, there is my kingdom," he murmured, as he folded his
- beloved close against his heart.
-
- Mr. Brodie-KInnes belongs to what one may call the Exoteric Occult School
- {330} of novelists; one feels throughout that his occultism is the result of
- study and not of experience. That is why I say exoteric.
- Although the style of the book is comparatively undistinguished, and
- sometimes lapses into actual slovenliness, Mr. Brodie-Innes frequently attains
- beauty, and beauty of a positive and original kind. Some of his sea-picture
- are quite fine. But the magic of style that renders Arthur Machen so
- marvellous is lacking. "Old and the World" is always interesting; it is never
- enthralling.
- "Old as the World" is much better than "Morag the Seal," and there is a
- marked improvement in the style. V. B. N.
-
-
- BLACK MAGIC. By MARJORIE BOWEN. Alston Rivers. 6"s."
- Marjorie Bowen knows nothing of the real magic, but she has learnt the
- tales spread by fools about sorcerers, and fostered by them as the best
- possible concealments of their truth.
- Of these ingredients she has brewed a magnificent hell-broth. No chapter
- lacks its jewelled incident, and the web that she has woven of men's passions
- is a flame-red tapestry stained with dark patches of murder and charred here
- and there with fire of hell.
- Marjorie Bowen has immense skill; has she genius? How can a stranger say?
- so many nowadays are forced by sheer starvation into writing books that will
- sell --- and when they have taken the devil's money, find that it is in no
- figure that he has their souls in pawn.
- I am told that it is the ambition of W. S. Maugham to write a great play.
- A. C.
-
-
- THE EDUCATION OF UNCLE PAUL. By ALGERNON BLACKWOOD. Macmillan and Co. 6"s."
- I read this book on the Express Train from Eastbourne to London (change at
- Polegate, Lewes, Hayward's Heath, Three Bridges, Red Hill, and East Croydon
- --- they ought to stop to set down passengers at Earlswood), and though it's a
- beautiful story, and I like Nixie, I must confess to being rather bored.
- Rather with a capital R and a sforzando "er." I wanted George Macdonald's
- "Lilith," and Arthur Machen's "Hill of Dreams" --- they have blood in them.
- And I was not in my library, but in a stuffy, dog-returneth-to-his-vomit-
- scented microbe-catcher labeled 1st Compo. Then, too, Algernon Blackwood
- began to remind me of Maeterlinck. There was too much bluebirdiness, and it
- gave me the blue devils. And then, again, though I've never read J. M.
- Barrie, I felt sure {331} that he must be responsible for some of the oysters
- in the stew. And where was Sidney Blow?
- Yes: it's a silly book; a book elaborately and deliberately silly; even
- laboriously silly with that silliness which cometh not forth but by prayer and
- fasting. ...
- And as I continued to read, it grew monotonously silly. Paul "slipped into
- the Crack" in several different ways, but there wasn't much difference in the
- result. I began to wonder if Mr. Blackwood has been drinking from the wisdom-
- fount of Ecclesiastes and Don Juan!
- And oh dear! the conversations. Children don't talk bad metaphysics, nor
- do repatriated lumbermen. But Mr. Blackwood must dree his weird, I suppose.
- And then, on a sudden, the monotony breaks up into a mixture of "La Morte
- Amoureuse," "Thomas Lake Harris," "The Yoke" (Mr. Hubert Wales' masterpiece),
- and "The Autobiography of a Flea told in a Hop, Skip, and a Jump."
- But I prefer Mr. Verbouc to Uncle Paul, and Bella to Nixie. From the point
- of view of pure literature, of course.
- The book then slobbers off into Gentle-Darwin-meek-and mild Theosophy.
- Victoria at last, thank God! I think I'll slip into the Crack, myself!
- ALEISTER CROWLEY
-
-
- THE LITERARY GUIDE. Messrs. Watts and Co. 2"d." The Journeyings of Joseph.
- Joseph has gone a-wandering; and, as he cannot even on the billowy waves
- keep his mouth shut, we are treated in the above official organ to an account
- of his itinerary as if he were the real original Vasco de Gama.
- He reminds us rather of the Shoreditch lady who went for her first country
- walk, as an old song tells us:
-
- "I've been roaming, I've been roaming
- Where the meadow dew is sweet;
- And I'm coming, and I'm coming
- With its pearls upon my feet."
-
- For, if he brings back with him "cockle shells from distant lands" like a
- certain Roman Caesar, akin to the information which now gushes from his pips,
- his pearls will indeed be from the land of Gophir, and must I am afraid be
- trampled by us with other flash fudge Parisian ware back into the gutter
- whence they came, the gutter of phylogenic-ontogeny.
- There was no other Joseph or Josephina aboard, no "helpmeet" worthy of Him,
- all Potiphar's wives --- by the way, a Second Joseph would have been rather a
- tall order for either Mrs. Potiphar or Ernst Haeckel --- so the Great and Only
- {332} One was intensely bored as he had to restrict himself to his own
- society. And the more he restricted himself the more bored he became, and the
- more bored he became the more boorish did he grow, and the ruder did he become
- to his fellow passengers, who evidently had not sufficient "rationalism" to
- believe that Erasmus Darwin was born in 1788, or that the water upon which
- they floated was composed of HO2 {sic, s.b. H2O, WEH NOTE}. He wondered, "If
- it were they who were fools, or I myself," --- we, being mystics, don't; we
- know! Their conversation was "trivial chatter," so evidently it had nothing
- to do with ontogenic-phylogeny. The chaplain was "insufferable" twice over,
- and so were his prayers.
- "The heavy mask of revelry was still on the faces of the men whom curiosity
- drew to the open rail: men in gay pyjamas and flaunting shirts, men with ends
- of cigarettes in their lax mouths, men whose language, up to a few hours
- before, had been too archaic for the dictionary. With open mouths they
- jostled each other to get a good view of the plunge of the white sewn outline
- of a man."
- Now, Joseph, draw it mild; don't put the sugar in your tea with a trowel!
- we have seen many burials at sea, more than we should care to count, but we
- have never seen the corpse surrounded by "fag-ends" and a gay pyjamaed mob.
- Perhaps one of the passengers was on his way to the bath-room, in a Swan and
- Edgar "sleeping suit," when you went to have your own little peep -- or have
- you borrowed a leaf from your former Jesuit brothers and write all this for
- the greater glory of God RPA?
- We are travellers as well as mystics, we have been a score of journeys as
- long as yours and longer, right round the world twice --- think of that, Jo!
- and all the cockle shells you could have collected! We know that the
- conversation "on board" is trivial, "very naughty," as a little Cape Dutch
- girl once said to us, "but rather nice," and that the ozone of the air and the
- brine of the waves make the ladies most charming on the boat deck. We are
- mystics and are never bored; we are mystics and are just as happy on board a
- Castle liner as behind Fleet Street in Johnson's Court. If we back a winner
- we ask our friends to come and have a "night out" with us; and if the wrong
- colours go by, well, we don't pawn our breeches to buy a revolver. It it were
- possible for boredom to descend upon us we should not say "sucks" to it, like
- Philpotts, but should retire into Dhyana or Samâdhi. You would call this
- "Self-induced-hypophlomorphodemoniacal-auto-suggestion." Well, well, never
- mind! we will pass the words, we don't care a "tinker's curse" about them; it
- is the message we look for and not the special patents act under which the
- wire which conveyed it to us is registered. And if I say "hocuspocus" and
- down come a good dinner and a pretty girl, eat the one and don't be rude to
- the other --- or she will run away, Joseph, she really will: and please, Josy,
- don't turn to me and say: You "insufferable" fool, you are not Ramano's; what
- business have you to produce {333} a "Pêche Melba"? You are not a "trivial"
- Mrs. Warren; what do you mean by "Plumping down" before me this "little bit of
- fluff"?
- Now don't be too bored or too serious, Joseph, be a good fellow ever
- towards those who are unlike you, for a good heart is worth a dozen good heads
- and heaven only knows how many bad ones. Eat your "scoff" and enjoy it; give
- the girl a kiss --- even if among the boats; and shake hands with the Chaplain
- --- after all he probably agreed with you over the Boulter Case. Here surely
- is a link between you! Drop the "insufferable" and the "christmas-card-
- curate" description of him, use your tea-spoon like an ordinary decent
- Christian and don't empty the sugar basin, shake hands with him, my boy, shake
- hands with him, and try and be a real good fellow, Joseph, a real good fellow,
- as well as an indifferent evolutionist! A. QUILLER.
-
-
- WITH THE ADEPTS. By FRANZ HARTMANN. William Rider and Son.
- If you have never been to "The Shakespeare" or "The Elephant and Castle"
- please go; for, for the same price that you would pay for this book you will
- be able to obtain at either a good seat. Go there when they are playing "The
- Sorrows of Satan," and you will have no need to be "With the Adepts" of Franz
- Hartmann. Besides, if you are not amused by the play the back of the
- programme will surely never fail you. There you will learn the proximity of
- the nearest "Rag Shop" where old bones, scrap iron, india rubber and waste
- paper may be sold; and should you, like us, be so unfortunate as to possess a
- copy of this story, may with a little persuasion induce the ragman to relieve
- you of it. Besides, it will also tell you where you can obtain "Sausage and
- mash" for two pence --- and who would not prefer so occult a dish to a "bun-
- worry" with Sisters Helen and Leila?
- From page one to one hundred and eighty this is all warrented pure, like
- the white and pink sugar mice on a Christmas tree --- quite wholesome for
- little children.
- Not only can you meet the Adepts but the Adepts' "lady friends"; you might
- be in Bloomsbury, but no such luck. Polite conversation takes place upon
- "advanced occultism," which strongly reminds us of the pink and paunchy
- puddings of Cadogan Court. The lady adepts are bashful and shy, but always
- very proper. The Monastery might be in Lower Tooting. The hero asks silly
- questions so as to give the Adept the requisite opportunities of making
- sillier answers. "I was rather reluctant to leave the presence of the ladies
- ... the ladies permitted me to retire." Outside bottles full of this sort of
- occult Potassium Bromide, this novelette is eminently suited as a moral
- sedative for young girls when they reach sixteen or thereabouts and are
- beginning to wonder how they got into this funny world. {334}
- THE DEVIL: "Let us giggle."
- THEODORUS: "Hush, you have committed a horrible black magical act, you have
- slept with" ...
- LEILA ["a creamy girl"]: "Good heavens, Sir, I faint; call a policeman,"
- THEODORUS: "Become acquainted with the Queen of the nymphs." ...
- SISTER HELEN ["nursing expert"]: "A douche, smelling salts, eau de Cologne,
- quinine ...!"
- THEODORUS: "From the abode of ... Brotherhood you are expelled ["sobs"], to
- the British Museum you must go ["snuffles"], and read ["pause"] 'The Secret
- Symbols of the Rosicrucians'!"
- THE DEVIL: "Tut, tut. ... Dear Sisters, the train has stopped, we are at
- Streatham Hill --- let us get out." ALICIA DE GRUYS.
-
-
- ON THE LOOSE. By GEORGE RAFFALOVICH. Publishing Office of THE EQUINOX, 124
- Victoria Street, S. W. 1"s." net.
- The author of the Man-Cover is well-known to the readers of THE EQUINOX.
- His charm lays principally in the independence of his thought, the delicacy of
- his touch, in his spirit of pure joy, in his most holy childishness. He shows
- certainly a great lack of literary experience, an accumulation of various
- contradictory feelings which seem to fight one another for the conquest of his
- spirit. The scientific training of our order will give him that Mastery over
- self which alone can bring forth the full blossom of his rich imagination.
- There is every reason for us to expect much of Mr. Rafflovich. Is he not a
- Gemini man, with Jupiter and Saturn culminating? Somewhat Neronian, probably,
- as will be seen in his work.
- We recommend especially the reading of the two sketches entitled "Demeter"
- and "A Spring Meeting," and we look forward to any future work of the author.
- There is more in his work that is met at first glance. Let him forget that he
- writes for English readers and subscribers to libraries!
- GEORGE RAFFALOVICH.
-
-
- HISTORY OF CHEMISTRY. By SIR EDWARD THORPE. Watts and Co. Vol. ii.
- As excellent as vol. i. what is Sir Edward doing amongst this brainy goody
- lot? H2S.
-
-
- HISTORY OF OLD TESTAMENT CRITICISM. By ARCHIBALD DUFF, D.D. Watts and Co.
- 1"s." net.
- An interesting little volume, as complete as can be expected for 146 pages.
- Duff, D. D., does not understand Qabalah. We can assure him it is not a
- "fancied philosophy wherein everything was in reality brand new," as Zunz
- {335} says. He does not understand it, but he is not alone in this. Few
- understand the Qabalah; and therefore few talk sense about the Pentateuch. We
- recommend Duff, D. D., to study "A Note on Genesis" in vol. i, No. 2, THE
- EQUINOX, after which if he still considers it "fancied" we shall be ready to
- discuss it with him. B. RASHITH.
-
-
- THE SACRED SPORTS OF SIVA. Printed at the Hindu Mission Press. Annas 8.
- The editor in his preface does not see the objection to Gods and especially
- to Siva holding sports, neither do we. But you must play square, even if you
- are a God; it is not cricket to slay the whole of the opposing eleven each
- time you are bowled. But perhaps Siva had a reputation to keep up; we'll ask
- Kali. VISHNU.
-
-
- RITUAL, FAITH, AND MORALS. By F. h. PERRYCOSTE. Watts and Co.
- If you should be so depraved as to desire to become a rationalistic author,
- you must buy a pair of sissors, some stickphast, and a parcel of odd vols. at
- Hodgson's containing: Buckle, Draper, Gibbon Lecky, and old dictionary or two
- of quotations and some of the Christian Fathers. The process then is easy; it
- consists in cutting these to pieces and in sticking them together in all
- possible combinations, and publishing each combination under a different name.
- For fifteen years Mr. Perrycoste has been snipping hard, and the above work
- consists only of Chapters III and IV of one volume of a series of volumes. We
- are charitable enough to hope that Mr. Perrycoste may be spared to produce the
- rest, so long as we are spared reviewing them. ELIAS ASHMOLE.
-
-
- THE ANCIENT CONSTITUTIONAL CHARGES OF THE GUILD FREE MASONS. By JOHN YARKER.
- William Tait, 2"s." 6"d." net.
- This is a most learned work; the author holds Solomon only knows how many
- exalted degrees; but besides the title-page there is much of interest to
- Masons in this little volume. Some of the ancient charges are quite amusing.
- "That no Fellow go into town in the night time without a Fellow to bear
- witness that he hath been in honest company" seems, however, a bit rough on
- the girls. F.
-
-
- PAGANISM AND CHRISTIANITY. By J. a. FARRAR. Watts and Co. 6"d."
- A good book which makes us wish we had been born before Christ.
- A. Q.
-
-
- THE WHITE SLAVE TRAFFIC. Published at the Offices of M. A. P. 6"d."
- At one time I was acquainted with many of our London demi-mondaines, and
- many a charming girl and good-hearted woman had I the pleasure of meeting
- {336} --- and clean-minded withal. To say that all end in the Lock or the
- river is to say that you know nothing about the subject; for many marry, as
- Mayhew points out; in fact, Mayhew, in his classic "London Labour and the
- London Poor" is the only author I know --- always excepting Charles Drysdale
- --- who in any way saw the modern London hetaira as she really is. Drysdale
- in his courageous work, "the Elements of Social Science," also points out that
- the life of the ordinary prostitute is a very much healthier one than that of
- the average factory girl. The authoress of this work seems to understand this
- in a way, for in spite of "the awful degradation" which she harps upon, she
- contradicts herself by writing: "I may here remark that the girls I come in
- contact with, if they marry happily, make excellent wives" (p.66).
- The cure for the present degradation associated with prostitution is a
- common-sense one --- one of not supposing that we are good and others are bad,
- of carting away our own manure before writing to the sanitary inspector about
- other people's dung, and to cease hatching mysteries between the sheets of our
- family four-poster.
- If unions were sanctioned outside the marriage bond, even if such unions
- were only of an ephemeral nature, there would be no necessity to procure young
- girls, for natural love-making would take the place of state-fostered
- abduction. The root of the evil lies neither in the inherent lust of man
- after woman, which is natural, or of woman after gold, which shows her
- business-like capabilities; but in the unhealthy point of view adopted by the
- general public. There is nothing more disgusting in the act of generation, or
- even in the pleasures associated with it, that there is in alimentation, with
- its particular enjoyments. Dessert is quite a superfluous course after a good
- meal, and yet it is not considered degrading to eat it; and so, as it is not
- considered a crime to eat for the pleasure of eating, neither should it
- publicly (privately of course it is not) be considered a crime if unions take
- place without offspring resulting. This double-faced attitude must have the
- bottom knocked out of it as well as the front; it must utterly perish. From
- the natural, that is, the common-sense point of view, there are no such things
- as moral or immoral unions, for all nature demands is healthy parents and
- healthy children, healthy pleasures and healthy pains. The Church, the
- Chapel, and the Registry Office must go; for, so long as they remain,
- prostitution will spell degradation, and marriage falsehood and hypocrisy.
- Chaos will not result when Virtue weds with Vice, for what is possible to the
- savage is possible for us, and the children will be looked after better than
- eve. Once teach our children the nobility of love, and the pimp, the pander,
- and the puir-minded presbyter will simply be starved out. Continue to foster
- the present unhealthy aspect with its "unfortunate," its "fallen," its
- "awful," its "degradation" and its "doom," and, in spite of a million
- Vigilance Society men on every {337} railway platform in the Kingdom, the
- White Slave Traffic will continue to flourish the more it is presecuted, and
- become more criminal and degrading than ever.
- Money is not the basis of this so-called evil, as suggested, and public
- indignation will not work a cure any more than public indignation against the
- Metropolitan Water Board will stop people drinking water. We must cease
- globe-polishing virtue and sand-papering vice. Away with out moral Monkey
- Brand and our ethical Sapolio, and back to a little genuine common-sense
- elbow-grease.
- When a girl ceases sowing her "wild oats" and can enter any phase of life
- without being spat upon and "chucked out," degradation will cease. And when
- such women as are "born" prostitutes are utilized by the State for the benefit
- of men who are not monogamists by nature, procuring will vanish. But, if
- these women be so used, it behoves the nation to care for these talented
- girls, just as she cares, or should care, for her soldiers; and when the time
- was expired, she should pension them off, and award them a long service and
- good-conduct medal should they deserve it.
- this is a clean-minded book so far as it goes. We have no humbugging
- Horton, D. D., swooning at the thought of lace, frills, and a pretty ankle.
- But the remedies suggested are worse than the disease. Exalt the courtesan to
- her proper place, bracket her name with sweetheart, wife and mother, names
- which are rightly dear to us, and you will find a tender heart beneath the
- scarlet dress, and a charming lovable woman in spite of public opprobrium.
- Neglect this, and all other propositions of reform spell --- Muck!
- A QUILLER.
-
- I like the legislation proposed by the blackguards of "vigilance"; who,
- never having met a gentleman, think that everybody is an avaricious scoundrel
- --- though sometimes in another line of business. And this attack by M.A.P.
- on its trade rivals in the filth-purveying business (for all journalism is
- filth --- must we exclude this White Slave "copy" from the indictment and
- class it as literature!) is only what is to be expected.
- Anyhow, even our government is hardly likely to pass the suggested Act,
- which thoughtfully provides that you may be arrested without a warrant for
- offering your umbrella in a shower to a strange lady, and makes it felony to
- raise your hat in the street.
- I once had the pleasure of meeting Mr. Coote, well-groomed in ultra-
- respectable broadcloth, and flaunting Three Virtues in his button-hole. I
- looked for some others in his heart, but drew blank. If he had any others,
- too, I suppose he would have worn the appropriate ribbons.
- The truth about Coote-Comstock crapulence is this. Manx Cats subscribe to
- the Society for the Suppression of Persian Cats. These funds go to support
- {338} a lot of holy souteneurs in idleness --- and they find it pays to foam
- at the mouth from time to time against the other souteneurs who live on poor
- prostitutes instead of wealthy virgins.
- I should like, too, to ask Mr. Coote a rather curious question.
- We were talking about paternity. His then secretary, Mr. Hewston, had
- given me to understand that the Vigilance Society made a practice of paying
- (on behalf of and at the expense of the fathers) allowances to the mothers of
- illegitimate children, of caring for the mothers, helping them to get work,and
- eventually marrying them to honest fellows of their own class.
- This seemed too sensible to be true. Mr. Hewston's honest heart had let
- him to misunderstand.
- Mr. Coote indignantly corrected this view of the society's work. They
- never did that sort of thing, he said, "except in a few very special cases."
- Now I want to know about these very special cases. Are they by any chance
- those in which the fathers are reputable and pious persons, highly esteemed
- for their Evangelicalism and philanthropy? ...
- There have been some ill-disposed persons who were not ashamed to assert
- that some of the methods of Vigilance societies remind them of blackmail.
- Is there another side to the medal? A. QUILLER, JR.
-
-
- THE CANNON. An Exposition of the Pagan Mysteries perpetuated in the Cabala as
- the rule of all the arts. Elkin Mathews.
- This is a very extraordinary book, and it should be a fair "eye-opener" to
- such as consider the Qabalah a fanciful concatenation of numbers, words, and
- names. Also it may come as rather a rude shock to some of our "fancied"
- knowalls, our "cocksureites," who are under the delusion that knowledge was
- born with their grandmothers, and has now reached perfection in themselves,
- for it proves conclusively enough by actual measurements of existing monuments
- and records that the ancients, hundreds of years ago, were perfectly well
- acquainted with what we are pleased in our swollenheadiness to call "the
- discoveries of modern science."
- Every ancient temple was built on a definite symbolic design and was not a
- haphazard erection of brick and mortar dependent on the "£ s. d." On the
- contrary, it closely followed the measurements of the body of Christ or of a
- Man which it was supposed to represent.
- The three great canonical numbers are 2,368 (IESOUS CHRISTOS), 1,480
- (CHRISTOS) and 888 (IESOUS), Numerous other numbers also occur but most hinge
- on these three. Here is an example. 888, 1,480 and 2,368 are to each other
- in the ration of 3, 5 and 8. 358 is numerically equal to Messiah, and 358 1/2
- x 6 = 2,151 which is again a symbol of the Hebrew Messiah. Alpha {339} and
- Omega = 2,152; and a hexagon described round a circle having a circumference
- of 2,151 has a perimeter of 3,368. 2,151 also is the sum of 1,480 (Christos)
- and 671 (Thora the Bride). A vesica 358 board is 620 long, and 620 is the
- value of Kether, etc., etc. (see p. 124).
- This book is a veritable model of industry and research, but in spite of an
- excellent index, and index in the ordinary sense is almost out of place in a
- work of so complicated a character as this; what is really needed is a table
- of the numerical correspondences, similar in type to those we have already
- published in our "777". then at a glance the student can see the various
- numerical values and what they refer to. J. F. C. F.
-
-
- KANT'S ETHICS AND SCHOPENHAUER'S CRITICISM. By M. KELLY. swan Sonnenschein
- and Co., 2"s." 6"d."
- Last year we had the pleasure of review in Major Kelly's "Kant's Philosophy
- as Rectified by Schopenhauer," and we hope that if the future further volumes
- are to appear, and if they are as interesting as the present one, we may
- "continue the motion."
- Kant's categories are in type similar to the Sephiroth of the Qabalah
- emanations from an unknown "x" sing or God, and whether this sign is called "à
- priori," "autonomy" or "categorical affirmative" matters no whit. Kant's
- ethics are futile, and to an intellect like Schopenhauer's absolutely
- childish. Kant never could understand "morality" because he never transcended
- the reason, practically, or even theoretically. If there is a moral law in
- the Formative World it is probably the line of least resistance. But the
- proof of the pudding is in the eating, and fixed laws of heteronomy and of
- autonomy are absurd, and if Kant had once transcended the Reason he would have
- had direct experience of this fact. On p. 126 Schopenhauer sets him right as
- follows:
- "The essence of the world is will. ... the only way of salvation is by
- negation of the will, or by self-denial and renunciation. ..."
- And again:
- "...life is the attainment of self-consciousness, in order that the will
- may acquire a right knowledge of its own nature. ..." (p. 157).
- "Evil and pleasure are but different manifestations of the one will to
- live" (p. 177).
- "The tormentor and the tormented are one." ... "Therefore what is good for
- one person may be just the opposite for another ... all suffering is nothing
- but unfulfilled or crossed willing" (pp. 178-182).
- "When a man has so far got rid of this veil that it no longer causes an
- egoistical distinction between his own person and that of another, he will
- recognize his innermost and true self in all beings, regard their endless
- suffering {340} as his own, and so appropriate to himself the pain of the
- while world" (p. 184).
- Here the "true-self" is the Higher Self, Atman or Augoeides, unity with
- which is what we have called the Great Work of the A.'. A.'.
- When a soldier turns philosopher we always expect good work, and Mayor
- Kelly has not failed us; and to all such as would understand Kant as well as
- Schopenhauer's great work, "The World as Will and Idea" --- of which an
- excellent English translation is published by Messrs. Paul, Trench, Trübner,
- we heartily recommend this masterful little volume. F.
-
-
- THE SIGNS AND SYMBOLS OF PRIMORDIAL MAN. By ALBERT CHURCHWARD. Swan
- Sonnenschein. 25"s." net.
- The first thing one has to do is to compose oneself in a comfortable
- position, for this book is large and weights I don't know how many pounds; the
- next to remember that the author has an axe to grind, a\or at least has
- constituted himself leading counsel for his client Egypt, and in a learned and
- most convincing argument not only proves the undoubted antiquity of his
- client's claim, but that it was from Egypt, or rather Central Africa, that the
- human race originated, and that it is to Egyptian symbolism, and more
- particularly to the Ritual of the Dead, that we must go if we would rightly
- understand the temples, rites, ceremonies, and customs of mankind past and
- present. From Egypt they came and to Egypt must we go.
- The book is in every sense a great book, and, by the way, it forms an
- excellent seventh volume to Gerald Massey's monumental work. Brother Wynne
- Westcott is very rightly condemned as displaying a peculiarly acute ignorance
- of both Freemasonry and Egyptology, and further on so is that chattering
- journalist, Mr. Andrew Lang --- the Paul Carus of the British Isles.
- Dr. Churchward is a Freemason of a very high degree, but yet not high
- enough to understand that secrets that need safeguarding are no secrets at
- all. "l. H." for left hand is excusable because it saves printers' ink; but
- "these need no explanation to R.A.M.'s" etc., etc., is ridiculous because
- R.A.M.'s need not be told about it, and if you are not going to divulge this
- frightful secret about a "Tau" why bother to say so? Remember that "an
- indicible arcanum is an arcanum which "cannot" be revealed," even by a R.A.M.!
- The Hebrew throughout is very faulty; either Dr. Churchward knows none, or
- else the proofs have been sadly neglected. But now let us turn to the subject
- over which he must have spent years of labour.
- Man he traces back to the Pygmies of Central Africa, these or beings very
- like them hundreds of thousands of years ago emigrated all over the world ---
- they were Paleolithic man, and whether these ape-like little beings had a
- Mythos {341} or not would appear to be doubtful, but the next great exodus,
- that of Neolithic man, carried with it the Stellar Mythos, --- that of the
- Seven Stars and the Pole Star, and the varied quarters to which these
- primitive men travelled is carefully indicated on the map at the end of the
- book. Though it may seem strange that they crossed vast oceans, it must be
- born in mind that the configurations of the globe have changed since those
- remote periods; besides, primitive man did get about the world in a most
- extraordinary way, as such islands as Madagascar and Easter Island prove. The
- inhabitants of the former are Polynesian and not African, of the later,
- seemingly Melanesian, judging by their skulls, and the Solomon Islands, the
- nearest Melanesian islands to Easter Island, are thousands of miles away.
- Ducie Island, the nearest island to Easter Island, is many hundred miles away,
- and the coast of South America is no less than 2,300 miles distant. And yet
- in this tiny island we find proofs of very high civilization, and it is
- curious that Dr. Churchward has not mentioned the numerous hieroglyphics found
- there concerning which a very full account is given in the Smithsonian Reports
- of 1889. After these came another exodus, carrying with it the Lunar and
- Solar Mythos, and Horus became under varying names the supreme world-god, and
- his four sons, or emanations, the four quarters.
- It is impossible here to enter into the numerous entrancing speculations
- that Dr. Churchward draws, or to give any adequate idea of the vast number of
- proofs that he marshals to convince us --- they are quite bewildering. In
- fact, they completely reverse our conception of polytheism; for it is we who
- are the idolators, and not our ancestors; it is we who sacrifice to many gods,
- and not those little Bushmen who felt and saw and lived with the One Great
- Spirit. Let us therefore mention that the chief points, a few out of a score,
- that have struck us are --- The Custom of the Mark Sacred Stone; the
- universality of Horus worship; the startling identity of hieroglyphics, all
- over the world, with the Egyptian; and the symbolism of the Great Pyramid, and
- its use as a Temple of Initiation.
- A few others, however, do not understand. On p. 80 Dr. Churchward traces
- the "Bull Roarer" back to Egypt. But we can find no proofs of these ever
- having been used there. In Australia, as he states, they were used, and so
- also in New Zealand and New Guinea and over most of Europe; in Sussex, country
- boys to this day use them as toys. Again, the Egyptian throwing-stick (p. 67)
- is not a boomerang at all; it was made of thick rounded wood and will not
- return when thrown. It is as perfectly distinct from the Australian weapon as
- the Australian is from the throwing-clubs of Fiji. The double triangle
- symbol(?) is so common in the Pacific Islands that it is to be found on nearly
- every club and utensil; in some cases it represents figures of men with bent
- knees and arms akimbo. There are many combination of it. In small details
- the author fails, {342} he is so keen to find proof of Egyptian antiquity in
- everything. On p. 228 he quotes as an example of original sign-language that
- he "watched with interest our bluejackets leaning over the side of a man-of-
- war talking to one another" by means of their hands and fingers. Of course
- what they are really doing is semaphore signalling without flags after the
- official signalling with flags has ceased.
- In spite of these small over-eagernesses, this book is a revolutionary
- volume, a work that should stimulate argument and comment; and we hope that it
- will induce others to collect and discover the secrets of the past before they
- are devoured by our Minotaurean Civilization. It is a melancholy fact that
- though amongst the rudest of rude savages secrets have been kept and great
- systems maintained for hundreds of thousands of years, the "clever" children
- of the present with all their arts and crafts are only destroyers of the past.
- we defame antiquity, annihilate those who still venerate it --- mentally we
- destroy their minds with a corrupt and idolatrous Christianity, a veritable
- haggis of guts and blood, and their bodies with gunpowder and loathsome
- diseases. In a few years all will have gone; but (say you?) all will be
- saved, stored in our libraries and museums. But, we answer, even these in a
- few centuries will be dust and ashes; the very paper of this book which we are
- reviewing, beautiful though it be, will, like a girl's beauty, vanish before
- forty years are past. Our inventions are our curse, they are our destruction.
- What was coagulated in the minds of barbarians for thousands and tens of
- thousands of years we shall have destroyed utterly, utterly, in as many days
- and nights. Civilization has driven her plough over Stellar and Solar
- mythology, wantonly, and at haphazard, and in their place she has cultivated
- the Unknowable and Andrew Lang!
- If the Utilitarian progress in the next few years as he has in the last,
- soon we shall have some socialistic fellah depriving the world of its last
- great monuments, and building labourers' cottages out of the stones and bricks
- of the Pyramids, because they are so very much more useful. "solve" is the
- cry to-day; the Sabbatic finger of the Goat points upwards, yet on the clouds
- of darkness does it scrawl a sigil of light. A new God stirs in the Womb of
- its Mother; we can see his form, dim and red, in the cavern of Time. Dare we
- pronounce his name? Yea! It is Horus, Horus the Child, reborn Amsu the Good
- Shepherd, who will lead us out of the sheepish stupidity of to-day. How many
- understand this mystery? Perhaps none save those who have seen and subscribed
- to the Law of Thelema. J. F. C. F.
-
-
- THE LOST VALLEY. By ALGERNON BLACKWOOD. Nash. 6"s."
- It is the penalty of factitious success that the need of fuel increases
- like the dose of a drug-fiend. Instead of clothing his with with silk from
- the loom of life {343} and embroidering it with gold thread drawn from the
- observation of things around him, the slave of popularity wears it threadbare.
- Morphia won't replace bread after the first month or so!
- Now we see Mr. Blackwood and Nemesis. He gets a reputation by marketing
- his tiny scrap of knowledge of the inner World; the public cries out for more,
- and the poor wage-slave, bankrupt in invention, does his best to fake --- and
- fails.
- It is the male equivalent of the harlot who has drifted from Piccadilly to
- Waterloo Bridge Road.
- So here we see him, the shy smile changed to the open coarse appeal, the
- tawdry apparatus of his craft seen for what it is --- rabbit-skin ermine! ---
- and himself unmistakably the fifth-rate writer, like Baudelaire's "Old
- Mountebank" --- surely no more pitiful --- tumbling for no kindlier laugh than
- that of contempt. (And he might have been so fine!)
- This is why success must in the nature of things spoil everybody. Make a
- hit with one arrow; you must never dare to do more than change the colour of
- the feathers --- till your quiver is empty.
- And how empty is Mr. Blackwood's! When it comes to a father hating his
- twin sons because (why?) he wanted one son very badly, going mad, and after
- his death turning the two into one in spite of a clergyman's reading aloud of
- Job ----
- Well, hang it, Mr. Blackwood, the woman has the best of it yet. It is a
- very foolish girl who cannot hold her own for ten years. But you who have
- been writing hardly half the time are only fit for the LIterary Lock Hospital.
- JONATHAN HUTCHINSON, Natu
- Minimus.
-
-
- AMBERGRIS. A Selection of Poems by ALEISTER CROWLEY. Elkin Mathews. 3"s." 6"d."
- Printed by Strangeways and sons, Great Tower Street, Cambridge Circus, W.
- C.
- We don't like books of selections, and you can't make a nightingale out of
- a crow by picking out the least jarring notes.
- The book is nicely bound and printed --- as if that were any excuse! Mr.
- Crowley, however, must have been surprised to receive a bill of over Six
- Pounds for "author's corrections," as the book was printed from his volume of
- Collected Works, and the alterations made by his were well within the dozen!
- [Yes; he was surprised; it was his first --- and last --- experience of
- these strange ways. --- ED.]
- If poets are ever going to make themselves heard, they must find some means
- of breaking down the tradition that they are the easy dupes of every ---
- [Satis. --- ED.] {344}
- Just as a dishonest commercial traveller will sometimes get a job by
- accepting a low salary, and look for profit to falsifying the accounts of
- "expenses," so --- [Here; this will never do. --- ED.]
- We have had fine weather recently in Mesopotamia --- [I dare say; but I'm
- getting suspicious; stop right here. --- ED.] All right; don't be huffy;
- good-bye! S HOLMES.
-
-
- SECRET REMEDIES. British Medical Association, 429, Strand, W. C. 1"s."
- Every person who has the welfare of the people at heart should buy this
- book for free distribution among the poor.
- The major portion of the Press (which lives corruptly on the advertisemnts
- of the scoundrels exposed in this book, knaves who sell ginger at the price of
- gold) has done its best to boycott the book.
- The public --- the helpless, ignorant section of it --- spends nigh 2 1/2
- millions sterling every year on these quack nostrums.
- We must safeguard them. We must register all "patent" remedies, insist on
- the ingredients and their cost being printed clearly on each box, and appoint
- a committee with funds at its disposal from the Treasury to recompense
- adequately and generously anyone who really should discover a cure for human
- affliction.
- The Chancellor of the Exchequer need not worry about his third of a million
- yearly from the stamp duty. No country ever yet lost money by driving out its
- bloodsuckers, and saving its citizens from the penalties of ignorance.
- A. C.
-
-
- THE MAGNETIC MIRROR. By DR. CAROLUS REX. 1"s."
- This little work is very skillfully written; it is intended to induce
- members of the higher grades of the Universal Order of B.'. F.'. to pay
- "Dr." "Carolus" "Rex" sums of from Two to Twenty Guineas for "Magic Mirrors,"
- which we hope are worth as many pence. PROFESSOR JACOBUS IMPERATOR.
-
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- {345}
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-
-
-
- GLAZIERS' HOUSES:
-
- or,
-
- THE SHAVING OF SHAGPAT
-
- I will write him a very taunting letter. --- "As You Like It."
-
-
- IN these latter days, when (too often) a newspaper proprietor is like a
- Buddhist monk, afraid to scratch his head lest he should incommode his vermin,
- it is indeed a joy for a young and nameless author to be presented with a long
- sword by a cordial editor, with the injunction: "There , my lad, sweep away,
- never mind what you hit --- I'll stand the racket."
- Whoosh! off we go. One, two, three --- crash! what's that? "Aere
- perennus"? Or a perennial ass>
- Let us see --- a very curious problem.
- A problem not to be solved by mere surface scraping. Well then?
- A thankless and invidious task it may seem to pierce deeper than the "wolf
- in Dr. Jaeger's clothing" of our wittiest woman and most alluring
- "morphinomane." That task is ours. For last night in the visions of mine head
- upon my bed I beheld, strangely interwoven with this striking picture, the
- scene between Little Red Tiding Hood and her sick grandmother --- how
- perverted! For in my dream it seemed that the old lady had devoured the wolf
- and that the scourge of the {346} Tories was but a bed-ridden and toothless
- hag, mumbling the senile curses and jests which she could no longer
- articulate.
- True it is that the Word of Shaw is quick and powerful, sharper than a two-
- edged sword. Yet the habit of sword-swollowing is probably fatal to the
- suicidal intentions of a Brutus, and it has certainly grown on him until he
- can no longer slay either himself or another.
- A dweller in the glass houses of Fad, he has thrown stones at the fishy
- god. A Society Shimei, he has spat against the wind, and his beard is
- befouled.
- True, every thought of Shaw is a great thought; and so equable and far-
- seeing is the artist, that its contradictory appears with it. His births are
- all Siamese twins; his god is Janus; his sign is Gemini ... but his end is (I
- fear) not to rise above the equilibrium of contraries by a praeter-Hegelian
- dialectic, but to sink wearily between his two stools, a lamentable loon. ...
- This Nulli Secundus, inflated with fermenting Grape-Nuts!
- For in all that mass of analysis lucid and terrible I cannot recall a
- single line of beauty, rarely a note of ecstasy; with one exception (John
- Tanner), hardly a hero. Even he not a little absurd.
- He has seen through the shams of romance, and marriage, and free love, and
- literary pose, and medical Ju-Ju, and religious rant, and political twaddle,
- and socialist Buncombe and --- every phase of falsehood. ... But he has hardly
- grasped that each such falsehood is but a shadow of some sun of truth. He
- does not perceive the ineffable glory of the universe in its whole and in each
- part. He has smitten at the shadow of a shadow: it falls --- the world is
- filth. Let him {347} rather new-edge his sword for a deeper analysis, and cut
- away the veil from the face of our Mother. 'Sdeath, man, is there nothing we
- may love?
- He is wrong, anyway, to gibe at Scripture. For, like Balaam, I came to
- curse, and appear to be blessing him! (with scarce a monitory word). And,
- like Balaam, too, I have been reviewed by G. K. Chesterton.
- To pass from this painful subject. ...
- Let me rouse myself to a really resolute effort to denounce Shaw as a
- niddering. Aha! I have it. The man is a journalist after all. We have to
- thank him for semi-educating a few of our noodles, for applying the caustic Of
- Ibsen (right) and Wagner (wrong --- the book's drivel) to that most indolent
- of ulcers, the British Public, but for nothing more. His own work, bar "Man
- and Overman" (why the hybrid Superman?), is a glib sham. If it proves
- anything, it proves nothing.
- But are we to writhe in the ecstasies of Pyrrhonism? For this prophet
- claims to be Zoroaster.
- Can we be sure even of that? He has educated the British goat to caper to
- his discordant Pan-pipe, so that without the nuisance of crucifixion he may
- scourge the money-changes from the temple.
- Yet is this true cynicism? doth he delight, the surly Diogenes, in his
- solitary gambols --- that insult both Lydia and Lalage? Or is he doing it to
- tempt them --- to coquette with them? Is he a man deadly serious in positive
- constructive aim, yet so sensitive to ridicule that he will always seek to
- turn it off as a jest --- and so a stultifier of himself? A Christ crucified,
- not upon Calvary, but upon Venus berg, and so no redeemer?
- If so, "ave atque vale," George Bernard Shaw, for a redeemer {348} from the
- Overmen we want, and we will have; another we will not have. Rather than your
- mock-crucified castrato-devilry, Barabbas!
- But if it be your serious livelong purpose to slay all ideas by ridicule.
- ... then we must claim you as an adept, one fit for the scourge and the
- buffets, for the gives and the slaver of the lick-spittle English, whose only
- notion of a jest is a smutty story.
- There is room for another hand at my bench.
- See! if thou be indeed Achilles, why should we be in doubt? The gilded
- arms of Pandarus --- the speech of Thersites. Sir, these things trouble us!
- Thou seest it! If thou art journalist, the very journalists may rise from
- their slime, bubbling with foul breath,and suck thee down to their mother ooze
- unspeakable; but if not, then I too (no journalist, God knows!) must praise
- thee.
- Thee --- not thy work. For the manner thereof is wholly abominable. What
- have all we done, that for Pegasus we have this spavined and hamstrung
- Rosinante, for Bucephalus this hydrocephalic hydropath?
- Even as god Gilbert begat the devil-brood musical comedy, so hast thou
- begotten the tedious stage-sermons to which our priest-loving, sin-conscious
- slaves now flock. Refinement of cruelty! Thou hast replaced the Trappist
- cell by the Court Theatre!
- For this, I, who prefer the study to the theatre, forgive thee; for I love
- not the badger-reek of Suburbia and Bohemia in my nostrils. But for this also
- I praise thee, that lion-like thou turnest at last upon the jackal-crowd at
- thy heels. That ungainly dragon, the Chesterbelloc, hast thou ridden against,
- {349} good St. George Bernard Shaw! With a spear thou hast pierced its side,
- and there floweth forth beer and water.
- Turn also, gramercy, upon the others, even unto the lowest. As Ibsen
- hawked at carrion birds with a Wild Duck, so do thou create some harpy to
- torment them. Who is this that followeth thee? Behold this mumbler born to
- butcher the English language, and educated to hack it with a saw! This
- stuttering babbler, this Harpocrates by the compulsion of a Sloane Square
- Mammurra! Who is this hanger-on to the bedraggled petticoats of thy lousy
- Thalia --- this beardless, witless filcher of thy fallen crab-apples? This
- housemaid of the Court theatre, the Gittite slut whose bleary eyes weep
- sexless crocodile tears over the crassness of the daughters of the
- Philistines?
- Arise, and speak to this palsied megalomaniac, this frowsy Moll Flanders of
- a degenerated Chelsea, this down-at-heel "flâneur" on the outer boulevards of a
- prostituted literature, this little mongrel dog that fawneth upon the ill-cut
- trousers of thee, O St. Pancras Pulchinello --- this little red-coated ;person
- that doth mouth and dance upon the kakophonous barrel-organ of New thought
- fakirs and Modernity mountebanks.
- Speak to this parasite --- itself unspeakably verminous --- of the long-
- haired brigade, who has "got on" for that it had neither sufficient talent to
- excite envy, nor manhood enough to excite apprehension, but wit well to
- comprehend the sycophancy of the self-styled court and the tittle-tattle of
- the servants' hall.
- It is an Editor --- dear Lord my God! it is an Editor; but he who employs
- it has an equally indefeasible title to employ the pronoun "We." {350}
- It hat never had aught to say; but, then, how affectedly it hath said it!
- ...
- Will not the late "New Quarterly" take note of this?
- O these barbers, with their prattle, and their false expedients --- and
- scarce even a safety razor among them!
- For let each one who worships George Bernard Shaw, while ignorant of that
- magnificent foundation of literature and philosophy --- the Cubical Stone of
- the Wise, on which a greater than Auguste Rodin hath erected the indomitable
- figure of Le Penseur --- take these remarks individually to himself, and ---
- oh! Thinker, think again. Let not posterity consider of this statue that its
- summit is no Overman, but a gibbering ape! Not filth, not sorrow, not
- laughter of the mocker is this universe; but laughter of a young god, a holy
- and beautiful god, a god of live and light.
- And thou, since thou hast the ear of the British ass at thy lips, sing to
- it those starry songs. It can but bray. ...
- But why, as hitherto, shouldst thou bray also? Or if bray thou must, let
- us have the virile and portentous bray of the Ass of Apuleius, not (as
- hitherto) the plaintive bray of the proverbial ass who hesitated so long
- between the two thistles that he starved to death. I warn thee, ass! We who
- are gods have laughed with thee these many years; beware lest in the end we
- laugh at thee with the laughter of a mandrake torn up, whereat thou shouldst
- fall dead.
- A. QUILLER, JR.
-
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-
-
- IN THE TEMPLE
-
- THE subtle-souled dim radiant queen
- Burns like a bale-fire through the mist;
- The slender earth is bright and green,
- Emerald, gray and amethyst;
- The wavering breeze has slowly kissed
- The way between
- Her zone and wrist.
-
- Pale guardian of the altar-flame,
- Syren of old, perfidious song,
- A murmuring runnel lately came
- In streaming hate of mortal wrong.
- Wait, for, my goddess, not for long
- The snake is tame. ...
- See! He is strong!
-
- The wide-set temple-pillars gleam,
- As marble white, and tall as pines;
- The doorway to immortal dream
- Lies through the temple's purple shrines.
- Behold, pure queen, the magic signs.
- Let words out-stream
- As mingled wines! ...
- VICTOR B. NEUBURG.
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